TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

17. Evades

Damnit. I should have checked before I left the door. This is why I had to go out with Dios' sister who I wanted to avoid. I hurried to lock my door, because I wanted to get to the market. Because I locked myself in the house, my job was just eating and sleeping. The food quickly ran out.

"Caren wait!"

Brother Dios called me, but I pretended not to listen. I knew he was brave for me, just because his wife left the house that only stayed one night.

Tap

He blocked my hand, but I immediately threw out his hand.

"Sorry brother. Just behave accordingly," I said while putting on a hostile face.

"I would be natural if you didn't pretend you didn't hear my call" Dios said.

"You want what brother? my brother told me to act like nothing happened. Now I'm trying to bring back our old state. Cold, thin, and do not rub against each other. We have to get back to our own boundaries" I said.

"You why the hell? you're mad because I kissed you? I've already apologized. Or are you angry about something else? you should have said frankly, don't even avoid me. I feel bad" said Dios.

I looked into his eyes for a moment. I was confused what to tell him. For sure I'm not having a taste for arguing with him.

"Already brother. What should we discuss? we are not husband and wife. I'd assume the one who kissed me that night was a dog" I said, leaving.

"I didn't expect you to think I was a dog. But if I don't remember wrongly, that night you really enjoyed kissing this dog" Dios said half-screaming.

I stopped my steps for a moment with my hands clenched. I did insult her, but I also felt insulted by her words that seemed to think of me as a hypocritical woman.

"Because in order to tame a hungry dog, we must willingly be bitten first." My insinuation.

I then rushed away, and the man was sculpting as I left him in the courtyard of the house. I don't know why I want to cry. I just hope Delano gets home soon, because I'm lonely.

*****

Like the hours of the day before. I saw Dios coming home at the same hour. Just like the day before, I saw him carrying a rice pack that was in one white plastic. But he also had another piece of plastic, and I saw him pull out his phone to call someone.

Trings

"Eh? she called me?" lirih.

At first I hesitated to pick up the phone from him, but I finally shifted the green button to the right.

"Don't just dare peek out of the window curtain. Come outside! I brought you your favorite cheese martabak" he said.

I'm speechless. I hesitated to open the door for him. I can still hear, if the phone is still connected.

"I'm sorry for what you said this morning. Come outside! after the hammer you take, you can immediately close the door," he continued.

I slowly walked to the door, maybe he could hear my footsteps. Because when I opened the door, he was in front of me.

Dios turned off the phone call, and thrust a martabak bag at me.

"Don't be angry again? brother misses you" said Dios.

A miss? I miss what this guy meant. It sounds very strange, when our married selves get those words from other men, especially from the husbands of people.

"Don't avoid the big brother anymore. I know you kissed me wrong, but honestly you don't regret doing it even if it was a mistake,"

Again, this man's words made me dumbfounded. I don't know what he wants.

"Already brother. Do not remember that disgraceful act. I never even thought about it again" I said, which was actually a big lie.

"Oh yeah? a pity. I'm not the forgetful kind of guy. Even though I told you not to take it for granted, but in fact I can't sleep because I remember continuing with the kiss" said Dios.

What's wrong with my chest? why do I feel like there are flowers blooming in my chest when I hear his honest confession. Because I know, I feel that way too.

"That's honest. Turns out you listened to that awful romance to the end. But why do I feel a jealous tone in your words? you don't like me, do you?" the man asked while chuckling.

And I just looked at his face in wonder, because this guy seemed to be underestimating my feelings if it was true.

"Omong empty!" I was determined to close the door.

His laughter died down while holding my door with the shoes he was wearing.

"Can I make sure it's bullshit or not?" ask Dios.

"What does brother mean?" I ask who does not understand.

Brakkkk

Dios closed my door after pushing me inside. He held my shoulder and made me lean on the door.

"What did you do?" my lips quivered when I asked him.

"Let's both find the answer." Answer Sister Dios.

Brother Dios quickly kissed me back. At first I revolted, but gradually the grip of my hand on his chest loosened and my hand even draped around his neck. I slowly began to return the kiss, my chest felt something explode. And I was stunned, as Dios lifted my body and led me to the long sofa.

Dios made me sit on her lap, and we got back in a friendly gag. Every now and then we take off that kiss just want to take a peg of oxygen.

This kiss is the wisest kiss I have ever felt. Even Delano's kiss was nothing compared to today's men.

Huh

Huh

Huh

Dios held both sides of my face and fused her forehead with mine.

"Oh so this is how it feels when our partners are cheating behind our backs. It turned out to be a lot of fun" said Dios.

Deg

My heart stopped when I heard her words. Who did he mean? wife right? Delanoku can't betray me, I'm the one who's kebling at the moment.

And what did he say just now? an affair? so he just thinks of me like that? Ah..what I think. Of course he thinks I am. Where could he have feelings for me, because he's in love with his wife.

I moved from his lap. I'm grateful that this crazy relationship was just a kiss. I can't imagine that it continues until the final stage. I will definitely regret it after hearing her words that hurt me.

"Go home brother! I want to rest," said I who indirectly expelled him subtly.

"Caren."

My footsteps stopped when I turned around.

"Maybe this sounds crazy and is just the seduction of an immature, weightless man. But honestly I tell you, I really enjoyed it. I don't regret doing it. I don't know if there's an element of feeling or not. But for almost a week you avoided me, I felt so lost. That's why I took it out on Vika that night.

"And one of the most surprising things to me. By the time I did, I had lost my sense of him. I don't know why, I even had a chance to imagine, if the one under my cage was you,"

Whats? is he crazy? it shouldn't be that honest, right? my face was burning hot when I heard that. I even pushed his body to let the man out of my house. And she left after stealing a kiss on my lips.

Brakkkkk

I closed the door right in front of his face.I leaned against the door leaf while holding my chest that was still pounding erratically.

To be continue...🤗🙏