Mother's Choice Woman

Chapters 137. Not Love

Not Love, But Only Guilt

Lintani sits by the beach while making a photo swa against the background of the beach and also the villa where she currently lives.

Pinot approached with a large bouquet of roses in his hand. The delivery of flowers with an apology came back and the man who always brought it before Lintani.

“Mrs! Look, now that this rose is purple, this is a rare rose am I going to throw it away too?”

Lintani nodded quickly, and Pinot already knew what to do. He opened the strands from the bouquet and smashed the petals, then spread them across the ocean. It happens every day.

“I hope the petals will be eaten by sweet sea animals!” he said every time he finished spreading the crushed rose petals in the ocean. He had to go to great lengths to be able to do that with his deformed foot.

“There are no such sea animals!” sahut Lintani while throwing pebbles into the rolling waves.

“There, like dolphins or seahorses, I think they are sweet and cute!”

“But, they don't eat rose petals!”

“Then, Why did you throw it there?”

Lintani was silent, smashing the rose petals into the ocean was proof of how devastated her feelings were. Of course this news always reaches Askelan's ears. He knew what Lintani was doing despite not seeing, because they were in different places.

Actually Pinot was eager to advise the woman about an opportunity, to have a good man, did not come twice.

She experienced the same thing when she loved Viana so much, she did not immediately express her feelings from the beginning, until then she lost the woman for good.

But he realized his position had no right to say anything about what Lintani did every day. On the roses of Askelan, which always accompanied a letter with the same greeting.

“I'm sorry, Honey. My love is sincere to you, not just about guilt.” As soon as the letter.

However, Lintani always answered him with heart, “Not ... it is not love, but only guilt!”

Pinot did not know what caused Lintani to behave like that to her own husband, again she had no right to interfere and did not dare to ask.

The man had recovered from his wound, but his leg could not walk normally because Askelan had destroyed his shins, so he had to walk on crutches every day. However, he still felt lucky, because he still had a chance to do good to Viana's child.

A week ago he heard from one of the servants who was there that, Lintani will be staying at Loyola's villa, for a while. When he arrived he was surprised, because the girl was only with Mo—his servant and was not accompanied by Askelan, even until now, he never came.

That day, when Lintani learned the truth about Askelan, she did not want to see him again, until she chose to leave. Fate is like supporting her, when a coincidence occurs, when Lintani wakes up from sleep and, Askelan is in her study with Jordan.

Lintani asks Mo to accompany her without asking permission from her husband.

“Are you angry with Mr Askel?” asked Mo at that time.

“No!” sahut Lintani flat. He was actually not angry at Askelan, just did not want to see her face alone.

Mo followed Lintani's wishes patiently and kept sending news to Askelan. Lintani also knew what Mo and all the guards were doing, but she did not prevent it, because she gave Askelan the same opportunity to show how much she was serious.

“Why don't you give Mr Askel a chance, Miss?”

“I was also giving him a chance, if he did understand me .. then, he would not meet me unless I would meet him later. If she keeps showing her face in front of me, then her love is selfish and that means she can't understand me!”

The two men make room for each other, to open up a new page and forgive their past, someday.

“Can't you forgive him?”

“I can't not forgive him but, before forgiving others, shouldn't we forgive ourselves? We're not innocent holy men are we?”

“Yes! You're right, Miss.”

“Well, I hate someone who has ruined me for so many years, my fault is my hatred for him. And, that's what I have to forgive, I still need time to be able to forgive myself completely!”

That's how the days go on until they are equally twisted to feel homesick. However, Lintani ignored him. In contrast to Askelan, the man was unceasingly cursed and angry both at home and in the office. Friends and employees are always a target, every day.

Askelan was so sorry that day, when she finished checking the documents with Jordan, she went back to the room and saw Lintani was no longer there. He looked for her, but then he found out that Mo wasn't there either.

However, he was still grateful that the woman left a note on the dining table. She writes that, Lintani invites her to go to a villa on Loyola beach, but, the young lady does not want to be met by her master. He requested that Askelan be able to understand him and not come to the woman for a while.

There was a day when not only Askelan, who regretted the departure of Lintani, but also Aston and Yasmin, when they came to visit him at Villa Hardo. They had to be disappointed that they could not meet Lintani there. The two men deliberately came to apologize, after seeing and reading the contents of the file that Jordan sent to their email.

Yasmin felt so guilty towards Lintani that she realized how tragic it was for her family to sacrifice everything for Marka's behavior. There was almost nothing left until Yasmin felt that she was so evil that they had no mother.

Not only did Yasmin and Aston know about the events in Rasevan, but Yasmin and Petra's father also knew about them, so they became so ashamed of them.

“Is he mad at me?” ask Aston.

“No, Grandpa. Lin is mad at me, so she won't see us.” Yasmin said regretfully as Askelan met them in the living room without Lintani present with her.

“Not so, he just needs treatment, he should be in a soothing place as per the instructions and therapy he carried out!” Askelan reasoned to cover up her personal problems with Lintani.

“Can we see him now or tomorrow, or the day after?” ask Aston from his wheelchair.

“Now, I have to talk to the doctor first, if I can, I will take you there!”

“Sir, I will wait for news from you, I hope the news will come soon!” yasmin said as he stood up and pushed the Aston wheelchair slowly away from Askelan's house.

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