TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

19. Lies

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I knocked on Dios's house. I was forced to knock on his house at 11pm because I couldn't sleep at all. The words of Dios always ring in my mind. I can't help it anymore this time.

Kriekkkk

I see that Dios's face is not fully literate. But when I found out that I was in front of him, his eyes immediately widened perfectly.

"Ca-Carenne. Why are you out of the house at night? is there any need for urgent?" dios asked with a worried face.

I didn't answer the question, because I didn't think it mattered at all. I pushed her body and went into her house.

Chequelek

I heard Brother Dios shut the door of his house, while I sat on the living room couch massaging my forehead.

"What's up. Hem?" ask Dios who sat next to me.

"I'm curious about the words of the affair you said a while ago." My answer is still like a riddle.

"Are you sure you're cheating on me?" asked Brother Dios who made my head immediately turn to look at him.

"Didn't we just cheat a while ago?" just pissed.

Dios sighed and then asked me more gently.

"Actually what's the problem. Hem?"

"Three days ago I saw my husband at one of the mall restaurants. I think he came home that day and there's an office need, so he didn't go straight home. I waited for him until yesterday, counting today means it's been 4 days since I saw him that time."

"What did you see at that time?" ask Dios.

"Nothing strange. I just saw him eating with 3 grown men, and 1 lungiah woman." My answer.

"As a wife you usually have your own instincts. What do you think now?" ask Dios.

"Before I saw it, I felt nothing. To this day I feel nothing. But when he didn't come home after I saw him, I started to feel like something wasn't right. So that's what I came here for, 'cause I feel like you know something." I answered with trembling lips.

Looking at my teary eyes, Sister Dios took me into her arms.

"What you fear is happening. But I can't tell her in detail who she's having an affair with. I want you to know for yourself, so that I am not considered to spread the slander or disgrace of others," said Dios.

"So-So he's really cheating sis? brother lied, right? he can't cheat on me. What is my lack, brother? hiccu...."

I've sobbed in Dios's chest. Although I realize, I am not much different from Delano, but I still want to correct my mistakes and accept all the shortcomings.

"I don't know why he could do that to me. I want to accept him who...."

My words hang in the air. I almost opened my own husband's disgrace. It's just that I didn't think it through. I can always satisfy Delano, but why can he who never satisfies me have an affair with another woman? did he buy some kind of tool that could satisfy the woman? until the woman did not complain?

I looked back at Dios's face. I did not want to be rash, and was only beguiled by the hidden tactics of this man who was near me.

"How can I be sure that everything you say is true?" I asked as I looked into Dios's eyes deeply.

"I told you, I don't want to tell you in detail who the affair is, even though I already know who it is. You can find out by stalking your husband wherever he goes."

I got up from the couch and walked towards the exit. But my steps came to a halt when suddenly Brother Dios hugged me from behind.

"K-Sister. Don't do this" I said nervously.

"I miss you" whispered Dios in my ear.

To put it bluntly, the breath on my neck made my heart beat not calm at all.

"Sister. We can't do this" I said as I removed his arm from my waist.

"Carens. Had your husband been proven to be having an affair, and I'd be divorced from Vika. Could it be that you would accept me?" ask Dios.

I saw his eyes look hopeful. Making my heart beat more and more erratic.

"That's possible. Because I won't forgive him, if he proves he's cheating on me." My answer made the man's lips grow wide.

And without her guessing she immediately invaded my lips which made me lose it. The man seemed to find the answer he had been waiting for for a long time.

*****

Two weeks later...

I heard the roar of Delano's car parked in front of our house. I hurried to open the door and put on a fake smile for her. I grabbed her hand, and I kissed her as usual. But for some reason, I'm no longer as happy as I used to be when I found out he was coming home.

"Are you good at home. Hem?" delano asked gently as he rubbed the top of my head.

Her soft voice, her sweet treatment made my eyes instantly teary. Not because I was overwhelmed by his actions, but I was fed up with his lies to me. He could have been gentle with me, while he was in the same city as me. So where's he been sleeping all this time? if he came home to his parents, surely his parents would be suspicious because his son came home for weeks.

"You cook?" delano asked as usual. As if he really appreciated my cooking. As if he missed cooking the house. Oh, my God, why do I realize this false attitude now.

"No. Because I didn't know you were coming home. Because as usual you never told me, and never told me of your return." I answered with a flat face.

"It's okay. We can order food outside later," Delano said.

"Where were you on a business trip in town for 3 weeks?" I asked who was looking closely at his eyes. I want to find a lie in her eyes.

"City B." Delano replied as he grabbed my waist.

"For 3 weeks full? or move to another city?" many ensure.

"Full 3 weeks." Reply Delano.

Gyuuuttt

My heart really hurt when I heard all the lies. And I'll make sure everything is clear.

"When are you going on a business trip again?" I'm just impatient.

"Why? how do you wish I could go again? you don't miss me?' ask Delno

"Kangen. But you said this for our future, right? for a bigger house." I answered withholding the rumble in my face.

"Oh yes this time get what bonus? can I buy you something no?" my many.

"Of course I can. Whatever you ask, I'll do it, baby." Reply Delano.

If only I had not known his lies, my heart would have flowered at this time. But in reality right now I'm sick of staring at her innocent face.