TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

48. Dios Coming

"Eh? w-why don't I wear clothes?"

I was quite surprised when I realized I was not wearing anything under the covers.

"Is it possible to dream that I take off my own clothes?"

I quickly got out of bed, and stuck myself in the mirror. My eyes widened, when I saw that there were many red marks on my chest. I suddenly felt my blood flow crashing from the tip of my head to the tip of my foot. I got goosebumps for a moment, I felt my breath go up and down. I still don't understand what's happening to me right now.

My eyes were suddenly fixed on a necklace that was coiled around my neck. Golden necklace with round pendulum that is so beautiful. I felt it, but instead of being happy, I felt an overwhelming fear.

"Oh my God.so that last night was real or a dream? but there's no way she's here, is she? or maybe I dreamt of doing that with Dios, while in reality I did it with someone else? but who?"

I rushed out of the room after putting my clothes back on. There was no one in the kitchen or living room. I checked my door, but it was still locked. And so is my window. Only one escaped my sight, my bedroom window.

"Have I been raped by a subtle creature?"

Ah.. I'm really surprised to think about the possibilities. I then rushed to take a shower, though thousands of questions plagued my mind. After that, I put on my clothes and went to work.

Because of last night, I'm not good at eating. All day I was thinking about that. I'm not feeling good. I was thinking about last night all day.

Because it was too busy daydreaming, I became surprised when a teenager greeted me.

"Sister. Buy flowers" said the teenage boy.

"What flowers deck?" my many.

"Roses. My uncle wanted to give it to his beloved, so don't forget to write down the greeting card" said the old-mouthed teenager.

"How many stalks?" askaku.

"One bucket."

"Well, wait, okay?

"Yes." Yeah."

I began to arrange the roses beautifully. And when I'm done, I put it in front of the teenage boy.

"His greeting card please write" said the teenager.

I took a greeting card from a plastic drawer. And a black pen from there.

"What's he saying?" my many.

"For the most beautiful woman in the world,"

"Continue?" I asked after I finished writing the first sentence that the teenage boy mentioned.

"I love you,"

"What is that?" askaku.

"There are two more words, brother." Answer the teenager.

"What?" my many.

"Carenina Martadinata."

My hand suddenly stopped. I looked at the little brother in front of me. But his face just looked at me flatly.

"What's up, brother?" he asked me with a serious face.

I let out a breath. Last night's events always made me think things through. Plus today coincidentally the sister in front of me said my name appropriately. I then wrote the name down on the greeting card.

"How many brothers?"

"150 grand." My answer.

"Thank you brother,"

"Emm." I'm nodding. I looked at the back of the teenage boy who was getting away and lost among the crowd.

Like the days before, I came home from work at exactly 5 p.m. I went home on foot, and stopped by to buy food before I actually got home.

When I came home, I found a rose on my front porch. I frowned when I saw the flower. I grabbed it and read a greeting card that I was very familiar with.

"Actually who wants to play around with me. If this is Dios's doing, I don't think it's possible. It was obvious that he hated me so much, and did not want to see me again. Besides he already has a wife, where he might be here,"

Since that incident it has been one week every day I receive the same flower bucket every day. It's just that I'm still wondering in my heart, is the incident that night really real? but if it's not real, why is there a sign of ownership on my chest?

Since then, I have locked the doors and windows tightly. I even purposely double-walled my house.

*****

"Have you found a good location?" tanya Sekar across the phone.

"It has. I am currently negotiating land prices. I want to build it from zero. I'll also take care of the IMB letter and business license." Answer Dios.

"When did you come back? I miss you" asked Sekar.

Dios massaged his head. Tonight he plans to see Caren back. Since the incident that night, he had not seen Caren again because he was too busy taking care of his business development. Dios only sent flowers to the woman he loved.

"I'll let you know when I get back." Answer Dios.

"I'm waiting for you. I changed my mind. I want to ask for my rights as a wife. And I will give you your rights as a husband. Are you happy?" ask Sekar.

"Eh? i-iya happy." Dios replied while massaging her forehead.

"Yes, have you rested yet? do not forget to eat and take care of health," said Sekar.

"Emm." Dios and Sekar ended the conversation.

Dios again took a long breath. Guilt suddenly burst into his heart, yet what could he do? he was determined to meet Caren manly. He did not want to let Caren endure the suffering alone. It's enough he's let Caren go through hard times alone all this time.

At exactly 7 pm Dios came to the house to contract Caren, carrying a box of cheese martabak favorite of the woman he loved.

Tok

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Krieekkk

I opened the door, because I thought the neighbor next to my house was knocking on the door. But I was very surprised, when I saw Dios was right in front of my face.

"K-Sister Dios," my lips quivered as I called out his name.

Dios thrust something in front of me, but I focused more on her face. His eyes were very sparkling as he looked at me, and my body stiffened, as Dios suddenly hugged me tightly.

"I miss you baby" said Dios.

I slowly pushed Dios' body away, because I realized she already had a wife. Although I want to, but I also have to limit myself. Now my mind is turning to what happened a week ago, I think it's real and of course Dios is the culprit.

I sighed, I couldn't possibly throw it away. I will treat him as a guest, and will ask him what he means.

"Come in, brother," I said as I opened the door of my house wide.

"Sorry there are no chairs. I only have this little rug, "but I'm not at all led by Dios.

Czechk

Dios closed my door and locked it. My body turned around, frowning towards him.