TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

31. Disillusioned

I hurried to Dios' house. I went by taxi online. I don't know why I don't feel at all sad about being separated from Delano. Maybe I realized, maybe this is a God-given way so that me and Dios can unite.

I smiled to myself as I walked towards the house of Dios. I can't wait to meet the man I still love so much.

When my online taxi arrived at Dios' courtyard, I rushed down after paying the fare. I saw a big change for 3 months never seeing Dios' house. Dios' house now looks cleaner, and many plant pots are placed on the terrace of the house, with various types of flower plants.

"It seems as long as I leave her life so much better," I smiled as I saw the change.

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I knocked on Dios' door many times. After waiting for a while, came out a beautiful woman in slightly sexy clothes.

My heart was pounding, when there was another woman in Dios' house.

"Who are you looking for?" the woman's question confused me in answering. I'm afraid that what I'm thinking is really happening and could lead to misunderstandings.

"You're ready, brother...."

"I'm his wife. We are newlyweds. It's only natural that you don't know me. What are you doing, mbak?" ask the woman.

"No. I just want to stay here, I used to live next door. My husband and I moved. Congratulations on your marriage," I stretched out my hand, and was held gently by the woman.

"thank you. Now I am also holding our son" said the woman.

I was really disappointed and hurt when I heard the woman's words. I don't know why I have that feeling. And it was not Dios' fault, for it was made clear in the letter that he might forget me and seek my successor. But why do I feel such overwhelming sadness.

I spontaneously felt my stomach, I felt heartache because Dios was so quick to marry another woman. But when I was swept away with my own feelings, suddenly a man came out of the house.

"Honey. Who's coming?" ask the man who made me frown.

"Old neighbors. He used to say he lived next door." Answer the woman.

"Di-He's your husband?" ask me to make sure.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer the woman.

"Where were the inhabitants of this house before?" ask me with mixed feelings.

"Oh.This house we bought from Mr. Dios. He's moved, he's moving on, he said." Answer the Woman.

My heart is glad that Dios did not marry another woman. But I'm also sad, because I don't know where Dios is right now. I walked away from it, with mixed feelings. When I got home, I saw that Delano was already home.

I did not understand his existence. I immediately lowered the suitcase from the top of the closet, and hurried to put all my clothes into it.

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Delano held my hand as he was about to put my clothes in without any rest.

"What else do you want?" ketus.

"I beg you to reconsider your intention to divorce. Think also you are currently pregnant," said Delano.

"Delano. You can't measure how much I hate you. I hate you to my crown. You can pretend to love me, take something precious from me, and even play crazy with bars. You are disgusting!"

My breath goes up and down when I say it. I want Delano to choke to death.

"You disgusted me? then have you forgotten, you've also been having an affair behind my back?" ask Delano.

"That's because you gave another man a chance to get in between us. Have you ever felt lonely? are you there when I need you? you've never had Delano, he's always been there for me including fulfilling my desires that you can't fulfill."

"That's no excuse, so you can have an affair. That's because you're cheap too!"

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My hands were already very itchy to give a hard slap on Delano's face.

"There's nothing left between Delano's guesses. Because honestly my heart is already in hers. Let's get rid of this fake relationship. Because we didn't fit in right from the start. You'll never be able to meet what I need in the household."

"You spoil me with material, but that's not what I need. While she can't fulfill it all, she can make me appreciate being a wife. He makes me comfortable."

"Today I'm going home to my parents. Tomorrow I will file for divorce. You just wait,"

I close my suitcase, I don't ordain all my things. And immediately drag the suitcase.

"Who is that guy?" ask Dios from behind my back.

"Who is the man who took your heart?" tanyanya back.

"Dios Almigo's. Vika's ex-husband. Alias our next-door neighbor." Answer me loudly.

Delano was stunned to hear my words. The man's eyes for a moment were like laughing at something.

The Flashback

Dios who became a private driver was always disciplined to use a mask, because at this time there was a terrible pandemic. Boss Dios has warned himself, whatever he sees, just his personal consumption. The boss' secret must never be leaked to anyone.

As it is now Dios is driving his Boss to meet the one he says is his lover. But when he entered a man he knew, of course he was very surprised. That man is Delano. Neighbors next to his house.

When entering the car Delano immediately kissed the boss, which made Dios want to vomit when watching from the windshield. At that time Delano and his boss really wanted to go abroad. Not for a business trip, but because you want a vacation together. Dios was then assigned to take him to the airport.

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Dios held Delano's shoulder, as they stopped by the gas station and stopped by the toilet. Dios then opened his mask and Delano was shocked, when he saw Dios' whereabouts.

"So you're gay? you lied to Caren?" ask Dios.

"Isn't this none of your business? you better take care of your wife who is also cheating behind your back. He's always playing crazy with my girlfriend's business partner."

"You and Vika are both disgusting!"

"Abhorrent or not, for sure I can meet my wife's needs. Can you, though? if possible your wife could not turn away from you," said Delano.

"So I suggest you shut up, and take care of our respective household affairs" Delano continued.

Delano then left. At first Delano thought Dios was going to take everything down on Caren, but it turned out that Dios wanted everything to be unraveled a little longer.