TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

82. Until When?

It has been almost a week since the death of Aunt Sekar, Dios still can not be spoken to normally. Just yesterday he came home from Surabaya to take care of all the assets of aunt Sekar. I don't know what she thinks is as important as what, but surely my heart is wondering right now. Until when did he act cold like this!

"Come here!"

The night after he came home from Surabaya, he called me. I could see there were 5 stacked jewelry boxes that were large in front of Dios who was sitting right now.

I sat on the edge of the bed holding Marta.

"As per the mandate of Sekar. These jewels are all for you. Keep it!" Dios.

My hands did not budge at all, even though Dios had ordered me to take the jewelry box.Dios then opened it one by one. For the size of the treasure-crazed woman, surely her eyes would sparkle upon seeing the beauty of the jewelry. But to me it's meaningless, because I've lost something far more valuable than that.

I judge Aunt Sekar a very nice person. Each box contains different items. All kinds of rings he's joined with a bunch of rings. And vice versa. However I only glanced at him at a glance, I was more interested in wanting to talk to Dios at the moment.

"Are we still unable to speak normally? till when?" my many.

"Why are you yank again?" ask Dios.

"Why are you? you actually think I exist anyway? when was the last time you carried Marta?" I am afraid of tears that have come out.

Dios glanced at Marta, and suddenly wanted to carry my son. But as soon as I could pull Marta away, I didn't want Dios to touch her.

"No need to base the base. You also do not think to hold him if I do not nanya," I said impassively.

Dios then let out a long sigh, and put all the jewelry into the bag.

"Aren't you tired of fighting all the time? and the matter of contention, there must be something to do with Sekar who is dead, ' asked Dios.

"I don't care about the dead? I ask you, why are you now changing? are you bored with me?" tanyaku.

"Jeez..kok think he's been everywhere anyway? I've been feeling so tired lately. Would you please understand me a little?"

"Yes already. Since I want to understand you, how do you just accept my proposal?" my many.

"The capsule? what proposal?" ask Dios.

"I want us to separate." My answer.

"Whatchu mean? never have a crazy idea come up. Nope! I won't agree" said Dios.

"You have to agree. I want us to both realize, how important each of us is,"

"No longer do you need to ask that question. Of course you and Martha are very important to me. Baby, believe. There's no problem between us actually. I've just been tired lately. I just need some time to catch myself" said Dios.

"Just like you, I need to calm down. I want us to be apart for 6 months. If for 6 months you find someone who can make you happy, you can sue me for divorce. And vice versa."

"Don't be crazy. Where do I want to split with you. Yank, our problems can still be resolved properly," said Dios.

"Of course you can. But I'm tired, I want to be alone first." Answer me firmly.

"I have to believe that I love you so much and love you, Caren. Don't just because I'm acting a little weird, you always want to say you want to separate," said Dios.

"Maybe for you communication is not very important, but for me it is very important. Later when I am not around, you are free to be as quiet as you want. Because if I'm here, and you behave like that. I really feel like I'm just living here. Moreover, there are both of my parents who are also your burden,"

"I never thought so yank...astaga, where do you think that?"

I stood straight from the edge of the bed, but was blocked by Dios.

"Please don't be like this yank. I'm ashamed of my mom and dad" said Dios.

"But without you knowing it, they also feel that they are a burden to you. They feel you hate them because they are a burden on you here. So I've decided we want to go back to town J,"

Dios immediately took off her hand at me, and ran out. I thought he was angry because of my decision, but it turned out that he met papa and mama in their room.

"Pa, Ma" said Dios after entering my parents' second room.

"On? what was? comehere!" papa said.

"Pa, ma, I want to apologize to you guys. I beg you never to feel that I hate you, or that you trouble me. This is my house and Caren's house, which means this is your house too. I'm sorry that lately my attitude has been a bit cold, I've been thinking a lot" said Dios Long Wide.

I peeked at them from behind the wall, had seen that papa breathed a long breath.

"Mom and Dad are no problem. But Caren, you know for yourself she's just about 24. He behaves and acts according to what he has in mind. But even so, you also can't ignore all his complaints."

"You are a married couple. Whatever the case, whatever you want to plan, you should discuss together. The wife is not just a friend, a bedmate, and a child printer. The wife is where we share everything, both joy and sorrow," continued papa.

"Yes, I realized I was wrong. I was selfish because I felt older than him. I think because I'm older, all the decisions I make are the wisest. But it turns out I was wrong. Now that Caren is so mad at me, she even plans to leave me. I have to what now? hyks...."

I saw Dios sobbing. I closed my mouth, so that my sobs would not be heard inside.

"Please persuade him. I don't want to separate from him. Only Caren and Marta are my most valuable property right now" Dios said.

"If it's about that, papa will try to help you say yes? but papa doesn't guarantee that he will stay here. Caren's the one who's patient as long as she's willing to be patient. But he will lose patience, if he feels enough," said papa.

"And that patience has reached its limits. You don't have to talk to mom and dad about this anymore. Tomorrow we'll leave this house,"

I entered suddenly to everyone's surprise. Dios rushed to run towards me and roared at my feet. The man sobbed and begged me not to leave the house.

"Dear I beg you to forgive me. I promise I won't repeat that stupidity again. Please..."

"It feels like this kind of scene how many times have you done? but the truth is you repeat again, right?" my many.

"I know I was wrong yank. Please at least do this for Marta. Please...."

"can't. My decision has been unanimous, we'll be separated for 6 months. Let our hearts be given time to set hearts first. Dios, to be honest I've been so tired of dealing with our problems all along. Because here I'm the one who always thinks hard how to solve the problem you always take lightly,"

"I'm begging you too. Give me time too. I really need to be alone first. I want to rethink first, whether our relationship is worth maintaining, or if we just dissolve it" Dios continued.

"Well if you really need time for yourself, I give you 3 months. I don't agree with that for 6 months. I will definitely feel tormented. If for 3 months, I can assume you went on vacation. You don't have to go back to J, I'll set up an inn on an island suitable for you to nenangin yourself,"

The words of Dios again made my sniffle. Without the man noticing, the man again made his own decision without involving my opinion in it..

"sorry. But I don't want my departure to interfere in it. You don't need to set up where I'm going, because I want to go wherever it's my business,".

"Now yank? I'm worried about your safety and Marta's. I still want you to be in my custody" asked Dios.

"As long as you don't exist I can lock up Marta and myself. I don't need you involved in it." Answer me with heart.

Dios looked at me inside. The man then exhaled heavily. Dios then exited the room, and returned to our room.