
Askelan's Regret
“It was a long time ago, Miss. What is a normal birth or through surgery?” The doctor asked after a moment of silence.
“Normal,” said Lintani flatly, she no longer glanced at Askelan out of concern for herself, fearing that the man would be angry or disappointed.
The doctor nodded before doing another series of examinations.
Without Lintani noticing, Askelan clenched her hand again and her heartbeat was irregular, having lost a single beat. His chest tightened, his eyes reddened, he was like he was about to cry. However, when Lintani saw, she must have thought that her husband was angry.
Askelan remained silent during the examination process and the doctor used a device attached to his wife's stomach. From the examination they know if the gestational age has reached six weeks. That means, Lintani's uterus was already filled during their relationship before Elliyat died.
An examination like this was only done by Lintani for the first time, so she was very nervous. During her first pregnancy in prison, she had never done any screening except in the lead-up to her baby's birth.
Unlike Askelan, she had done several such checks with Haifa, which turned out to be the woman who was proven to be cheating on her. The man's heart was now, so hurt, he felt crushed by his own feelings. But with all her heart she covered it.
No, Lintani must not know because she will kill him while he wants to live longer, and do whatever it takes to make the woman who has made him fall in love happy.
Askelan was silent and her attitude had become a little different since they came out of the examination room, until they reached the street as well. Lintani did not dare to tease, as she herself was afraid if Askelan showed her disappointment.
Arriving in front of the house, Askelan pulled Lintani's body in her lap. It was a desire that had been held back since, he wanted to hug and show affection.
“You're not angry?” lintani asked as she held onto both of Askelan's cheeks with her palm.
Lintani's position is now higher until she slightly lowered her head while giving a gentle look that actually slashed Askelan's heart. The pain that no one would notice was now as if it was spurting blood.
“Anged because what?” ask Askelan with a trembling voice made Lintani slightly astonished, an attitude that was beyond her expectations.
“Because I once had a child.”
“No ..” Even the man said while holding a kiss on the palm of Lintani's hand that was on his cheek. His kisses continued to rise to the base of his arms, neck and cheeks.
“Elan! It's already! It's ticklish!”
“Do you not like?” Askelan said after stopping her action.
“Not so!”
“If you don't like it, I won't do it. From now on, tell me, what you like and what not, so that I don't hurt you again!”
Lintani digested the remark, with a strange feeling—hurt me again? Whatdoes thatmean? Inner Lintani.
“Alright, I'll say, later.”
“I love you, make me your servant if you want and whenever you need me, just say it!”
“What should it be?”
“Yes! But, I'm going to the office for a while ... Rest in the room, I'll be home soon ..”
“Not to rush!”
While Jordan was out and waiting by the car door. He did not open it immediately, because his master had closed the curtain connecting the front and rear spaces, indicating he still wanted to do something with Lintani in his car. The assistant waited patiently, until Askelan opened her own car door.
When the car door opened and only Lintani who came out with a state of good, even more cheerful face, making Jordan breathe a sigh of relief.
“Take my wife inside, tell Aunt to accompany her!” askelan said while pressing the button until the divider in the car back open.
“Good, Master!”
Jordan accompanies Lintani for a while then he is back in the car, he is surprised to see Askelan who looks so desperate. The man is seen leaning back, closing his eyes, while holding his temple.
Jordan runs the car without asking where Askelan is going. He did not dare to ask.
Occasionally Askelan punched the chair in front of him firmly, but, no sound of anything was thrown from his lips. What he felt, only he knew. While Jordan only guessed if something had happened in the hospital's doctor's office earlier, the man was so angry.
Angry at who he is?
Jordan stopped the car without talking, made Askelan open her eyes, and she was like a lifeless person.
“Why did you bring me here?” Askelan asked while looking at the area around the cemetery where Elliyat was buried.
Jordan just puts his shoulders, he just follows his heart, because what Askelan feels must be related to the past, and his past must not be separated from his mother.
However, Askelan did not scold him, until the man went down, without wearing his wheelchair. He walked towards the tomb which was not far from where his car stopped.
Arriving at the mother's navel, Askelan knelt down and slapped her fists with all her might onto the empty ground by her side. He regretted not reading the file given by his men long ago. At first he felt he did not need to know any further, but, now it was precisely what he should have known from the beginning, leaving him hurt even deeper.
“What is my son, Mom? And I let them stay in jail until she's gone?”
Askelan again punched her fists. He keeps bowing.
“You know, Mom? I called him lady Ja Lang and thought he was a striped male entertainer!”
“In fact, I had misjudged you who had forced me to marry a woman who—“
Ahhh!
He shouted while hitting the ground again.
Uh! Yes ... he is outrageous. Lintani has never touched anyone but herself. That means Lintani is not the woman she values so far.
How Askelan is not hurt, when he thinks of his dead son and he knows nothing. Ah, there is no one to blame but himself.
