TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

62. Disappear and Mermin

"What's your mom here?" ask Rendy.

"If not here mom will not know, if your son is mama's mother is a widow." Answer Leni.

"Husttt ma. Shame on hearing the neighbors ma," said Rendy half whispered.

"Biarin. Let everyone know, if this woman keeps flirting with you. You should know yourself a little dong," Leni slightly pressed my chest.

I could see the woman's lungs her eyes were fiery because they were filled with a great sense of anger. Meanwhile I could only bow, I was embarrassed because the neighbors around me contracted so all out when I heard the voice of aunt Leni who boomed.

"Ma. Never mind, mama what the hell? I'm just here to help Caren. Pity that he took care of everything alone" said Rendy, who tried to defend me.

"What is your duty to help him? are you his father? her brother? or husband? mama wants you to find a matching woman, not a cheap woman!" hardik aunty Leni's.

I have heard whispers from the mouths of my neighbors who love to berghibah. I can only hold my sobs so as not to break. Nevertheless, my tears have slid freely on my cheeks.

"Let's go home! if you still want to see her again, don't blame mama will make her viral on social media as an itchy widow" continued Leni.

"Go home brother. I'm fine," I pushed Rendy out of my house.

"More. Sorry my mom?" I didn't answer Rendy's words. I immediately closed my door and my body slumped.

"Sorry what. There is nothing to forgive. Mama's disappointed in you Rendy. Mama told you to find a soul mate, because mama already wants to hold a grandchild. But that doesn't mean it's the son of another man you made your stepson."

"You remember yes! even to death mama is not willing if you marry the itchy widow," continued Leni.

I can still hear the babbling aunt Leni who insulted me all out. I really felt the tightness in my chest, I did not expect the status of widows to be a bully of narrow-minded people.

I approached Marta son just my way. I hug him, I kiss him. If only Dios had not disappeared all of a sudden, I would not have experienced something like this again. Maybe Marta could feel my sadness, my son who was not fussy, suddenly cried suddenly. I hurried to give her my asi, telling my son that I was fine. And Miraculously, Marta was instantly silent and asleep.

Since that day I have not seen Rendy. Not only did not just meet, Rendy and I did not communicate with each other again via mobile phone. To be honest, I feel very lost. I also miss him, who I don't know what kind of longing it is.

Besides, to be honest, I do feel troubled. When there was Rendy, I felt a little helped when I asked to be delivered to anywhere, including when going to the health center to give Marta Vaccine success.

I don't know how Rendy is doing right now. Maybe he's okay, because I'm the one who bothers him a lot. Maybe he even felt relieved, because it was no longer bothered by me.

*****

"Why your face?" ask Dios.

"I've been almost 1 month not meeting and communicating with him." Answer Rendy.

"Why? y'all fighting?" ask Dios.

"No. That day mama came to her contract, scolded her and insulted her. After that my mother forbade me to meet him or communicate with him. If I argue, he'll embarrass her,"

"Pity the widow's fate. You're not some kind of boy. Obey very much, even though you are already in love with the widow, _

"Ma-Mana may. I just think of him as a little brother." Answer Rendy.

"Your bald sister. No one talks about his sister almost every chance. You are in love with her" said Dios.

"What cooking?"

"Do you feel long when you're away from him?" ask Dios.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Rendy.

"Which part of her body makes you lustful?" ask Dios.

"Lips. But since she's been growing."

"Don't tell me you're secretly watching his chest. Mesum loe Ren," which was avenged by Rendy.

"Sumprul," Dios throws Rendy with a peanut shell.

"If you really love, you should fight" Dios continued.

"I'm afraid to hurt him. My family is not at all happy. They want me to marry an educated and equal girl" Rendy said.

"Yes to Ren. It's so good to be a child. Embat new people know the taste of loh," said Dios.

Rendy suddenly fell silent. The man remembered Caren's smile, and Marta's adorable smile.

"Am I really in love with Caren? but everything Dios said has a point, too. I miss him so much, especially with Marta," Rendy's inner self.

Rendy grabs her phone and sees photos of Caren and Marta. Dios only pinched her lips when she saw the troubled Rendy.

"Kange. Samperin times Ren," said Dios.

"I miss Marta" said Rendy.

"Who's Marta? your lady's son?" ask Dios.

"Yes. Do you want to see?" ask Rendy.

"Yes. Is she so adorable?" ask Dios.

"of course. Now that she is two months old, she is definitely more cute. Just look at her chubby cheeks, I often pinched her out of anxiety,"

Rendy then shows a photo of Marta on Dios. And for some reason when Dios saw the picture of the boy, his blood suddenly rippled. Suddenly her tears fell.

"Hem...baper huh?" ask Rendy.

"Yes. My son's age must be Marta's. I would love to see her and hold her" Dios said, wiping her tears.

"Look at him. He's very handsome" continued Dios.

"Try to see. If you look at Marta's face is similar to loe," said Rendy.

"Don't I be a fool with his mother" said Dios who deliberately wanted to prank Rendy.

"Is there a picture of her mother? loe doesn't like widows, so she fits in with a widower like me. Take a look at the picture, who knows it fits" said Dios.

"Enak. Got me this," said Rendy while grabbing his phone.

"Heh..baru realized loe finally," said Dios.

"Gue wants to meet him now" said Rendy.

"Crazy people. Wanna see Ren's clock. It's been 11pm" Dios said.

"It's precisely because of the night, my mama's spy must have gone home" Rendy said.

"Awas aja perverted," said Dios.

"Not what a little bit. At most remove the kangen with a hug at first," said Rendy while chuckling.

"Hallalin hunt. Don't make toys widow, pity. You should have said good intentions to your parents,"

"Yes. Yes, I tried it first, yes" said Rendy.

"Sippp.moga it works," Dios gave a thumbs up.

Rendy rushes to contract Caren. Along the way Rendy smiled to herself. I don't know why she felt so happy when she was going to her heart's house.