Hate But Love

44 (season 2)

Three days passed. Zara did not contact Zidan at all and vice versa. They are both silent. Zara was too prestigious to contact Zidan. Zidan was confused as to how to explain his plan to Zara.

Every time he came home from college, he kept himself locked up in his room. Zara's been feeling bad lately. He spends more time in his room. I went out a few times to buy food. He bought it through Good.

Zara curled up on her bed while hugging her pillow. He scrolls his phone. He looked back at his message with Zidan a long time ago. Really, he wanted to talk back to Zidan and not silence each other like this.

Suddenly, a message came into his phone. Unknown number is listed. Zara scrunched her forehead. He opened the message which turned out to be a photo of Zidan and Karina who were alone in a mall. They look so friendly. The photo was taken secretly from the side. Although Zidan and Karina's position was photographed some distance away, Zara was still able to recognize them.

'Who?' ask Zara. He didn't even know who sent the message.

'Someone who will help you. You take it easy, I have no bad intentions for you. I feel sorry for you.' Reply to that number.

Zara slammed her phone in her bed. His breathing was up and down which indicated he was currently angry.

"Two times you walk with Karina. Zidan, what are you going to explain this time? Am I in your heart? Or have I been replaced by Karina?" inner Zara is sad. He shed his tears. Zara curled up while hugging her knees.

"No Zara. You can't cry. Let's go to the office and ask Zidan for an explanation" Zara murmured. He got up while wiping the rest of his tears. Zara prepared to go to the office and asked for an explanation a second time. It can't be like this continuously.

Before long, Zara had arrived at Zidan's office. He immediately entered Zidan's room. Zara only asked for certainty and explanation from Zidan.

Brakkk

Zara opened the door of Zidan's room violently. He does not care anymore if he gets angry or expelled later for being disrespectful. Zara walked over to Zidan who was still sitting in his chair. Zidan was shocked by Zara's arrival this time.

"You walk the same woman again?" ask Zara without further ado. He even forgot that Zidan was the CEO of this company. He could have been prosecuted for being rude. But on the other hand, Zidan is his lover. He felt entitled to ask this truth. The truth always scares him.

"Yes" Zidan replied briefly.

Zara rounded her eyes perfectly. He couldn't believe that Zidan would admit it so soon.

Zara slowly approached Zidan. He wanted to make sure of everything today. What happens next, he will be ready to accept it today.

"Why didn't you say the same to me? I am your girlfriend. I have a right to know what kind of problems you're facing Zidan" Zara said. Zidan was silent. He massaged his temple slowly.

"You're being honest with me now. What do you have in common with Karina?" ask Zara impatiently. It starts to get emotional. The anger that he endured from earlier is now mounting.

Zidan sighed slowly.

"Every time I ask you, you always answer like that. Why is it so hard for you to tell me Zidan? Okay, if it's business, I can't help you. But at least you tell me Zidan, not to silence me like this!" Zara.

"Yes there is nothing Zara! I never had any relationship with Karina. How do I explain this so you understand, hmm? You trust me enough, Zara, I never betrayed you," Now Zidan is also carried away with his emotions.

"Lied!" sahut Zara.

Zidan rubbed his face rough. He moved from his seat. His head was so dizzy. He did not want to continue this fight.

"Zara enough! I don't want to fight because of trivial problems like this" said Zidan. He wants to end endless fighting.

Zara looked at Zidan fixedly. He doesn't think out. How could Zidan think this was just a trivial matter.

"You said trivial matter? Ye know? Lately you have been getting harder to contact. Do you realize you are wrong? You asked me to believe, okay I trust you completely. But twice you broke my trust, Zidan," said Zara. He could barely hold his tears. His eyes are already glazed.

Zidan approached Zara. He could not bear to see Zara who was so sad because of that.

"I'm not like that, baby. I love you the same. I didn't tell you because I had other reasons. Don't be sad, okay?" zidan said he hoped Zara would be calmer. He led Zara to sit on the sofa.

"But in fact you keep hurting me Zidan. You never told me the same either. Even more painful, I know it's all from other people. You knew?" said Zara slowly.

"I don't want to be like this either. I'm only afraid if you betray me" Zara continued. Now her tears are completely gone. He can't hide it for too long.

Zidan knelt down in front of Zara who was still sitting on the sofa. There was not the slightest implied in his heart to betray Zara.

Zidan stared at Zara intensely. He wiped away Zara's tears that gently drenched her cheeks.

"Don't cry anymore. Every time you shed your tears and it was because of me, my heart also hurt Zara. It hurts even more than you feel. Trust me, Zara. I will not betray you. Whatever I'm going to do, you have to keep believing in me" Zidan said gently. He kissed the back of Zara's hand. Zara was silent at Zidan's words.

Zidan turned to sit next to Zara. He kissed Zara's forehead long enough. He did it very gently. Zidan hugged Zara tightly.

"Zara, I beg you to understand my situation. This is all I'm doing for our relationship" said Zidan, who still hugs Zara.

"understand? You walk with other women I try to be quiet, right? You dated her and you said it was just business I was trying to survive. Where do I not understand you Zidan?" zara said with great emphasis. It was as if the anger had risen again. Zidan looked at Zara fixedly.

"I think you can be mature. But actually?" said Zidan. He stood up and walked towards the window. Zara watched Zidan's every move intently.