All because of Dex. Askelan blamed the man completely. On returning to recall how he treated Lintani from the beginning of their meeting at the cottage, and by the roadside, at the restaurant, then, married but gave her nothing until the woman had to work.
He also regretted the events at Harrad's party or when Lintani came home in the middle of the night, he thought he had served dozens of men, he did not know that the Lux family had been abusing him until he needed money. Askelan accused him of having fun, but, later, he found out that the money was to be given to Rauja.
“It turns out he was right as Mom said, then, what should I be, Mom? I can't look him in the eye, even he's too pure for me!”
Suddenly Askelan feels Dex's death is too easy. Jabie shouldn't have had to kill him from behind, he should have skinned the man alive!
Askelan quickly turned her head and stood up, pulling Jordan's collar and slamming the man to the ground.
“You ....! Why didn't you tell me she was pregnant with my son!”
Buk up!
A fist floated hard on the ground, right on the side of Jordan's head. Askelan knows this isn't her best friend's fault, but, uh, she needs an impingement. He himself did not read the file and was left alone.
“Ibuku also. Why didn't you all say!” he shouted with a gasping breath holding back the anger.
Jordan quietly flinching he thought Askelan was so curious that he would read the file carefully, and would know if the girl had ever been pregnant and gave birth in prison. It was a terrible place to conceive and bear a child.
“Master, leave your energy to make Miss happy. You must heal quickly!”
Askelan looked at Jordan while thinking. Then he stood up while grimacing holding back his ankle that suddenly hurt. He immediately sat in a wheelchair, holding his temple. Jordan stood up after that.
“Contact Jemal, I'll be there now, after that go home!”
“Good, Master!”
Jordan pushed the wheelchair towards the car, then Askelan entered himself while Jordan kept the seat in the trunk.
They go to the house of an elderly doctor in a place, famous for its traditional medicine center.
After the car pulled up in front of a large antique house, Askelan walked in impatiently without a wheelchair.
The old man with small glasses perched on his nose, looked at Askelan from head to toe, then clucked in annoyance.
CK!
“You? I told you not to force yourself! I don't want to help you if you have to start treatment from scratch!”
Askelan was silent, she lay on a teak wood cot equipped with a mattress of soft goose feathers.
That man, Jemal. He was the one who had been treating Askelan, a retired chiropractor but, his ability was beyond doubt. He had only stood up since the arrival of Askelan even, ignoring the Jordan that followed while carrying a wheelchair.
“Who told you to come and sleep there? You don't have to come here anymore, if you obey me, then next month you can walk again normally!”
“I went to my mother's grave earlier, so I have to walk there, right? There is no way for a wheelchair to get there!”
“Reason alone!”
Jemal finally approached and examined Askelan's ankle. The bullet scar had recovered quickly, even his ankle bones were near perfect.
“You kneeled too long?”
“Ya!”
Jemal couldn't seem to blame a child who missed his mother to the point of kneeling. He understood, then smeared the skin on the left ankle of Askelan, with warm oil.
“I will wrap it, so that the nerves are calm and no longer hurt, you can rest well later in the night,”, said Jemal while taking gauze and bandaging Askelan's legs.
“Alright, no problem!”
Suddenly Jemal saw Askelan's swollen and bloody handbooks.
“Why are your hands? Did you beat up your mother's tombstone?”
Askelan looked at his hand, not even she felt any pain in that part.
“It doesn't hurt, and I'm not like you said!”
“Then, what is this? You can't lie to me until you punch the ground repeatedly ... If you hate someone and cannot retaliate against him, then pray for him so that his life will be better, so that you also experience kindness in the future.” The man said as he smeared Askelan's hand, with oil from the bee's stomach mixed with some spices.
Hearing Jemal's advice, Askelan smiled wryly, she was not willing to pray for the dead. He wants Dex or whoever's involved in the hill, to come back to life in order to retaliate.
Wouldn't it be much better to wish for Lintani to be happy forever? Suddenly Askelan smiled faintly, she immediately got up and sat down on her wheelchair.
“Come! Home, Jode!” command quickly.
“Good, Master!” Jordan said as he prepared behind the chair, just then Jemal approached.
“You know, what makes it like that? Is it because of a woman?” tanyanya while pointing at Askelan with her chin.
“Maybe!”
“I hope it's not that artist, I don't like it!”
“I too, Uncle!”
“Harrad won't be in the future if you have a love peddling woman, in their family!” jemal said loud enough, he intended to insinuate Askelan, in order to release Haifa.
“I guarantee there are no such women in the Harrad family, Uncle!” sahut Askelan without looking.
“It's good! In that case, say hello to the person who can make you smile like that!” answer Jemal.
As they talked, Askelan reached her car, entering after Jordan opened the door.
Askelan nodded, then said, “Name is Lin, Uncle. That's my wife's name ... she's the queen of the Harrad family!”
Askelan's words made Jemal and Jordan who had just closed the trunk, look at each other.
‘’Since when did the Harrad family have a queen?” mutter them simultaneously.
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