TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

25. Keblingers

Dios paused her steps for a moment in front of my bedroom door before leaving.

"I see there's a lot of stuff in a big box, you guys just bought stuff?" ask Dios.

Deg

My heart was beating when Dios asked me for that. I couldn't bear to lie to him. But that's what I have to do, because I don't want him to know about my departure.

"Eh? i-iya. I haven't been able to arrange it yet," I said.

"Sometimes I will buy you expensive things. Right now I am raising money, I want to open a big business, and can buy you anything you want. You have patience, right?"

I smiled hearing his words. As hard as I hold my heart, so that my tears do not fall because they are touched by hearing his words.

"I'm home, right?" said it.

"Emm." I nodded my head in agreement.

I closed my bedroom door after his departure. My tears fell. It turned out that Dios had gone too far in my heart, so I was afraid of losing her. I wipe my tears quickly, I don't want to dissolve my own feelings. I realize I'm a keblinger right now.

I rushed to pack as much of my stuff as possible. The sooner I'd better get out of here. Waiting a week feels like a long time for me.

Ting

A chat came in from Dios, he wanted to take me to the movies. Of course I refused it.

"You refuse, because we'd rather have a sweat war?"

I looked up when I read Dios' chat. Is his body made of iron? not feeling tired at all. After I thought about it, instead of him beating me up again, I finally agreed to invite him to go to the movies with him.

"You're so beautiful, baby" she praised my makeup, making me blush.

I hugged him tightly while behind him. After covering a distance of almost 25 minutes, we also arrived at one of the cinemas that are often visited by people in the city of J.

"Wah.wah..wah..you can't wait for us to get to the hammer, to be able to walk with my husband," said Vika from behind my body.

Deg

I glanced to the right and to the left, there were a lot of people who suddenly looked towards us, for hearing his words.

"Shut your mouth!" Dios emphasized each of his words, half in a whisper.

"Why? your husband doesn't satisfy you, does he? yes I admit, Dios is capable of that. But honey he kere. So great are you, huh? you enjoy your husband's career money, while you seek satisfaction with my husband. Basic ja**ng!"

My tears can no longer stand me. I was quite embarrassed, because people were looking at me with intimidating looks. I rushed out of there, ignoring anything else.

Tap

Dios blocked my hand, to stop my steps. The man took me into his arms to ease my cries.

"Sorry," the word slid out of his mouth as he rubbed the top of my head.

After my tears subsided, Dios took me somewhere I had never been. An artificial lake, which he says is a place to calm himself, while being sad or sad.

Dios clasped my hand, wiping my tears.

"You don't have to think about those words, because they don't mean anything to me" Dios said.

"Sama brother did not ngluuh, it's because the household of the brother was destroyed just like him. I'm so afraid he's complaining to Delano. I don't want my household destroyed, brother," I said as I sobbed.

Dios was silent, I didn't care even though she was sick of hearing what I said.

"I'll take the risk." Answer Dios.

"I will marry you" said Dios.

Hearing his words, I laughed out loud.

"Of course you want to marry me, because that's what your real sister's goal is,"

"Why if that's my goal? because I really love you? why are you rejecting me so blatantly? is it because my career is not as good as your husband? is it because I'm kere?"

He asked me a question I didn't like at all. I never looked down on others based on material. But maybe this is my chance to make him hate me.

"of course. Do you think life is just eating love? we live in need of money. And you will never be able to fulfill my lifestyle. You said you loved me, now I'm asking you to buy me a diamond necklace, can you not?"

Dios was silent after hearing my words. His face turned sad. I really can't bear to see it.

"I promise to buy you a diamond necklace one day, be patient!" lirih.

"No want! I want it now. If you can't afford it, you better just forget about our relationship,"

I got out of my seat and wanted to get out of there.

Grepppppp

Dios hugged me from behind. I could feel his body shaking from sobbing.

"I beg you not to leave me. I love you Caren, I love you so much. Hiks...."

Ah...really her crying sounded bitter in my ears. I realized I had gone too far with him.

"Sister. From the beginning our relationship was wrong. What Vika said was also not wrong. Better you find another woman, who definitely doesn't need to have this kind of clandestine relationship," I said, releasing her hand that was wrapped around my waist.

"don't want. I just want you." Answer Dios.

"Huh. No, it's free to talk about this with you. You won't understand my position. Now we better just go home,"

I got up and went to the parking lot. Dios soon followed, and we went home. But in the end, instead of going home to calm down, Dios went back to sleeping with me over and over again. I can't blame Dios anymore, because in the end I also wanted her touch to be so drunk.

It's true what Vika said. Delano was not able to satisfy me, while Dios was able to satisfy me. Dios can't live up to my lifestyle, but she can make me feel comfortable with her.

I glanced at Dios who sounded snoring from exhaustion. Time has shown at 10 p.m., when we have ended the countless hot romances.

I quietly got out of bed, and slipped away after getting dressed.

"Huh. Be patient Caren, only a few days left you will be free from your guilt towards Delano. Let's just say you serve Dios, as a form of compensation for leaving her out while being affectionate,"

I purged myself of the remnants of my romance with Delano. After that I slept comfortably in my own room.

Trings

Trings

Trings

I haven't slept yet, my phone's ringing. And it came from Dios.

"Honey. You home?" ask Dios raspingly.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer's short.

"Why go home? I lost my warm roll," he whined across the phone.

Mark him my husband, of course I will not think twice about crashing his property, and drown him again into the pit of my enjoyment.