TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

73. Ask for Restu

"You want to go back to J today?" ask Rendy.

"So. We'll be going to the airport soon." Answer Dios.

"Let me drive to the airport. Where do you want to have your wedding?" ask Rendy.

"If it is approved, we want to do a simple Ijab Qobul there. We have agreed that we will not be luxurious. We have children now." My answer.

"What matters now is that we want to fight first to get the blessing of Caren's parents" Dios said.

"Ready-Ready face of your handsome so bonyok," said Rendy while chuckling.

"It's a risk to get a beautiful girl. Let alone bonyok, even if I willingly," said Dios.

"Don't you just say anything?" I don't like to hear Dios talk about death.

"I'm sorry, my dear" said Dios.

"Yes, have you been waiting for anything? mending we're leaving for the airport now,"

I'm taking Dios to the airport immediately. Because the time of our departure is not long. We went to the airport to be escorted by Rendy. When we arrived at the airport, it did not take long we immediately entered the plane.

Along the way home, I always say do'a-do'a. To have all our interests and affairs carried out. After we arrived at Soekarno hatta airport, we immediately ordered a taxi. Maybe because she was tired, Marta was a little fussy.

After traveling for almost 30 minutes, we now arrive at a house that I have longed for. Not coming in and knocking on the door, my tears have spread uncontrollably.

"Hey.honeyang. Control yourself" said Dios.

I looked around my house, I felt like the atmosphere of my house was very different today. It felt lonely and silent, like there were no signs of life. The doors of my house were all closed, including the windows. My grandmother was the one who used the word pamali. Grandma said if you want a lot of windfall, leave the door of our house open which begins at dawn.

I also saw some neighbors just looking at me from the window with no desire to say hello. And somehow the beatings in my chest became more and more so.

"Honey. Let me knock on your house, will I?" ask Dios.

I wiped my tears while nodding my head in agreement. Dios knocked on the door 3 times. But since no one opened the door and greeted him, Dios repeated it several times.

Kriekkkk

My eyes were fixed, when I saw my mother open the door with a pale face. Mama also wrapped a scarf around her neck,

"Ma-Mama" I said softly with tears returning.

"Ca-Carenne. Caren, is that you, son?" ask mama.

But there was something strange that I felt, when my mom was groping my face. Mom is like a person who is not focused.

"Mama? mom why ma?" I was fumbling my mom's face.

"Hiks...Caren's."

Mom and I hugged each other. I don't know what really happened to my family. Until the moment I was invited by my mother to go inside, but my mother used a stick to recognize the path in the house.

"Ma-Mama why?" my lips quivered when I asked.

I walked in and sat on one of the sofas.

"Where are my mom and dad?" askaku returned

Instead of answering, Mama instead returned to crying sobbing which made me so confused.

"What really happened, ma? why can't you see Gini?" my many.

"After you are driven out of the house. Mom and dad had a big fight. Mama's trying to convince your dad that it was so wrong. But after mama managed to make your papa aware, and we intend to find your whereabouts on that day. We had an accident, causing my mom to go blind, papa to get paralyzed and...."

Mom's voice was blocked by her, with tears coming back. While I was, my body was trembling when I heard the story of my mother that was not over yet.

"Where's granny ma?" ask me to make sure.

"Your grandmother died in that accident." Reply Mama sobbed.

Deg

My heart seems to stop beating. My body pecked, my tears pouring out profusely. My body is sluggish and unconscious.

"Honey. Darling...."

I could still hear Dios's voice calling out to me, before it was pitch black. Mom looked confused because there was a man's voice inside her house. Moreover, Marta who had fallen asleep in Dios' lap so wept, because she was surprised to hear the sound of Dios who boomed because it attacked me.

"Ca-Carenne. Caren why? you who? whose son's voice is that?" ask mommy tussling.

"Caren fainted ma. This is Dios, Caren's lover. Marta's father Caren's son." Dios replied, trying to explain, even though his words were troubled by being too panicked.

"Yes ma. Well, how is this," Dios became confused. How to act, because he was holding Marta.

"Here leave Marta to mama. You take care of Caren first," said Mama.

"Please ma," said Dios while putting Marta in your lap.

Miraculously Marta was silent, until Dios was a little calmer. I was then laid down on a long sofa. Dios then gave Marta's eucalyptus oil to my nose, so I quickly realized.

When I realized, I immediately fell into Dios's drowsiness while sobbing.

"It's all because of me. I'm the one who caused my family harm, I caused my grandmother to die. Hicks...."

I am so sad to lose my grandmother. But not satisfied I was expressing my emotions of sadness, we heard a sound falling from the direction of the room.

"Caren.papa," said Mama who made me rise from the seat.

"Mom wait here, let me help Caren see papa, '" Dios said.

Dios and I rushed to Papa's room. My eyes widened, when I saw that papa had fallen on the floor while crying. I've never seen Papa that weak. The person I respect the most, the person who is gallant and authoritative, looks very weak in my eyes right now.

"Papa," I screamed as I ran towards my papa.

"Ca-Carenne. Caren sorryin papa, hiks.." papa sobs.

"No pa. Caren should be sorry. Because Caren's family is a wreck. It's all because I let papa down. All papa's actions are right, now Caren has become a good child pa. Caren promised not to disappoint me again. Hicks...."

Papa and I hugged each other to vent our emotions.

"Honey. Let me lift papa up to the bed first" said Dios.

Papa looked at Dios, and then looked at me as if asking for an explanation.

"I'm the one responsible for all this mess. I'm Dios, the one who got Caren stuck in a forbidden relationship. I'm the one here who's wrong, not Caren. I was the one who persuaded him the first time, Caren was not wrong. I'm really sorry pa" said Dios with a bowed face.

"That's it. It all happened and passed. Now you have to think about how you look into your future with your child. The kid? where's my grandson?" ask Papa.

"She was in the living room with my mom." My answer.

"Help papa up in a wheelchair. Papa wants to see my grandson. Is he a hotshot?" ask Papa while Dios helps papa get on the wheelchair.

"Yes. He's a whiz like papa. Very handsome and adorable." Answer Dios.

Dios then pushed papa in a wheelchair toward the living room. We talked warmly back in the room.

"Let papa carry it," said papa.

"Is he a baby boy?" mama asked while handing Marta to me for me to give papa's lap.

"Yes ma. He's a handsome, adorable baby." I answered while smiling.

"If only you could see,"

My mother's complaint was like a whip that hurt my body. Dios could see the sadness in my eyes.

"Who's my good-looking grandson's name?" ask Papa.

"Marta Almigo grandpa." Dios answered Papa's question imitating as if Mart was the one speaking.

"Are you married?" ask papa.

Dios and I were silent for a moment. We are ashamed to admit it.

"Not pa. Where could we marry without the blessing of papa and mama. Especially Caren needs papa to be Ceren's marriage guardian." My answer.

"So until your son is born, you're still doing kebo gatherings?" ask Papa.

"Eh? not pa. We also met again after Marta was born. Yes, before that we had met for a while, but we were separated again at that time. And now in the name of the child and in the name of love, we decided to get back together. Pity Marta if she doesn't get the full love of her parents." My answer.

"Goodoo. That means you have realized your mistakes before. So when are you planning on getting married?" ask Papa.

"I'll take care of everything." Answer Dios.

"Do you guys want to have a big wedding?" ask papa.

"No pa. We have children too. Rather than squandering money, it is better to save for Marta's education later." My answer.

"good. Papa will support whatever your decision is" said papa.

Now I can breathe a sigh of relief, because one of my problems is over. Dios and I had to plan our wedding the next day.