TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

102. Crying But Happy

"Honey. Wake up! you why the hell lately wake up often during the day. You don't care about me anymore either" said Dios, shaking my body.

"Still sleepy brother." I answered with closed eyes.

Dios ignorantly groped me, until my sleeping mood suddenly disappeared, and was replaced with another mood.

"Wouldn't you?" my many.

"I'm going to the gallery, baby. It's 8." Dios's reply disappointed me a little.

"Why are you pouting hem?" ask Dios.

"Miss." Answer.

"You why the hell yank? tumben ask first?" ask Dios.

"Why are you? just say I don't taste the same anymore." My answer is somehow emotion.

"You why the hell? it's been moody lately. You're so sensitive, have I left yet? I've been asked by this client" said Dios.

"Oh so you're more choosy clients, than your wife's will" I said, holding Dios back.

"Honey. Not that, if it's late it's not yanx. I promise I'll be home soon when I'm done dealing with his client" said Dios.

"Squeaky. The people are upset now, even carded later. Go, don't go home."

I pushed Dios' body and closed the door right in front of her face.

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"Darling wait a minute, huh? I promise you when we get home we'll play our asses, '" cried Dios from outside the door.

"Ehemmmm..."

I could hear my mama's deheman quite loud from outside the door. Looks like Dios' yells stole my mom's attention. I can imagine Dios's face blushing in shame.

I breathed myself. But really I can't resist the turmoil I'm feeling right now. Things I never imagined before, I dared to ask first and it was truly unbearable.

"I why? I want to wear it really. It felt like my chest was about to explode, when my wish was not fulfilled,"

I decided to take a shower, because I wanted to catch up with Dios to Galery.

"Where are you going?" ask mama.

"You followed Dios to Galery ma. Caren take the kids, huh ma? I've also pumped the milk in the refrigerator." My answer.

Mama could only shake her head when she saw my behavior. After traveling for about 15 minutes, I finally arrived at Galery. Dios, who was serving clients, was quite surprised to see me enter from the door. I waited for Dios in her private room. And the other crazy thing I did was, I was wearing the lingerie I was carrying. I don't want Dios to turn me down again when I see her.

After waiting for almost 30 minutes, Dios finally entered his private room.

"Honey. You're on-pa...."

Dios was very surprised to see me sitting on her desk in a naughty and seductive pose.

"Honey-Honey. I'm really afraid that if you're like this, you're possessed?" ask Dios.

My eyes immediately glared when I heard Dios say. And the next thing I cried and immediately put my clothes back on. I am truly ashamed at this time, despite my own husband Dios

"Honey where you're going. Hey?"

Dios held my hand, who wanted to leave.

"I'm sorry, right? I didn't mean to offend you anyway" Dios said as she hugged me tightly.

"I want to go home" I said with sobs.

"Yes, let's go home. Let me take you, " said Dios.

"No need. You take care of your clients, don't care about your wife. I can go home by myself" I said, pushing Dios' body aside and leaving.

"Honey. Please don't keep getting angry? I'm really busy today. Would you please understand me?"

"I told you I don't have to care about me. Keep your clients. If you need not just go home," I said with sarcasm.

"Well, if you want to go home, go home. You don't want me to go home, do you? yes, I will not go home. You always want to be understood, your husband's turn is busy you don't want to understand. Whatever you want!" hardik Dios's.

This is the first time during my marriage that Dios scolded me. I don't know why we lost control. Dios who used to be patient with my behavior, now for the first time he was angry with me. Since Dios was yelling at me, of course my mood got worse. My tears are even bigger than before. I ran from that room, I just want to go home this time.

The time showed at 11pm, but there was absolutely no sign of Dios returning. I got nervous about it. Dios is not usually like this, which makes me nervous erratically. Dios didn't even come home, even though the time already showed at 2 p.m. The desire to see Dios seemed to explode in my chest. I decided to go to the gallery in pajamas. I can't be calm if I haven't confirmed it myself.

I saw the galerie lights only the bright outside. In some other rooms, it looks dark. But in the room Dios from outside still looks bright. I pressed the door handle of the room and we were both surprised that Dios was still awake while playing with her phone.

"Honey. What are you doing here at night? you come out in clothes like this? what if someone wants to mean something to you?" ask Dios as she approaches me.

"Of course."

"But how can you know, while you are busy alone. Not even brother came home because he was fed up with me. Aye right?" my tears are back free.

Dios immediately took me into his arms. I'm back sobbing. I don't know how I feel.

