TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

38. Despised

I woke up earlier than Aunt Sekar and Dios. I see no waiter has woken up yet. I rushed to make a noodle omelette, as many as 3 omelets and put them on the table. Not long after I saw Aunt Sekar and Dios coming down the stairs while holding hands. Again my heart felt squeezed, at the sight of that sight.

"Auntie please have breakfast together Om. I'm going home first, tan,"

I want to get out of there immediately. Because I feel unable to see the intimacy of different age couples.

"Kok home? breakfast is equally dong," said aunt Sekar.

I glanced at Dios, who was already putting on a sour face. The man then pulled the chair for Sekar, and made the woman sit comfortably. Dios' treatment was so sweet for her that anyone who saw her would be envious.

"Sit down! we have breakfast together" said aunt sekar back.

I was forced to obey the words of Aunt Sekar, to appreciate the woman's lungs.

"Honey. Can you cook me instant noodle soup with a ceplok egg?" ask Dios to Aunt Sekar. Dios' words were so soft, I almost thought she was telling me that.

"Well what happened to the omelette? you said yesterday the omelet was delicious," asked aunt Sekar

"I don't like omelets anymore. This is a little greasy. I don't want my throat to hurt. Just give the omelet to the dog behind the house." Answer Dios.

It pains my heart to hear Dios. I know, he hates me so much right now.I hold back my tears as much as possible, so as not to fall before them.

Just glanced at me. Maybe he's afraid I'm offended by Dios' words. But I quickly changed my facial expression to cheerful again.

"I'm sorry Caren. Aunty's husband is a bit outspoken," said aunt Sekar.

"No problem aunt. I really understand. Maybe Om is afraid of coughing. Understandably, in the season of this demiur we must indeed be vigilant, right?" I said with a smile that I made as sweet as possible.

"Wait a minute, baby. I made it first," said aunt Sekar.

"Tante and Om just sit down, let me make it," I said as I pushed the chair back.

"no need. I want to make my own wife," said Dios so loudly, to make Aunt Sekar frown.

"Eh? emm...Caren's. Let aunt do it herself. It seems like my droves want to indulge with aunty," said aunt Sekar who tried to melt the tense atmosphere.

I eat in silence. I lowered my face deeply, I did not dare to look at Dios. I accelerated my meal, until when Aunt Sekar brought food for Dios, I also finished my meal.

"My aunt comes home first huh? haven't had a shower, it's sultry" I'm looking for an excuse to get out of there.

"Ah.ya already if so. Later if you are sad, you can play here again," said Aunt Sekar.

"Yes aunty." My answer.

"Om," I said to Dios, but the man did not give me any words at all.

I turned around immediately. Because the tears that I have been holding since I can't wait to be let out. After I managed to get out and close the door of the house, my cries instantly broke. My heart really felt slashed at this moment.

"Honey. You don't like Caren, do you?" ask Sekar.

"Where did you meet such a friend. Be careful when choosing friends. Who knows if he's mean to you" asked Dios.

"Honey. Just because you're traumatized by the past doesn't mean everyone wants to be mean to us,"

"You don't know. Because of her, I can't trust anyone anymore, especially a young woman," Dios said.

"I feel sorry for him. His life is very complicated. She cheated on her gay husband, even though he cheated on her with his neighbor. But when she separated from her affair because of the forced, she realized that she loved her affair so much."

"After her husband was found out that he was gay, he asked for a divorce, and again wanted to see the man he loved. But it's too late, 'cause the guy's moved out,"

"The reason is that he was also expelled by his family" continued Sekar.

"Why?" ask Dios curiously.

Sekar's words came to a halt, as he remembered his promise to Caren, who would not tell him about her current pregnancy.

"There was one reason, however, that left her family unable to accept Caren in that family anymore. In essence this has something to do with the man." Answer Sekar.

"Heh. Although your story is quite sad, but it's too late. So long as you know your husband is gay and divorced, you just want to come back to me? don't hope!" inner Dios.

"Not be too familiar with it. I don't like that woman, she seems like a bad person" Dios said.

"Eh?" Now become silent. He could not promise to obey Dios in that regard.

"Honey. We go to the super market? we're shopping monthly," take Sekar.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Dios.

They went to the supermarket after breakfast. Sekar wanted to take Caren with him, but he was sure that Dios would not agree.

"Who are you buying pregnant milk for?" ask Dios.

"Oh that.mau donated. So I plan to donate pregnant milk and fruit to a mental hospital patient." Answer the lie.

"What a good wife. Hem?" Dios rubbed the top of Sekar's head.

"Yes dong. Whose wife was it," smiled.

Because he already said he wanted to donate, Sekar bought a little more pregnant milk. Sekar also bought fruits for Caren.

When they finished, they went home.

"When are you going to the hospital?" ask Dios.

"Hospital?" the one who forgot did not remember his own words at all.

"You want to donate milk and fruit to a patient in a mental hospital?"

"Oh.it could be tomorrow. Or just pack it. Let the effect not be shown?"

"yes too. Yes, let's take a break" said Dios.

Dios and Sekarpun took a nap together. But Sekar woke up first, and immediately delivered milk and fruit to Caren. Caren, who was lamenting fate, opened the door with her eyes open.

"Hey..Why your eyes? are you crying?" ask Sekar.

"I just remember my baby's father." Reply potluck.

"You're patient, right? if you are a match, surely you will be reunited," said aunt Sekar

"I didn't expect him to be fooled by me anymore. I just want her to love her son when she finds out I'm pregnant right now,"

"definitely. If you hear your story, that man must have a loving person. When he finds out you have a child with him, he must be very happy" said Aunt Sekar.

"Hopefully." My answer.

"Don't be sad anymore. You better give your child a nutritious drink and fruit first," said Aunt Sekar while offering several boxes of pregnant milk and fruits.

"This aunt is a lot?"

"No problem. For my granddaughter's sake." Answer aunt Sekar.

"Not grandchildren, but children" I said.

I saw the woman's eyes sparkle as I said the child I was carrying was also her child. I know the woman desperately wants the presence of a child in her life.