TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

84. Twins

"Well, there are two fetal pockets. Congratulations ma'am, you are currently pregnant with twins" said the doctor.

Of course the doctor's words made me gape. Another with me, another with Dios' reaction. My husband's face is so cold, a face like new can win the lottery.

"Honey. I'm so happy" said Dios, peeping at the back of my hand.

"This is the vitamin do not forget to redeem, sir? because Caren's mother did not experience nausea and vomiting, so this was only given dietary supplements only," said the doctor.

"Okay doc, thank you." Answer Dios.

Dios then helped me get out of the patient's bed. He made me walk out the door after taking a prescription from the doctor.

We went back to my room to rest. And the happy news is back we heard from the nurse we assigned to look after my son. He said Marta's body temperature is now 37°c.

Dios repeatedly kissed my hands. Just this time I felt Happy, when Dios was with me during my pregnancy.

"I don't think I can describe how happy I am right now. Thank you for being present in my life. Thank you for always giving me so much happiness" Dios said.

"Sister. Will you always be like this forever? suddenly I was afraid that my brother would be tempted by another woman like we did before" I said.

"I know your fear. But we used to make mistakes because of many supporting factors. Now that the situation is different, you and the children are the source of my happiness. I can't waste you guys." Answer Dios.

"I beg you not to disappoint me again. Because if that happens, even if a dozen children I will still go to you," I said.

"of course. You and your children are my most precious treasure. I promise and swear to be faithful until the end of my life." Answer Dios.

"Sister. I want to see Marta, I miss her" I said.

"I'll get you a wheelchair. You must not be exhausted. Or do I want to carry it?" asked Dios while raising her eyebrows.

"Then yank...wasn't I the only one pregnant in this world? don't be lebay." My answer is answered with a bitterness by Dios.

I was then driven by Dios in a wheelchair. I can't wait to see my son again. But when we came out of the door of my room, we met with Delano who was on the map by my former in-laws. Behind them are also my former mother-in-law, and my former sister-in-law.

"Papa, mama?" I greeted them and kissed their hands.

"Why are you?" I saw Delano like a cold person, with a lot of rashes on his body.

"Delano is sick. Here we're taking him to see a doctor. For one week he did not want to eat and even raised a rash like this. He's afraid he's got smallpox" said my former in-laws.

"You why? are you sick too?"

"No ma. I just want control now I'm pregnant again." My answer.

My former in-laws glanced at Dios. Maybe he wants to know the man who stole my heart.

"Well.happy huh? honey, Delano hasn't found another patch of heart after getting divorced from you. Mama already has a big grandchild,"

I glanced at Delano, who also glanced at me and then bowed..

"Yes, we brought Delano to treatment first, Ren?"

"Yes ma. Caren wishes Delani a speedy recovery. Ano, get well soon, will you?"

"Thank you." Answer Delano as it is.

I stared at their backs that were getting further away, for some reason Delano's face implied the current fear. Dios and I went back to our plan of wanting to see Marta. We decided to take Marta home, if possible.

"How's doc? can my son be allowed to go home?" I asked the doctor who handled my son.

"We'd better see it through tonight, ma'am? fear that his body heat will repeat. If tonight the body temperature remains normal, then tomorrow morning you can go home." Answer doctor.

We follow the advice of the doctor. Because we don't want anything to happen with our son. And after the day Marta was declared healed, then we want to go home.

"Are we going straight back to Yogya?" my many.

"Don't first. Wait for everything to stabilize. Your condition is pregnant young, we should consult a doctor again. I'm afraid you're not allowed on a plane" Dios said.

"Then what about your job?" my many.

"I've given it to my confidant." Answer Dios.

I finally followed Dios' decision. I consider our departure in the city of J to be a delayed family holiday event.

"Honey. Is there any food you want to eat?" ask Dios.

"Nothing." My answer.

"Nothing is there? usually pregnant people will crave yank? you don't hold yourself up, do you? I am here, beside you. I also want the hassles of fulfilling your craving."

I grabbed Dios' face, and kissed her pursed lips.

"There is no one at the moment. Everyone says each child is different. Some even until birth do not feel cravings at all," I said.

"What is yank? well.don't dong. There must be, son? let papa feel also look for food that your mama wants," said Dios while kissing my stomach.

I could only smile when I saw Dios tickle my heart.

"Yes pa. Nowadays the grandpa is full because mom gets papa's attention,"

I imitated the voice of the child in my stomach, as if they were talking to Dios.

"You stay here, right? let me get some fruit for you, " said Dios.

"I want a pear" I said.

"Okay, Miss Dios." Answer Dios.

*****

"Honey. We're gonna snack on it?" ask Dios.

"So. Marta's milk is over. We have to suck, let's not bother." My answer.

"Don't forget to enter also a list of pregnant milk. Our other children also need adequate nutritional intake" said Dios.

"Yes. I've already recorded it." My answer.

"Have I taken a shower for a while? it feels sticky if you don't take a shower" Dios said.

Dios does feel restless lately, because her stomach is no longer the sispack like it used to be. I've told him many times that I don't mind it. But he thinks his muscular stomach is a valuable asset. He said that because of the stomach I was crazy when under his confinement. You silly Dios!

And be because of the flutter of his distended stomach, Dios became diligent in exercising again. Although it's not an extreme type of sport, but I feel sorry for him enough.

"Yank. I look skinny yet?" dios asked as he was on his waist wrapped in a towel, and showed him his distended stomach.

"Geez, baby, it's only been a two-day workout. Anyway I told you, I don't have a problem with your distended stomach. It could be because I'm pregnant. Aye right? " i persuaded Dios not to worry too much about his distended stomach.

"But I'm not PD yank. All my old shirt is no longer fit. It also feels crowded if you make a long way," said Dios.

"Yes whatever. Now the hunt is wearing clothes.I can't wait to go to the mall. Suddenly I really want to eat ice cream," I said.

"Ah..finally you crave also yank. Seneng deh, I'll bribe you yes yank?"

"Not so yank time either. Shame, it's over." My answer.

Those were the days I spent returning home to J. But my calm was again disturbed, when on the 7th day Delano suddenly contacted me with a sob.

"Ano? what's up?" ask me across the phone.

"Carens. I need to have a serious talk with you. Let's meet, " said Delano.

"What's the matter exactly? why should I meet? why not just take the phone? Ano, now I have a husband and children. So I can't go that free. If there's anything to talk about, just talk about it now" I said

"Are you really okay if I say it over the phone?" ask Delano

"No problem." My answer.

"Where's your husband?" ask Delano.

"Just jog." My answer.

"Then wait until your husband comes, aren't you pregnant right now?" ask Delano.

"Yes. I'm pregnant with twins now." My answer.

"really? congratulations to Ren? may God always give you happiness. Forgive my former mistakes. Now that you're happy, I'm happy for you too" Delano said.

"Ano. How long will you live like that? it's just a pseudo-beauty. Poor papa and mama,"

"I let them down, Caren. And now they want to throw me away, just like you used to," Delano's words surprised me.

"Ano your husband has arrived. What did you want to say?" my many.

"Ca-Carenne. I-I tested HIV positive."

What a response Delano surprised me, and did not feel until tears.