Hate But Love

Eps. 112

Early in the morning Alina had to endure her nausea which was increasingly tormenting her. Almost every morning he had to go back and forth to the bathroom to spit out something that no one even came out of at all.

He thought he would get pregnant again. But given the age of Raffa is still three months he has not been able to get pregnant. Every time Arvin questioned her and wanted to take her to the hospital, Alina always refused on the grounds that it was just the result of her stomach acid rising.

Even lately he often felt tired and his appetite also increased. Moreover, eating food that is sour so voraciously. Alina didn't think much of it. She was sure she wasn't pregnant as she had thought.

Alina was doing her usual activities, taking care of her three sons and her husband. He leads Barra to school because if it wasn't Alina, it was Barra who went on strike. It's only time to go home Mr. Kariman picks him up and picks up Zidan.

Today there is a trustee meeting at the Zidan school. Assisted by bi Sumi, he cooked the breakfast menu as usual. He must immediately complete his homework in order to attend the guardian student meeting today. Alina doesn't want to disappoint Zidan. Because usually Arvin represents to be present, but in fact Arvin always forgets. Yes understand the work that is more and more and maybe because of busy he forgot.

As usual, wake up and take a shower and have breakfast. There's nothing else they do this morning. Busy with their own business.

"Darling, is your stomach getting better? I saw you were still nauseous this morning. We should not check with the doctor" said Arvin when approaching Alina in the kitchen. She hugged Alina from behind.

"It's okay, man. It will be better, too" Alina refused. I don't know why he refused to see a doctor.

"Yes already. If something says yes. Or do you want to get a doctor here?" ask Arvin again.

Arvin was a little suspicious of Alina's circumstances. She thinks Alina is pregnant again. Of course, she would be very happy if Alina returned pregnant. That means his efforts in these months have been successful. But when Arvin wants to take him to check himself, Alina always refuses with various reasons.

"I'm okay, mas. Really, I was just exhausted" replied Alina. Arvin let out a slightly rough breath. His wife is so stubborn.

"Mas, later let me just attend the guardian student event at Zidan school," said Alina.

"alright. But you sure it's okay?" ask Arvin to make sure.

"It's okay, man. How many times do I have to say it? I'm really fine" Alina replied a little annoyed.

After finishing breakfast, Arvin left for the office. Don't forget to drive Zidan. While Alina had to persuade Barra first to want to go to school.

"Come to school, baby. Mommy intervenes," said Alina softly.

"Today is a holiday, Mom... Barra just wants to play at home" Barra replied as she left Alina.

"What then? Will the teacher get angry?" ask Alina again. Barra shook her head slowly.

Arriving at kindergarten, Barra was too late. Even though it was like that, his teacher also acknowledged him. Because of Barra's delay, Alina always explained the reason why Barra could get late or strike school.

"I'm sorry Barra's late again" Alina apologized to the teacher who taught Barra's class today.

"It's okay ma'am, the most important thing is that Barra wants to go to school is enough" replied the teacher. Alina nodded. After making sure Barra gets into her class, Alina returns home.

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At 10:00 is the time stated in the notification letter for the guardian of the student. Alina arrived on time. It even came 10 minutes before the event started. He looked for Zidan first and then gave Zidan the supplies he had prepared from home.

Zidan is happy that Alina is willing to come for her school event this time. Zidan began to eat the provisions that Alina brought for him. Suddenly, Alina felt nausea again. But it wasn't as bad as the time he was at home.

"Mom's? Is mommy okay?" ask Zidan to panic.

"Yes, mommy is okay, baby" said Alina while rubbing the top of Zidan's head.

"If mommy's sick shouldn't have come here Mom. Zidan is afraid of mommy for nothing" said Zidan worried. Eyes glazed. Alina smiled faintly. He did not want to disappoint his son.

"I need to check right away. Whether I am pregnant or not. But judging by the symptoms it seems so. After this event I immediately bought a test pack first," Inner Alina. She just wanted to see if she was pregnant again or not.

The event began, the parents gathered in one room. This meeting discussed some activities that will be scheduled for students. Of course, this requires the consent of the parents of the students. Parents of students can also submit a proposal if the activity this time is less desirable. This is so that students can take part in events held by the school without exception.

The meeting was completed at 12:30, Alina immediately went home and did not forget to stop by the pharmacy to buy a test pack. He needs to check before Arvin gets home. She was still in doubt about her pregnancy this time. He had to make sure everything.

Arriving home, Alina hurriedly put Raffa to bed. He rushed to the bathroom. Alina could not wait to see the results. He hopes that the test this time is negative. Alina walked back and forth near the sink. I begged for the result to be negative.

Slowly, Alina encouraged herself to take the test pack. But he didn't see it right away. His eyes were still closed when he took it. He opened his eyes a little. After his heart calmed down, he began to see results.

"Aahh," Alina dropped the test pack. Eyes glazed. As if I could not believe the outcome. Hand vibrates. Alina bit her index finger as if she did not accept the result.

"I-this must be wrong? Why should it be positive?" Alina sat down. She started crying. She is not ready to get pregnant again. What was the fate of his son who was even still nursing it. Alina felt that her pregnancy this time was too fast.

"No, I don't want to get pregnant right now. I'm not ready to get pregnant again. How'this?" alina said and roared in the bathroom.