"I'm sorry, right? I'm really sorry for scolding you. I had a pretty good client, so I was really dizzy" Dios said.

"Am I so annoying? does my sister love me no more?" ask ridiculous.

"You're not a bitch. I love you so much too, baby. Don't think anymore, huh? I'm really sorry for making you sad." Answer Dios.

"I'm sorry, too, brother. I don't know why I've been in a bad mood lately" I said.

Dios wiped my tears, a moment later she kissed me gently. And yeah.all of a sudden my ga*rah exploded again. I quickly pushed Dios over the sofa, and I quickly undressed without any rest. Now that I can see, Dios is just as passionate as I am. Dios immediately charged towards the top of my chest, as I sat on her lap. And I really liked what he did to me.

Dios quickly unbuttoned his shirt. I helped until we were wearing nothing.

"Ah..honey..."

Dios paled, as I swallowed his manhood with my mouth. I saw him shut up, enjoying whatever I was doing with it. Dios who lost patience immediately pulled my hand and laid me on the sofa. We were starving, in a hurry to be satisfied with each other.

"Oh.emmmppptthh.ahh..." Dios who had already immersed hers immediately pumped it up. Interjected by moving his hips, he again smelled me greedily. Maybe because I wanted it so badly, I quickly got my first release.

Dios then lifted up my body, and brought me up to his desk without letting go of our link. Dios again shook me with me on the table. His mouth accessed the top of my chest greedily. Our bodies sweat so fast, because we both burn ga*rah.

"Ah...Di-os, "my breath was cut off, when I got my second release back. While Dios's is still so solidly raining down on me.

I have no doubt at all of my husband's might, he can always satisfy me and always understand what I want. To be sure the room was filled with our voices that were mutually simple.

"Ah..ah..ah...."

Dios' body twitched, as he reached the top of the game. He took my body back up on the couch, and we hugged each other there.

"Why are you so sensitive lately?" Dios asked as she stroked my hair.

"don't know. I really wanted to this morning. And I feel sad when you reject me." My answer.

"You're like a man cravings. If the will is not obeyed using a snack and cry event," said Dios while chuckling.

Hearing Dios' words suddenly I fell silent and remembered something. But when I remembered everything, my heart was pounding.

"K-Sister. It's the 30th, isn't it?" my many.

"Yes. Why?" ask Dios.

"If you can't menstruate today, it means that this month I don't get my period. W-What if I'm pregnant sister? but did I wear an IUD?"

"really? do you want us to go to the hospital? we need to make sure as soon as possible. Fear you are pregnant is not found out, while we play very frenzied. Fear of anything happening,"

Dios thought about it. While I was very anxious, because I didn't want to get pregnant again. We decided to go home and clean up. After breakfast we decided to go to the hospital.

"Happy sir. Ms. Caren is really pregnant. Her pregnancy was 6 weeks. And the good news is that pregnant women are twins" said the doctor.

Dios was angry when he heard the doctor's words. While I was crying hysterically and unconscious. After I woke up, I went back to sobbing. I really can't accept that pregnancy.

"Are you happy I'm pregnant again? this is what you want, right? our son is still babbling. You're even excited. Hicks..." I sobbed while nagging.

Mama and papa winked at Dios so the man wouldn't go through with my scolding.

"Well, if you don't want our child to be born, we can just abort this child. Instead of her later born you omelin continue, and say harsh words, I certainly will not bear. So it's better that he doesn't have to be born" said Dios, who made me angry.

"Aren't you crazy? it's good to kill my son. Here's the brother I killed," I said.

"Well, he said not ready? rather than nagging. They can hear and hurt. They must have been sad because their mother didn't want them to exist" Dios' speech left me speechless.

"I-I'm just afraid I can't be fair with my kids" I said with a bowed face.

Dios grabbed my chin and kissed my lips at a glance.

"I chose you, because I know you're the greatest wife-to-be and mother-to-be in the world. I'll always be by your side and help you take care of our children together,"

"Sorry," I hugged Dios tightly. Sometimes I forget I married a grown man. But when I remember, I feel comfortable again. Because Dios is the one who can always make me comfortable.

*****

8 months later...

Today we were overwhelmed with untold happiness. Because I have given birth to twin girls as a complement to our family. Not much different from us, Mutia had also given birth to a baby boy one day ago. Rendy even wants one of our daughters to be her son-in-law someday.

I smiled when I saw Dios holding our two daughters to the right and left of her hands. I didn't expect our forbidden relationship to be, keeping me stuck forever with him. But I have no regrets at all, because she's mine, and I love her so much.

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