TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

45. Dios Lies

"Dark. I have plans to expand our business in another city. What say?" ask Dios.

"I don't have a problem. But does that mean you're gonna leave me here alone?" ask Sekar.

"Yes not so. You can go wherever I go." Answer Dios.

"I'm tired of having to follow you here and there. My age is old" said Sekar.

"If the place has met the appropriate one, at most I will control it occasionally," said Dios.

"Which city do you want?" ask Sekar.

"Handungs. I'm sure the prospects are very good there." Answer Dios.

"But if you don't allow it, you don't" continued Dios.

"where possible. I will always support you. You are still young, you can definitely develop this business," said Sekar.

Dios hugged Sekar. He wanted to expand that effort. But now the desire of him who wants to develop a business, must be accompanied by lying.

"I'm sorry. I haven't been able to tell you about Caren. Now the situation is different. You already have feelings for me, and I have to keep those feelings as much as I can. Later when the time is right, I'll be honest with you" Dios said.

"So when are you going to start building a business?" ask Sekar.

"I'll find the location first. But maybe I'll be hummed a little longer. You have to find a suitable location, right? or do you want to go there?" ask Dios.

"No. Later if the inauguration opens, I will come there. If you need something, or someone does not understand, you can ask me later," said Sekar.

"certain. Yes, I would like to pack. Later the club business let me leave it to our confidants" said Dios.

"Yes. Later the club business here let me help too," said Sekar.

Dios didn't want to waste much time anymore. The man immediately lowered the suitcase from the top of the closet. But when he opened his suitcase, his eyes were glued to a red box. A quick glance saw Dios' expression, as the man looked at the box inside the suitcase. Dios pretended not to care about the box, and immediately put some clothes into the suitcase.

"Go by plane to get there quickly," said Sekar.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Dios.

"Tonight let your body rest in peace" said Sekar.

"Emm." Dios nodded.

Dios obeyed what Sekar said. He immediately went to the bathroom to clean himself up. Dios closed his eyes, as his body was being watered by the shower from above his head.

"Is my decision to lie to Sekar right? but I did want to expand the business there, but while meeting Caren. Hah..why did I get caught up in a situation like this," Inner Dios.

"I can't hurt Sekar. He's been very kind to me. But I also can't possibly ignore the person I love, especially if she's pregnant with my child right now. I don't know what Sekar would think, knowing I had lied to him and met Caren secretly behind him,"

Dios did not want to make Sekar fall too deep with his feelings, although in fact Sekar was very entitled. Dios rushed to look for clothes in the closet, but her hands stopped when Sekar suddenly hugged her from behind. Sekar's hand moved gently, palpating his stomach muscles. Muscles that became his attraction as a man.

Dios swallowed his saliva. Honestly, long time no touch the woman's heart, he felt quite disturbed by the touch. When he had not met with Caren, Dios had already wanted to give the rights to Sekar. But at that time I refused. And now Dios is reunited with Caren, and she just wants to touch Caren.

He suddenly slipped his hand into something behind his towel. Of course it was immediately perfectly tense.

"Oh my God.I have to what now? Now, my wife is my wife, but mine only has Caren. How can I refuse Sekar, "inner Dios.

"Honey. I want you" whispered Sekar.

Honestly Sekar was very amazed when holding the manhood of Dios whose size is extraordinary. Dios's property also looks sturdy and tough.

"Sekar-Sekar. Can we do it next time? today I'm really tired" said Dios, releasing Sekar's hand from his possession.

Looking into Dios's eyes, Dios immediately avoided that gaze. And hurried to find his clothes and put them on.

"Is this just my feeling? Dios seemed to be avoiding me. It seems he doesn't like me touching his private property. Did after meeting Caren again change her mind?" inner Caren.

"Am I being too selfish? but what's my fault? isn't that my right?"

"Let's go to sleep" said Dios as he pulled Sekar's hand.

Sekar could only obey Dios' will, without saying anything. After Dios lay down, the man closed his eyes tightly. Sekar just stared at her husband's face with firm lines.

"I'm sorry. I can't give you your rights yet. I don't know when I'm like this to you. For sure I have to meet Caren first, "inner Dios.

She turned around and turned her back to Dios. Dios slowly opened her eyes and turned her head towards Sekar.

"I know you must be disappointed with my attitude. But sorry Sekar, from the beginning you already knew that my heart from the beginning belonged only to Caren," Dios said.

Dios finally turned around, and closed her eyes again. It didn't take long, Dios finally fell asleep.

*****

Bend day....

I squirm my body. I felt my back, waist and legs ache. Yesterday the customer who bought the flowers was quite booming, even we even ended up serving the customer.

When I arrived in the city of Bandung, I did not waste the opportunity. I was looking for work near where I live. Luckily there was a florist who would accept me to work, and be able to understand my circumstances.

Oh yeah, I even met Dios' ex-wife. He told me, but I don't care. Maybe when she finds out I'm bearing the fruit of my love with Dios, her eyes will be widened. Now Bandung is my future city. I'm going to raise my own son, and learn to forget my beautiful past. And Dios, that man will still be my fondest memory and also the father of my son.

I have to wake up today. As the year approaches the end of the year, flower orders are multiplying. Luckily, I learned the art of flower arranging when I was in college. So I'm not in trouble. In addition, I am a person who likes flowers and farming. I don't know when I'll be here, I'll be quite happy here.