TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

51. Already Completed

I didn't go to Dios. I understand the situation right now. No longer do I need to listen to the man's explanation. It's just that honestly I was very disappointed, because he once told me that during his marriage with Sekar he never had such a relationship.

But in reality he lied to me. Again, I feel like I have been fooled by men. I wiped my tears right away, because I didn't want the security guard at Dios' house to know that I was crying right now.

"Non't you fast?" ask Satpam.

"Yes sir. They're on break, I just stopped by because there's still a need." Answer me with a lie.

"Oh that. Will you come here again, non?"

"No sir. Just say hello to Dios and Aunt Sekar?"

"Non Good." Reply Satpam.

I decided to go back to adventure. Afraid that Dios would find me quickly, I boarded a plane to return to Bandung. Once there I rushed to pack. Because I decided to go to another city. But even though I was hurt by Dios's actions, I didn't want to go without a message. I wrote a letter to the man and I'll leave it to my boss later.

Meanwhile, in a different place, Dios who had just fulfilled his obligation to Sekar sat on the bed with a blanket covered. The man's tears fell, as he recalled Caren and his future son. Guilt was in his heart.

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She hugged Dios from behind, and put her face on her husband's back.

"There are only 3 weeks left for Dios. I'm just asking you to be my real husband for three more weeks, after which we'll officially get divorced and you'll be free to unite with Caren," said Sekar without Dios knew Sekar also shed tears.

"But Caren must be waiting for me. She must be wondering why my phone's off." Answer Dios.

The Flashback

After Sekar was unconscious, Dios was again surrounded by servants. Dios rushed home because he wanted to know the situation Sekar. After Sekar realized, the woman made Dios not wart and was forced to obey the requirements of his wife.

"I agree to divorce you, as long as you qualify from me" Sekar said.

"What?" ask Dios.

"Be my husband whole for a month. In the sense that we really become a married couple including fulfilling each other's obligations. There's no contact between you and Caren or anyone else. So do I. I beg you to fulfill my request, consider this our last memento of being husband and wife. After that I'll let you go sincerely, and we can unite with Caren forever." Answer Sekar.

Dios seemed to be thinking hard. She grabbed her phone because she wanted to tell Caren. However Sekar blocks Dios, and seizes the man's cell phone.

"What are you doing?" ask Dios.

"If you wanted to contact him and tell him what I said, don't you think he'd be hurt? it's better to be without news, and when you get back to her all our divorce dealings are over." Answer Sekar.

Dios thought hard. He knew the decision he was going to make was terribly wrong and risky for his relationship with Caren. But he did it for the sake of being able to unite with Caren peacefully.

"All right, I agree" said Dios.

Flashback Off

"Just be patient. She must have been very happy, knowing you and I were divorced later. And you can unite calmly," said Sekar.

"I'm sorry Dios. To be honest I still hope, after our union you will fall in love with me. However I am more experienced in serving men, I hope you will be impressed and prefer me to Caren. But if one day you still choose him, I will release you with a chest," Sekar inner.

"Carens. Forgive aunt, let auntie be a little selfish for a month. Now however, it is tantelah who is more entitled to Dios. Aunty still wants to compete healthily, even though aunt is not young anymore,"

Dios stood up from the edge of the bed and went to the bathroom. Sekar greatly admired the shape of her husband's body, especially with the service of Dios while on the bed.

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Dios came out of the bathroom, after nearly 30 minutes of soaking in the bath. When he came out of the bathroom, Dios found Sekar in deep sleep. Dios pegged herself in the mirror, and found many possession marks on her neck and chest. Dios then wore a puffed-sleeve shirt, and wore a hody on the outside.

"Gentleman where are you going?" ask Satpam.

"Jalan-Jalan sundown." Answer Dios.

"Did you meet non Caren?" ask Satpam.

Dios' steps suddenly stopped, when he heard Caren's name called.

"Caren's? whatchu mean?" ask Dios to the security guard.

"Yes, this non-Caren came here to meet Mr. Dios and Ms. Sekar. But after about 10 minutes, he came out again. He said there's important business." Reply Satpam.

"J-What time is he here?" ask Dios in a panic.

"Around 11." Reply Satpam.

Dios' body stiffened. He knew very well that he was making love to Sekar. Dios rushed back to her room, and changed into clothes.

"Where are you going?" asked Sekar who was disturbed, when Dios closed the closet in a hurry.

"I want to go to Bandung right now." Dios replied while wearing a watch.

"What's wrong? you want to renege on our deal?" ask Sekar.

Dios let out a long sigh, and her body turned to stare at Sekar whose body was just wrapped around by a blanket.

"So Caren was here around 11. You know for yourself at that hour we were having a husband and wife relationship. Maybe he heard it and didn't see me."

"Dark. I have to meet him. What's the point of our deal, if I lose Caren forever. I have to explain this to her, I don't want to lose her. So Sekar, I'm sorry to you. I can't continue with our deal" Dios said.

Dios stepped away. His steps were restrained as Sekar held him back.

"I'm coming. Maybe he'll believe it when I help you explain. But can we leave in the morning? it's too late in the afternoon" asked Sekar.

Dios seemed to think, but then finally Dios agreed to Sekar's speech.they also departed on the turn of the day. After taking some time, they arrived in the city of Bandung. They rush to book a taxi and go to contract Caren.

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Dios repeatedly knocked on the door of Caren's house, but was not harmed at all.

"Who are you looking for?" ask neighbor Caren.

"Have you left for work yet?" ask Dios.

"Caren was gone early in the morning. Bring a big suitcase, he'll say goodbye to me."

"Where is he?" ask Dios.

"Don't know. But he had time to nitip a message, if people name Dios come, take a letter to deposit him at the flower shop."

Dios' knees are trembling. His face turned pale. The shadows of losing Caren were already in front of his eyes.