TRAPPED IN FORBIDDEN DESIRES

37. New Friends

"Honey. Meet, this is my new friend. His name is Caren, he just wandered in this city," said aunt Sekar introduced me to the man I miss so much.

With trembling hands, I extended my hand towards the man who was looking at me with a flat gaze. Nah! not flat, but cold eyes. As much as possible I held back my tears, lest they drip in front of him. Aunt Sekar was very kind to me, and she looks very happy to be married to Dios. I didn't want to crush the twilight woman's hopes, as I unpacked everything.

"Caren Om" I said.

At the end of the presentation I also called his name by the name Om. I remember the first time I called him that name. He was very unaccepting, and scolded me. Just like back then, his current gaze became increasingly cold.

I'm not wrong, am I? he is married to Aunt Sekar. I should have called him Om. I retracted my hand, because Dios did not return my hand at all.

"I'm sorry Ren. As aunt said at the time, she's a bitch with a woman. Don't you take it personally?" the whispered aunt Sekar that I answered with a wide smile.

"Come sit down, Ren. Relax yes," said aunt Sekar.

"Thank you aunt" I said.

I sat on one of the sofas. Aunty was sitting next to me, while Dios was sitting in his great chair. I saw him as well worthy to sit there. He looks like a great businessman. I'm glad he's now successful, despite controlling his wife's efforts.

"Oh..since it's actually aunty nahan peed, you wait here for a minute huh?" said aunt Sekar.

"The "toilet inside is clogged. Tomorrow will come the sucker wc," said Dios.

"Is that so? I went to the public toilet. You take care of my new friend, right? do not be fierce with him," said aunt Sekar while chuckling.

When aunt Sekar came out, silence was created. Dios seemed to be concentrating on the laptop in front of her, regardless of my presence.

"How are you?" tanyaku is stale.

But Dios' words really poked my feelings.

"Be quiet! I don't want to hear your voice at all, nor your pleasant words. Act like we don't know each other, because I honestly don't want to see your face anymore" Dios said.

I saw his breath go up and down. Just this time he was being rude to me, so my tears couldn't bear to not slide freely.

I saw Dios turn her face away when I saw her crying. I rushed to wipe my tears, without him knowing I was stroking my stomach from under my shirt. I don't want my son to hate his father who's been rude to his mother.

I would love to go from there, if only I don't remember Aunt Sekar. I don't want Aunt Sekar to know and be suspicious about my relationship with Dios. I am silent while being subdued, while ************ the end of my dress. If Dios had not been in front of me, I would have cried while wailing.

Dios looked back at the laptop screen. But I could still see that glint of anger in his eyes.

Krieekkk

"sorry. Long time, Ren?" said Aunt Sekar when entering the room.

"No problem." My answer.

"Not yet,"

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"Well, it looks like what we've been waiting for has come," said aunt Sekar.

Aunty Sekar then opened the door and let the waiter in. The waiter placed 3 cans of soft drinks and some snacks on the table.

"Honey join here dong. Later again check it," said Sekar.

Dios was seen stopping her hand, and staring at us.I immediately lowered my head, I felt unable to look into her eyes that hated me so much.

Dios then stood up from his seat and sat next to Aunt Sekar. Aunty Sekar clasped spoiled in the arms of the man, I immediately turned my face away. Moreover, I saw Dios as deliberately wanting to make me jealous by kissing the top of the head of the aunt sekar many times. Things he used to do to me, and I like him a lot.

"Oh my goodness, Caren. Sorry huh? auntie likes to forget herself if again with my handsome group. Understand the second pubescent aunt again, want to be loved before dying," said aunt Sekar.

"You don't talk carelessly" said Dios who then kissed Aunt Sekar's lips. Dios did it in front of me, without taking care of my feelings at all.

"Oh my God, it hurts so much. Maybe this is how much pain Dios felt, when I left her feelingless back then,"

I gulped my saliva many times, squeezing the end of my dress. My knees were limp, while my heart and heart were crumpled.

"Honey already.Not good to see Caren," said aunt Sekar while wiping the rest of their kiss on the lips Dios.

To eliminate the awkwardness, I grabbed a can of softdrink and drank it. I also grabbed the fries, and acted as if I saw nothing. We then talked a lot about the business managed by Aunt Sekar. As I spoke, Dios looked silent while playing with aunt Sekar's hair. I know he deliberately heated my heart, and I want to feel like I congratulated him. Congratulations on making me jealous half to death.

Time showed at 10pm, when aunt Sekar took me home. Dios finally drove us home. I sat in the back, while Dios and Aunt Sekar sat in the front. They were joking, as if they had forgotten that there was me among them. And I decided, instead of seeing the pain, I'd better close my eyes and fall asleep.

When we arrived, I heard a conversation between Aunt Sekar and Dios.

"Honey. You carry him, right? tonight let him sleep in our house. Poor him, it looks like he is exhausted," said aunt Sekar.

"Just wake him up. Tell him to sleep in his own house." Answer Dios.

"Honey. It's night, he's living on the other side. Poor she lives alone, she just divorced from her husband" said aunt Sekar.

Dios was silent and probably looked at me. Finally he took me. Oh my God, I miss this guy so much. The smell of his body was very calming. And I rubbed my stomach, hoping my son would feel what I felt right now.

Dios slowly put me on the guest bed. And I didn't hear any more noise after the door closed. I slowly opened my eyes, accompanied by the fall of my tears because I still wanted to be in his arms.