Hate But Love

Hate But Love
Eps. 126



Three months later


Raffa is now in its sixth month. And the age of the content of Alina has entered the third month. Raffa has also started to be given food to support its growth and development.


The more days Arvin is the more possessive he is towards Alina. He prioritizes things about Alina's pregnancy this time. Even repeatedly Arvin suggested that Raffa began to be diverted by giving formula milk. Given now the content of Alina is getting bigger.


During pregnancy also Alina not much cravings strange food. It's just that every time he eats rice Arvin himself must feed it.


Getting pregnant while breastfeeding is a new challenge for Alina. How not, he must be able to guarantee the health of himself and the baby in his womb also ensure the fulfillment of the nutrition of his son who is still breastfeeding it.


Often Alina complained of dizziness and vomiting. It may also be a result of her continuing to breastfeed Raffa. Fatigue also often occurs, Alina often complains to Arvin.


This afternoon their schedule for a pregnancy check as well as a consultation with a doctor. Arvin didn't want to take the risk. Even she now hires a babysitter even though Alina does not approve. Arvin wants Alina to focus on her pregnancy.


Today, Alina rarely prepares food. More often bi Narsih who cooks food for them. Plus bi Yana who became the nanny of her three sons. Arvin was a little traumatized to hire a younger babysitter. Afraid that something might happen again like Alina's first pregnancy.


"Mas, this afternoon so are we going to the doctor?" asked Alina who had just finished taking a shower. He dries his hair with a towel.


"Yes, but I have to go to the office, baby. It's okay, right?" said Arvin and took over the towel. He tells Alina to sit down and Arvin helps dry Alina's hair.


"You look so beautiful" said Arvin, who noticed Alina's face from the mirror.


"Feelings as usual. There is no change" Alina replied while examining the look on her face. Arvin hugged Alina's neck from behind. Line up her face near Alina.


"Or is it not the baby you bear is a girl dear?" arvin said and looked at the mirror that reflected their reflection.


"I don't want to hope ah. It will be like Raffa at the time. She said it was a girl but it was a boy" Alina said.


"It's okay to hope. Who knows, this time it's granted" said Arvin and smiled faintly.


When they finished, they went down the stairs for breakfast together. Arvin feeds Alina first and then himself. Arvin never got tired of being that way.


"Go to the office first. If there's any phone mas," said Arvin then kissed Alina's forehead at a glance.


"Yes mas. Do not forget that later in the afternoon we have a schedule to see a doctor" said Alina. Arvin nodded. Zidan and Barra also left with Arvin.


Alina turned to sit on the sofa that was in the middle room. Alina picked up the magazine and read it to relieve her sense of boredom. Bi Yana approached Alina with Raffa who had just finished bathing.


Although Alina sometimes complains that her nipples hurt while breastfeeding Raffa, she still wants to breastfeed him. Alina felt unbearable with her son.


"Aauw," you're Alina when Raffa starts sucking on her.


"Is madam okay?" ask the worried bi Yana.


"It's okay bi," replied Alina. He had to endure the pain a little more. After she finished breastfeeding Raffa, Alina handed it to bi Yana again.


"Honey," call Arvin who's coming home from his office. Feeling that there was no answer from Alina, she headed straight for her room. Alina was not there either. Arvin heads to Raffa's room, but it turns out there is only bi Yana who is sleeping Raffa.


"Does aunt know where the mistress is?" ask Arvin to bi Yana.


"It seems to be in master's backyard," bi Yana replied politely. Arvin's headed straight for the backyard.


"Why so bad? Why do you still practice yoga? Your gestational age is still three months dear," said Arvin who was suddenly behind Alina and hugged her.


"There's not much mas. He said it's okay. I was bored at home anyway, not doing anything" said Alina. He turned his body to face Arvin.


"Stay stubborn if you say it." said Arvin while pinching Alina's nose. Alina just grinned.


"Let's get ready, we'll go to the doctor after this" Arvin said. He helped Alina wake up. Hugging Alina from the side to the room.


In the room, Alina headed to the bathroom and got ready. Arvin plays his phone while waiting for Alina to be ready.


"Have you?" arvin asked when he saw Alina was ready. Alina nodded. Before going to the doctor, they say goodbye first to bi Narsih and bi Yana.


Arriving at the hospital, they went straight to the obstetrician's room. They were a little hurried because they arrived a little late from the agreed hour.


Like the check-up the previous month. Alina underwent several tests and did not forget to weigh her weight. Then just consult with the doctor.


"How's mom, is everything going okay?" ask the doctor.


"Lately I've been feeling tired a lot doc. Then while breastfeeding my child, ***** I feel really sick. Is it also dangerous for my pregnancy doc?" ask Alina.


"No ma'am, but if the condition of the mother is not fit it can also affect the health of the mother's pregnancy. If it really hurts, you can try to give your little one formula milk and more food companion. In order not to always focus on the origin of the mother," the doctor advised. Alina and Arvin just nodded.


After the consultation, they went straight home. Alina's still thinking about Raffa. Honestly, he did not want to stop giving Raffa asi. But the situation is different now. And seeing Alina's condition like that will actually endanger her and her future children.


"Darling, what's wrong?" asked Arvin and glanced at Alina at a glance.


"Mas, will Raffa be okay later?" alina asked uneasily. Arvin breathed for a moment. Alina's anxiety was unreasonable. Arvin put his car on the side of the road. He looked at Alina and clasped her hand.


"Honey, if the doctor has suggested such a thing, it means that it is the best for you and our children," said Arvin so that his wife is not thinking that she should not think.


"Yes, I'm sorry to think too much" said Alina and smiled thinly.


"I can help dispel your current anxiety, baby. Wanna try?" said Arvin while raising his eyebrows.


"meaning?" alina asked confused.


Arvin grabbed Alina's nape and kissed her lips gently. At first Alina refused because they were on the side of the road. But slowly Alina returned the kiss.