TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

43. Innuendoes

Three days have passed. Dios has returned from the hospital and is having dinner together.

"Emm...in your opinion, besides being cheap and cheating, how is Caren's personality?" ask me carefully.

Dios, who was about to feed his food into his mouth, was forced to stop him for a moment because Sekar suddenly talked about Caren.

"I was just talking at the time. I don't know what his personality is. We just met for the first time." Dios replied while avoiding eye contact with Sekar.

She smiled faintly when she heard the reply from Dios. So subtle was the way Dios protected the person she loved, having previously insulted her for being too angry.

"If I personally even hope he does not unite with his lover," said Sekar while glancing at Dios.

Dios again stopped the chewing in his mouth.

"Why do you think that?" ask Dios.

"Why did he expect something uncertain. Who knows now that his girlfriend is married to someone else. Surely Caren will be sick when she finds out that the person she loves is already married to another woman." Answer Sekar.

"So I think let him find another man to be a father to his son" Sekar continued.

"Can't be like that. The temptation of love. If he is patient, he will definitely unite with his lover," said Dios fiery.

"If the man were you, what would you do?" ask Sekar.

"Please assume that man is you, while you already have another wife. What are you gonna do? are you going to divorce your wife and come back with the one you love?" ask Sekar.

Deg

Sekar's insinuation was so intense in his heart and heart. Dios turned to Sekar, and looked deeply into his wife's eyes. Sekar no less clingy to the eyes of her husband, she wanted an answer that was really based on the body of her husband's heart.

"Are you going to divorce your wife, or go back with your lover and child?" reload Sekar.

Dios swallowed his saliva. She could see the anxious face in her husband's face. Dios' lips are twisted. Sekar is not the one he loves. But because of Sekar's kindness, the woman turned into the one she wanted to protect. While Caren, the woman could not be equated with the position of Sekar in the heart of Dios. They have different roles in their hearts.

"Until when do you want to keep everything from me? is status as a wife not enough to make you open with me? or will you cover it up forever from me?" ask Sekar who is starting to lose patience.

Hearing Sekar's question, Dios turned to Sekar suddenly.

"Why? still don't understand my words? is it because I'm old, so you don't want to appreciate me? am I just his status wife on paper?" ask Sekar back.

"Just because you're my wife, I don't want to hurt your heart." Answer Dios.

"Why? don't you love me?" ask Sekar.

I don't know why Sekar so hope that Dios instead said that the man loved her very much. And he was determined that if Dios said that, then he would be selfish for once before he left for good. He will own Dios independently, and will not share with other women including Caren.

"Although I don't love you, our marriage is sacred. There are things that are appropriate and inappropriate to do by a partner, so that the feelings of his partner are maintained."

"Dark. I'm sorry, because you have to know this way. I admit I love Caren so much, and there probably won't be a woman to take her place in my heart,"

"I admit I'm the dumbest man in the world. He was very close to me, but I hurt him until he decided to leave me again" Dios said with a very sad face.

Dios grabbed Sekar's head and carried the woman's head into his arms. The crying broke.

"I'm sorry Dios. I've already involved my feelings in our relationship. I shouldn't have that feeling, but I don't know when it's coming either" Sekar said on his sobbing.

Dios was quite surprised to hear Sekar's confession. But Dios could not blame Sekar, the woman was also entitled to her because she was her husband.

"I should have realized, I'm not in the age to fall in love so many times. But I can't lie to my own feelings. I'm sorry Dios,"

"It wasn't your fault. You deserve to have that feeling. I'm sorry I made things so complicated. But Sekar, I promise you, I will never divorce you. As I promised at that time, I will keep you until death do us part" said Dios, closing his eyes.

There was a pain that went hand in hand, when Dios said that. In other words, he had to sacrifice his life and love for the promise he had made.

"Don't you want to find Caren?" ask Sekar while wiping his tears.

"If we were a match, we would definitely be met again. Not that I should divorce you and reconnect with us. I don't know where to look for him anyway. Our country is vast, and I have no connections whatsoever. Answer Dios.

"I just hope that wherever he is, he'll be fine" Dios said.

"And as long as you are with me, you must be like the undead of Dios. I'm sorry that you have to meet this situation. I promise, when Caren meets, I'll put you together with her. And as long as Caren hasn't met, allow me to be selfish for a while. I want to have you even if it's not whole" Sekar's inner self.

*****

Pause

Jedug

Pause

Jedug

The sound of music in the club split the silence of the night. Dios who had just arrived at the club his eyes immediately narrowed, when he saw the person he knew was making love with two men in one corner of the room.

"Heh.

Dios then passed by, no matter what Vika was doing with the two men. It was not long before Vika and the two men got up from their seats, and booked a room there.

Time pointed at 3 p.m., when Vika came out of one of the rooms with a sweat bath. But how surprised he was, when he went out the door he met with Dios. Dios was also surprised, as they almost crashed.

Vika saw the appearance of Dios from the tip of the hair, to the tip of the foot. Dios was already much different when compared to when she separated from the man a few months ago. Dios now look cooler and look classy.

"Dios," said Vika lirih.

Dios simply moved her gaze to Vika from the tip of her hair, to the tip of her foot. A very degrading view. Dios then passed by, with no intention of greeting his ex-wife.

"Dios wait!" exclaim Vika.

Dios is deaf. Vika frowned when she saw that Dios was so respected at the club. Vika then finds out what Dios' role is at the club, and he is quite dumbfounded when he finds out Dios is the owner of the club.