TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

63. Surprised

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I frowned, when I heard my door being knocked. I pulled the top of my chest from Marta's suction. My eyes are very heavy, making me so reluctant to check who the guests are coming at this hour.

But knock it out the longer it takes the more often. Makes me a little distracted and reduces my alertness level. Without checking first, I immediately turned the key and pressed the door handle. I was quite surprised, when I found Rendy in front of me, especially the man immediately pushed my body and closed my door.

Grepppp

Rendy suddenly hugged me tightly, until I was a little shocked.

"I missed you. You look skinny, are you having trouble as long as I'm not around?" ask Rendy.

I slowly pushed the burly body. Because I'm afraid that there are things that are not wanted.

"Why? don't you miss me? Caren, I just realized after a month away from you. I-I seem to have fallen in love with you" said Rendy.

I was shocked when I heard Rendy's confession. Indeed, every woman must be happy, when she heard the expression of love from a man close to us. But not with me, I was scared. Especially when I remember the scathing words from aunt Leni.

"Sorry brother. Maybe the feeling of the brother was wrong. Maybe the feeling that big brother had was just because big brother and I were used to meeting every day. So you just feel lost."

"I don't want to die anyway. I ran to this town hoping my life would calm down again, and I could feel true happiness."

"If we force together, brother knows for himself what his parents are like. I don't want to die silly. Poor Marta who had to lose her parents and live alone."

"Sister knows too. If I still love my son's father so much. We are currently being tested in isolation. It's been almost a month since I've been coming to that market, because I wish he'd come back to see me or I'd seen him. I'm tired, brother, I realize that I need him and raise our son together,"

I gave Rendy a long understanding. I really don't want another disaster in my life. All this time I've been suffering from being dumped by my family and betrayed by my husband. I still hope happiness really comes my way and I can return to normal life.

"But I feel my feelings for you are not due to our shared habits. When I'm away from you, my eating and sleeping are not right. Even that kind of feeling I never felt when I was with Melisa" said Rendy.

"Tell me if that's true. Then what does sister want? is my sister going to marry me? then the parents of my brother went berserk and cursed me with a heart?"

"Rather than being hated for life, mending me back at the beginning. My life has been difficult, I don't want to make it any more difficult. I'm sorry, brother, but I firmly tell you. If I strongly reject that expression of your feelings."

"I suggest you find a suitable woman just like your mother wants. Maybe by obeying what he wants, the life of his brother will be facilitated and carried out all business. There's nothing wrong with following her will, there are still a lot of good girls out there that you can get."

"Thank you for underestimating my feelings. But just so you know, I really love you and Marta. Why don't you give us a chance, if we feel like we're just friends, or if there's a feeling in it" Rendy said.

"Then in what way do you want to prove it? by dating? keep sleeping together, and then brother disappears after getting bored?" I hit him with a hard question.

"Why do you think so anyway? I'm not that kind of person" Rendy said.

"Sorry brother. But I've been traumatized enough, and quite tired. My life is poor now. I just have a little honor. So don't take it away from me, please pity me a little."

"Now it's better for my brother to come home. I don't want my brother here to cause me any trouble. Because I'm still hoping to get back with the people I love" I said.

"Well if that's what you want. Maybe this is the last time we met. May you be happy with your decision," said Rendy who immediately turned around and left.

I don't want him to go in a state of rage. Because he has helped me a lot in recent months. I didn't want our friendship to be ruined, just because of her unrequited feelings.

"Sister don't be mad at me. Brother must also understand my difficult position. If your parents agree with me, I might consider it. But you know your mother doesn't like me. Do you want to see me being yelled at every day by him?"

Rendy slowly turned around and looked at me fixedly.

"So if my parents agree, you want to be my wife?" ask Rendy.

"Eh?"

"Don't deny your words. You wait to hear from me," said Rendy who immediately stepped away.

The man did not turn his head at all, even though I had called him many times. I felt my body go limp, I don't know why Rendy was suddenly that crazy.

"How's this. Hopefully Rendy's mom will disagree. Otherwise, I'm confused as to how I would refuse it.

*****

"Ma. Pa, I'd like to have a serious talk with you guys" Rendy said.

"What's wrong?" ask Leni.

"Allow me to get married." Answer Rendy.

"You want to get married? with who? quickly introduce you to mom and dad," asked Leni with a smile.

"You know him," said Rendy as he put fried rice into his mouth.

"We know him? who?" ask Leni.

"What is Melisa? if it's okay. Everyone has been caliph, you have to learn to forgive him" Leni said.

"I don't love Melisa anymore. Because I want to marry Caren." Answer Rendy.

Rendy's words of course made Leni and Suwito so angry. Leni even got up straight from her seat while shaking her waist.

"If you want to marry her, then step over your dead body. You're crazy, aren't you? is there no other woman you can marry? you're handsome, well-established, a good career. Why marry that useless widow" hardik Leni.

"I would not want to have to marry her, because she is pregnant with my son right now." Rendy replied casually.

Pranggggggg

Leni throws the plate on the floor. The woman's breath was up and down. Rendy knew Leni was in a big rage right now.

"I've said many times don't go near him. She's a cheap woman. Now does it prove she's pregnant out of wedlock? why are you so stupid, Ren? you want to make mama have a heart attack?" Leni looks crying.

Rendy had no intention of retracting her words. He knows how to get Caren a little extreme. But he thought that if not in that way, he would not get the blessing of his parents.