TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

39. Insulted

Again I was wrong. I thought Dios wasn't home, because Aunt Sekar once said that Dios would go to the club at 5 p.m. I came to Aunt Sekar's house when the time showed at 7 p.m. I just want to give you mango pudding, which fruit he gave me yesterday. But I was very surprised, when the one who opened the door was Dios.

Dios looked at me with a sharp look. I don't know why Dios turned out to be such a scary figure to me. I don't know him anymore, he's changed back to the way we first met.

"I hope this is the last time you set foot in my house. You never expect me to repeat the mistakes I once made. I used to do it because my companion was unfaithful. And it just so happens that my neighbor is also a cheap woman, who I can use to satisfy my sparsely channeled lust."

"Now I've married the best woman of my life. He was loyal and would never betray me. I don't know in what way you can find my whereabouts, but if your purpose of coming back to me is just wishing for us to be together, you better wake up from your dream."

"I'll never marry a woman who's not well,"

"Women aren't okay?" I really can't stand his insults. My tears spread for a moment.

"Of course the woman who cheats is not a good woman, whatever the reason. It was obvious that such a woman was a cheap woman,"

Deg

The words of Dios were so ringing in my ears. My tears are getting bigger. I feel tightness in my chest.

"Go away from my life. Don't look your face in front of me again. How does it feel to be dumped? dumped husband, dumped cheating? it hurt?" hardik Dios's.

My body trembles. My knees can no longer support my body. As my body relaxes, the sound of Aunt Sekar becomes my amplifier instantly.

"Honey. Who's coming?" ask aunt Sekar from the stairs.

I hurried to wipe my tears. I placed the mango pudding on the patio table, and hurried away from the house with a broken cry.

"That's Caren, right? why'd he come home?" ask Sekar.

"Say he just wants to send this to you." Answer Dios.

"Pudding?" She smelled the pudding near her nose.

"Ah.pudding mango. The smell is very fresh. He's good, right?" ask Sekar.

"No good woman likes to cheat behind her husband." Answer Dios.

Just take a breath. He knew Dios did not like Caren, who he did not know what caused it.

"I'm leaving, huh?" dios held out his hand.

Sekar grabbed Dios' hand and kissed her. Dios kissed his wife on the forehead and went to the club on a motor sport.

Sekar brought the mango pudding inside with a happy heart. Put it in the refrigerator, to cool it first.

Trings

Trings

Trings

Cellphone's ringing. I glanced at my pinselku, who turned out to be Aunt Sekar who contacted me. I wipe my tears, I try to make my voice as good as possible so that Aunt Sekar does not know, if I am crying at this time.

"Yes aunty?"

"Why are you in a hurry to go home? how come we didn't talk to aunt?"

"Caren's got a stomachache. Want to go pup." My laugh's ridiculous.

"Can stay at the aunt's house. Though auntie wants to talk to you," said aunt Sekar who made me smile wryly.

"Tomorrow again. Oh yeah how's the pudding taste?" my many.

"Not eaten aunt. Want to wait for the cold first, because auntie entered the refrigerator." Answer aunt Sekar.

"May you like it?"

"Emmm. Definitely delicious. From the smell alone a lot, of course it must taste good." Answer aunt Sekar.

"Yes. Because Caren made her full of love," I said as I chuckled.

After I thought long, I decided to meet him one last time. I want it when I leave it later, I don't have any burden. I also do not want to be considered an actor in their household, and repeat the dark past that ended painfully.

I desperately went out of the house and I wanted to see Dios at the Nightclub one last time.

After a journey of almost 25 minutes, I arrived at the club. To be honest I was afraid to come alone, because even when I first entered I saw there were many people who were indecent in every corner. What melodious sounds I knew, I could hear as we passed through some dimly lit rooms.

But for the sake of meeting Dios. I was not afraid of anything anymore, I had to meet him despite another painful insult. After entering, I quickly walked over and slipped away without anyone knowing.

Tok

Tok

Tok

"Lake in!"

My heart was beating, when I heard Dios's firm voice. I pressed the door handle and walked right in front of Dios' desk. Dios, who had not noticed my arrival, was still busy with the laptop in front of her. I squeezed out the loose dress I was wearing, because there was no sound then Dios straightened her head.

He was quite surprised when he saw me in front of him. He looked back at me thinking Aunt Sekar was coming with me.

"I came alone" I said in a slightly trembling voice.

"Well.that's great. You can't wait to tease people's husbands, and immediately meet your prey at the destination,"

Dios got up from her seat and approached me. He surrounded me until he stopped right behind me.

"Why? do you miss re**san my hand?" whisper Dios while me**mas both my valuable assets. Re**san was so rude, that I didn't feel good, but I felt excruciating pain.

"Di-Dios stop!" lirih.

"Why? don't you miss my slurs, cheap lady?" Dios.

Grepppppppp

I don't care if he insulted me, I just missed his hug. But Dios, who didn't like me to touch, pushed me to the point where my waist hit the table.

"Akkhh...."

My stomach cramped for a moment. My tears are growing. I really feel pain in my stomach area.

"Heh.basic cheap women who like to play tricks. If Sekar finds out her friend wants to flirt with her husband, what do you think she'll do?"

I was as strong as possible to endure the pain in my heart and stomach. I took a deep breath, and rubbed my stomach a few times. I just hope my son is okay.

"Stop pretending. Do you think you will succeed in teasing me? there are many women in this world. Don't be your pretty ass!"

"Sister Dios. Hine me as you please. Hate me or if you need to hit me. But I just wanted to tell you one thing. Since our last farewell back then, there wasn't a single day I didn't think of you. I love you as much as you don't know. I love you, I love you, I love you...."

"Enough! I'm sick of hearing it. A lying woman like you, not worth believing. Now you'd better get out of my sight before I get rude to you!" hardik Dios's.

I'm tergugu. My crying broke out.

"Let me hold you one last time, brother. After that I will be gone from your life for good" I said on my sobs.

"What other topics are you planning? do you think I can get you fucked up? if you want to go, then go. Or you'd rather just die!"

Deg

Dios' last words, like a dagger piercing my heart.

"So you won't give me the last hug? who knows if I'm really dead tomorrow,"

This time I saw Dios fall silent. Our eyes looked at each other, and a moment later he turned his face away.

"Hurry hug. I'm afraid you die tomorrow so the ghost is curious, because it won't let you hug me. Just be careful if it's just a trick, I won't spare you,"

I wiped my tears while smiling. I ran into her hug, the hug I missed so much. One hand rubbed my stomach. I hope my son is also happy, because he can hug his father even though later he may not meet again.