Hate But Love

Eps. 117

Arvin is still faithfully accompanying Alina. He did not stop to see the face of Alina who was helpless due to the influence of the anesthetic. He folded his hands on his chest. Raffa was in a baby box located not far from Alina's bed.

Long enough Arvin waited, now slowly Alina realized. He began to open his eyes slowly. He blinked a few times to regain consciousness. Arvin who knew about it immediately approached Alina.

"Alina, are you awake?" asked Arvin coldly. Alina looked at Arvin for a moment. He was trying to remember what had happened to him. Yes, he remembered that he was going to have surgery but was stopped by someone.

"Mas, why are you here?" alina asked confused. Arvin is right on top of Alina's body. But it does not oppress him at all. Arvin stared at Alina. His face was full of anger.

"you reckon? Why would I be here? You've made a terrible mistake, Alina. What punishment do you deserve, tell me?" arvin said with great emphasis.

"Mas, that... I can explain everything mas," said Alina.

Arvin rises. He turned his face away. Closing his eyes for a moment. He didn't want his anger to explode here. He had to endure it even though millions of questions had haunted him.

"Rest, let's talk about this at home" Arvin said without looking at Alina. He left Alina.

Alina's tears slowly flowed. She knew her husband was angry with her. Whatever reason she will tell her husband later certainly can not take Arvin for granted. This time he made a big mistake. That might threaten your relationship.

After a few minutes, Arvin was back with Farhan. Alina tried to sit down.

"We're going home now. Farhan, please take Raffa for a moment" said Arvin flatly. He took Alina out of the hospital. But Arvin did not look at Alina at all.

Arriving in the car, Arvin takes Raffa and gives it to Alina. Arvin drove his car home. On the way home, there was not a single word they said. Alina just stared at her husband with sadness. Occasionally turned to look at his nursing son.

Arriving home, Arvin calls bi Sumi who happens to not have come home. He gave Raffa to bi Sumi to take care of him for a while. Then Arvin pulls Alina into the room and locks the room.

"What do you want to explain to Alina?" now Arvin's gaze seemed to want to kill Alina right then and there. It looks terrible in Alina's eyes.

"Mas, I'm sorry about you. I didn't tell you about this pregnancy before. I'm really confused, I'm honestly not ready to get pregnant again. That's why I'm determined to... To abort this content mas," said Alina with tears. She sat down in front of her husband, hoping that he would forgive her this time.

"Do you realize what you've done? Are you aware? Even you want to kill our own child! Where is your side as a mother. You're a mother but you can do that Alina!" arvin said with anger.

"If I don't make it in time, I'll lose our future son Alina! Be aware!" said Arvin. Alina just looked down and her tears didn't stop crying.

Arvin sat down in front of Alina. He cupped Alina's face. Her eyes are red. His face hardened trying to ease his anger.

"Even a mother wouldn't do that Alina. I am your husband. I deserve to know all your problems. But why did you cover it up with me,"

"elina... I've never seen this side of you. Do you not love the fetus in your stomach now? How can you take this to Alina" said Arvin quietly. Even until Arvin shed his tears.

"I'm disappointed in you Alina. I'm disappointed" muttered Arvin. He did not want to hurt Alina in his anger. Alina is pregnant at the moment. But he also could not ignore Alina's mistake this time.

"Tell me, what punishment you deserve dear" said Arvin. Alina is shrinking. He's really scared.

"Java!!" snapped Arvin.

"How should I punish you for your mistake Alina!" press Arvin back. Alina was silent.

"Well, come with me!" Arvin pulls Alina into one of the empty rooms. He threw Alina in there a little.

"You won't get out of here before you reflect on your mistakes Alina! Don't expect me to love you this time!" arvin said right in front of Alina.

"But what about Raffa? He still needs me mas" said Alina.

"Raffa let me handle it. It's your job to reflect on your own mistakes!" Press Arvin back.

"Mas, don't lock me up here. I'm afraid of dark mas. I beg you to forgive me. I beg you to forgive me. I promise I won't hurt this baby. I will not repeat my mistakes again mas," said Alina pleaded with Arvin.

"You're not only going to hurt that fetus but you're going to hurt me, Alina. Where is your common sense. Do you not realize how painful I am when I know this reality? You don't think about how I feel about losing my future son to your stupidity?"

"Heh, do you really want to abort this content of Alina? Tell me. Do you really want this baby to die, baby?"

Alina fell silent. He did not dare to speak. To be honest after Arvin found out about this, Alina no longer had the intention to abort him again. What Arvin said is true. Alina was too rash and foolishly took that path.

"I'll give you one night to think about it. Tomorrow, I will come here and I hope you have a choice. Whether to keep this baby or not. All the decisions are in your hands, Alina" said Arvin. Then he walked out of the room. He is forced to lock Alina inside to make Alina aware of her mistake.

"Mas, please don't lock me in here mas," said Alina frantically as she banged on her door.

"Mas please, don't lock me in here,"

"Please, please,"

Arvin was still standing at the door. He didn't want to do this to Alina. But he has to do it. He was afraid that if Alina was by his side, Arvin would hurt Alina as well as the baby in her stomach at this time. Believe me, if Arvin was desperately holding back his anger earlier. Although this is also outrageous. He must save Alina from her rampage.

Arvin walked into his study. But before that, he asked bi Sumi to stay here one night. Help take care of Raffa. Because he wasn't sure if he could control his anger today. Arvin chose to lock himself in his study. He doesn't want to take any chances. Let all the goods in his study room be an impingement. He did not want to hurt Alina or her sons.

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