TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

30. Bickering

"Babies. These are my business partners out of town. They also have their own lovers. Like you and me,"

"So when they get to their place, papi also make love to their lover? papi cheated on me?" tanya Delano spoiled.

"You're jealous. Hem?" asked the man while pinching Delano's chin slowly.

"Yes, he is jealous. I love papi." Reply Delano.

I shut my mouth when I heard it. I was really disgusted by Delano. I thought he did it because he was not confident in his flaws. I thought I would forgive him, because I also realized that I was the same as him.

But it turns out I was wrong. Delano never loved me in the first place. I just she made it as a shield, to cover up her abnormal sexual orientation. Delano bastards! many times I cursed that man in my heart.

"I love you too, baby. Papi promised this one last time" said the man.

"Promise to pi? I just want to be a papi and I'm the only one among us" Delano said.

"You guys go first, huh? I still want one more time" the man told his friends.

After his friends left, Delano and the old man went back to making love on the sofa. I could see Delano was so lustful while doing it with the man. He even moved agilely over the man's lungs by shouting the man's name many times.

I clenched my hand. I swore I would ask for a divorce from Delano, even if there was a child between us.

"Oh..baby.this is very delicious,"

I could hear the man in the lungs groaning long with his breath in a convulse.

After the hot romance was over, the pulmonary man I saw him put on his clothes again. After a short conversation, the man said goodbye to Delano after kissing first.

Ceklekk....

I saw Delano close the door to his apartment and grab the money on the table. Delano then kissed the money with a smile on his lips. I saw Delano walking towards the room. His steps came to a halt, as my voice called out to him from behind his back.

"Delano," I called out to him with tears streaming down my cheeks.

Delano slowly turned around, with a face that was already deathly pale from seeing my presence in front of him.

"Sa-Sayang," he said softly.

I stepped towards him with big footsteps, and in a hurry. I then swung my hand, to release the emotional and hurt feelings lodged in my chest.

Plakkkk

With all my might I slapped him. I didn't expect Delano to have deceived me all this time.

Tap

Delano caught my hand, and took me into his arms. I felt that right now he was also sobbing. I don't know what the crying means, but I definitely feel disgusted to be in his arms at the moment. The handsome and dashing man in my eyes all this time, was nothing more than a soft-buried man.

"Sorry," that's the only word that came out of the man's mouth.

"I want a divorce. I'll raise my own son" I said.

"Please don't do that. My family will wonder later. I don't want them to know I'm like this" Delano said.

"Basic of your selfish! you sacrifice me, for the sake of your family's shield? you're lower than Delano's dog. Damn your pig brains! " hardikku.

Delano suddenly chuckled when he heard my mockery. His laughter grew louder and louder, until tears were shed. I want to punch him in the face right now. However his words after the laughter subsided, making my body stiffen instantly.

"You cursed me with an animal garden. But you forgot, I'm not better than Caren. Do you think I'm not cukuo pleased, while insulting my pregnant wife from *****other man?" ask Delano.

Deg

My heart seems to stop beating, does Delano already know about my affair?

"Well, though I don't know who planted the seedlings, but I have no problem raising them and I loaned them my last name,"

"What max? are you accusing me of cheating? this is your son, your flesh and blood" I asked. I don't want to get stuck with Delano's words that might just be guessing.

"I'm not just accusing,"

Delano walked over to the sofa with his leisure, while throwing money on the table.

"You need to know, I'll never have children. Because I've had a vasectomy. I had no desire to have children at all, for I had a Gay. I'm sorry I got you involved. But you also never lack when with me. Whatever you want I always do. Even our luxurious house I've bought in your name. It should be enough to pay for all your losses, right?"

My body trembled upon hearing the expression from Delano's mouth. Suddenly I remembered the figure of Dios, and that means the child I am carrying right now is the boy.

I don't know what I was thinking at the time, why I just thought that this kid was just Delano's kid. Though it was clear that quantity was related more often to Dios than to Delano.

"Only you know whose child it is. Caren, let's make a deal. I will continue to acknowledge the child as my son, and all your needs will remain I fulfill in abundance. But on one condition, stay by my side, until I don't want it anymore" Delano said.

I looked into Delano's eyes. A moment later, I laughed out loud. I think Delano's shamed nerve vein has broken up by now. How can he with confidence I want to be his wife, just because in the lure of money.

I got up from my seat, and stepped towards the exit. But just before I actually came out, I stopped my steps and turned my head towards him.

"Wait for my divorce papers. Don't beat around the bush, and don't come to court. I want to get divorced from you soon. You take it easy, let me find an excuse for your family and my family. I guarantee your family will not know your deviant behavior," said I who then closed the door very loudly.

Braaakkkkkkk

My tears spread when the door was closed. I stepped in with a shunt step. Delano's actions I can't forgive. I realized I was wrong too. But I'm guilty, because he's the one who gave another man a chance to get into my heart.

Ah ... I enlarged my footsteps, wiping away my tears. I want to see Dios, my beloved man whom I miss so much. I'm sure she'll be happy when she finds out I'm pregnant with her child. Because I know, he wanted a child a long time ago.