TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

59. Restless Medication

An agitated Dios immediately contacted Rendy. He had no idea what the connection was to contact Rendy with his uneasiness.

"Yes Di?" ask Rendy across the phone.

"How's your friend? is it the lahiran?" ask Dios.

"It has. Son, healthy survived." Rendy replied as she winked at me.

"Ah..thank God," said Dios.

"Why? you're just as relieved as that sounds," asked Rendy.

"I don't know why my heart is so agitated, and I don't know why after hearing your friend my nervousness is gone." Answer Dios.

"Maybe because your loved one also gave birth this month, you feel something like that" said Rendy.

"Maybe. Yes, yes, I think there are new clients coming," said Dios.

"Well.happy right?"

"Maybe this is my son's fortune. I want to collect money to educate my son later."

"Mother,"

The conversation ended with a smile on Dios' lips.

"Who?" I asked Rendy who was publishing a smile on her lips.

"My new friend. Just like you, she was waiting for the person she loved. But unfortunately the person he loved was out of nowhere,"

"Well, what is it? they quarreling?" ask me curious

"You could say so. It is a complicated love story for him. Lucky I was at work, so I borrowed the car to send you, right away,"

"If so sometime I should say thank you to him," I said.

"certain. Oh yeah.emmm later Rudi and Mia's mom will come to see you,"

"Oh yeah? thanks, sorry to bother them."

"No problem. Emm....Ren,"

"Hem?"

"Later if Mas Rudi and mbak Mia here talk that makes you offended, understand?"

"What's up, brother?" tunanyaku.

"At that time he asked me for help, to convey his point of wanting to adopt your child. I know you love your son very much, and you can't be separated. So if he talks weird, don't listen to him?"

"No problem, it may be the care of those who already want a child,"

Not too far away from our conversation, Rudi and Mia brother opened the door handle to visit me.

"More. Congratulations huh?"

Sister Mia smiled happily and congratulated me.

"Thank you brother. I'm sorry to trouble you guys to see me,"

"It's okay. We already consider you family. What do you want after this? do you want to take care of your own child?" ask Mia.

"Yes, brother." Reply potluck.

"How is it? you can't take care of a child without making a living to support him" asked Mia.

I glanced at Rendy. I feel like our conversation has started mamanas. Rendy just gave the code a nod to me.

"I still have a little bit of savings. Maybe in the future I'll open a small business." My answer.

"Sister means. If you can't, it's your brother who adopted your son. You should also think about educating him in the future," said Mia.

"If you need the father of your child, you will not be in this city. Perhaps he was also busy making a new child with his young wife. We as parents are not selfish either. Think about the child's mentality. How she felt when she found out she was born without a father,"

What Mia's words really disturbed my feelings. Rendy who saw my eyes already glazed so bad.

"Bak talks like that because I never felt like a mother. No mother wants to be separated from her child" Rendy said.

"Rendy. Watch your. He's your mom!" hardik Rudi's.

"Why is it when your wife talks that you don't just shut up? the wife also needs to be told that she is making a mistake. Not even secretly supporting what he's doing."

"Caren is someone else for us. We just got to know him, but we asked him for something valuable. The thing that you also know how the struggle so far in order to survive for the sake of his son. If you want a child, you should adopt in an orphanage only," continued Rendy.

"So already. Hold your emotions, I'm fine." I felt bad, because of me, they got into a fight with brothers.

"Honey. Let's go home, " said Mia.

"Mr. I'm sorry, aren't I?"

I took the time to apologize to a married couple who did not touch my words at all, and just left my room.

"Carens. I'm sorry on behalf of Rudi and Mia. You must be so unwell after hearing their rude remarks," said Rendy.

"Not what brother. Their words have a point too. They certainly do not know my preparation to welcome the birth of my son how.it does not need to be extended, not tasty. I understand the feelings of those who have been desperate to have children,"

"Frankly I'm ashamed of you" said Rendy.

"Apaan sak. I can say who the same. You guys I've taken it like my own family,"

Rendy looked at me with an unusual look. I turned my face away, because I didn't want to misinterpret the meaning of her gaze at me. However, I realized what my shortcomings were. As a single-born widow, it was impossible to lure a handsome virgin and a great country servant like her.

"I don't think your son's face looks like yours" Rendy said.

"Well, his face all belonged to his father. That's not fair, is it?"

"What's that?" ask Rendy.

"That's not fair. I hummed, I felt the pain of giving birth, but her face did not look like me. Overall," I pursed my lips, while Rendy chuckled.

"That may be because you hate her father, or even because you miss him so much." Answer Rendy.

"Hindu fuck. Don't talk about him anymore. Me and him are an impossibility again."

"Don't do that. The secret of God is that no one knows" said Rendy.

I'm speechless. I remember Dios. But at the same time I was so excited by the hot voice from Sekar's mouth when they were making love that afternoon. Which makes my mood go back bad when I remember it.

Kriekkkk

The nurse who just changed the application looks in while carrying tension in her hand.

"Mothers. Has the baby's sister been taught to breastfeed?" ask sister.

"Not yet." Answer me for what it is.

"Start taught ya ma'am. Let the asinya go well. The more often sucked, the more the ash out. Will his wife be helped, sir?"

"Eh?" I saw Rendy's face flushed with embarrassment. I was as strong as possible to hide my laughter when I saw the strange expression on his face.

The nurse then checked my blood pressure for about 1 minute.

"Tens are normal, ma'am. 110/80th. Do I want to help you with breastfeeding?" ask Sister.

"By sus." My answer made Rendy's eyes so glare and I re-said my smile.

"I-I'm out for a second, okay?" ask Rendy.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer's short.

Rendy immediately fussed when she saw me start taking off my shirt buttons one by one, and my laughter so loose, when she saw the man was out of my room.