Hate But Love

Hate But Love
Eps. 109 (season 2)



Two months later...


"Congratulations sir, Ms. Zara has made a full recovery and now you can start the pregnancy program again if you want to have children soon" said the obstetrician who handled Zara for the last three months. Zidan and Zara were very happy.


"Thank you doctor for the help so far" Zidan said, shaking hands with the doctor. The doctor smiled faintly and was happy to see Zara come out of her slump and now she is fully healed. The trauma that Zara suffered over the past two months has disappeared and now Zara is declared cured.


After taking care of the administration and others, now Zara and Zidan leave to go home. Zidan breathed a sigh of relief, after a long time now Zara can forget the incident. The events that always haunt Zara when night falls. Which makes Zara feel guilty. Zidan could also calm down, soon they would move from the orphanage to his parents' home again. During this time Zidan was so tortured had to go back and forth from the home, office, home of his parents, and sometimes go home to his apartment. But for the sake of Zara, for the sake of her recovery, Zidan lived it with patience.


And so is Zara. Hearing that he could conceive again felt like a surprise to him. For a long time he held back that desire, finally he could feel that happy moment again. Although not imagined anymore does not mean he has forgotten the baby he had conceived for five months. But what is different, now Zara is much calmer and sincerely accept her destiny. Maybe it was the best for the princess he had not yet given birth to.


Arriving at the orphanage, Zidan immediately helps Zara to pack up. It was not that Zidan did not feel at home in that place, but during these two months he was quite restrained from approaching Zara too often. And it tortured him enough. Zidan and Zara had already talked about this before. That once Zara is declared recovered, they will soon move on from there.


"Let Fanny finish it. You've just recovered, baby" said Zidan softly. Then he called Fanny to get their stuff done.


Zidan and Zara say goodbye to Yasmin and the children of the orphanage. They thanked him for helping Zara in her healing process. After saying goodbye, they went straight home to Zidan's parents.


Zara leaned on Zidan's shoulder. They were in the car heading home. Zara hasn't been to that house or her parents' own. In the past, he was always afraid and feeling anxious. But now it's much better.


"Are you ready to go home again?" whispered Zidan. Zara nodded slowly.


"Yes. I miss them very much" replied Zara. Zidan smiled and kissed Zara.


His parents were not there to tell him. Zidan was intentional about wanting to give them a surprise. Their return this time also no one knows except Fanny and the people in the orphanage.


After a long journey, they now arrived at the residence of Mahardika. Zara and Zidan got out of the car and couldn't wait to get inside. Hearing the sound of the car, Alina headed straight ahead. He was surprised by the arrival of Zidan and Zara.


"Gosh, you guys are finally home too... Mommy misses dear" said Alina and immediately hugged Zara. Zara and Zidan smiled widely.


"How are you doing, baby?" ask Alina. He cupped Zara's face.


They're heading to the middle room. Shortly after, Arvin came and greeted them. It just so happened that today Arvin didn't go to his office. They chatted to let each other miss. After a long time, Zidan and Zara decided to go to their room.


Arriving at the room, Zara immediately laid herself on the bed. He misses this room so much. After putting all the stuff in, Fanny said goodbye to go home. Today Zidan gave Fanny permission to take a day off.


"Are you happy to be back here?" ask Zidan. He threw himself on the bed. Zidan glanced at Zara. Zara sighed for a moment.


"Yes, I wish I could start my life again" Zara said as she stared at the ceiling of her room. Then Zara turned to face Zidan.


"Zidan, I'll never be able to forget that. Everything still stuck in my mind. But, I also have to carry on with my life right? Too much if it is not good either. Moreover, you have tried hard so that I can return like the old Zara. Zidan, thank you... You have been patient with all my attitudes that might accidentally hurt you. I promise, if I'm given the confidence to conceive again, I'll be more careful" Zara said. Unexpectedly, she shed her tears. Zidan wiped Zara's tears gently.


"I believe in you. I love you Zara, I just want to be with you forever. You know, I can at least see you sad. Whatever I do to keep you happy" Zidan replied. Zidan pushed Zara's body slowly and directly overpowered her.


"We started today. You get ready" whispered Zidan. He grabbed Zara's chin and immediately kissed her lips. Zidan and Zara are enjoying their happy moments together.


"Mas, have you contacted Anton and his wife?" alina asked as they were in the living room. Arvin just shook his head slowly while focusing on his phone.


"She said she'd make peace if Zara was healed?" Alina. He was so furious to see Arvin and Anton as mice and cats.


"Later on," answered Arvin briefly.


"You take it easy, honey, I contacted Anton yesterday to meet him. Maybe tomorrow or the day after we'll talk about it again. I promised you, I'll give it to you" said Arvin. He also feels tired if he continues to be hostile to Anton. Especially now that they are tied to being a family.


Until late in the afternoon, Zara just woke up from her sleep. He saw Zidan who was still asleep. Zara hugged Zidan and rubbed her husband's face slowly. He continued to look at Zidan's face fixedly.


"Hm.. Just realized, if it turns out my husband is handsome too, hehe," inner Zara. He looked at Zidan's face. Never bored and never bored.


"I love you Zidan, my husband," inner Zara. He smiled widely and kept looking at Zidan's face. He'll wait for Zidan to wake up.