Hate But Love

Hate But Love
Eps. 122



It's getting darker. Arvin hasn't come home yet. Usually in the afternoon he went home. But in fact today until now Arvin has not returned.


Last afternoon Soraya had time to his house and brought Zidan and Barra to stay at his house. Both of his sons just say it.


Alina is in her room. He put Raffa to bed. After that he went out of his room to the dining table. Alina kept watching the door of her house. Looking forward to Arvin's arrival.


"Mrs, why not eat? Is the food you're cooking bad?" ask bi Narsih next to Alina.


"It's not bi. Alina just does not have appetite," said Alina then smiled thinly.


"What does the lady want to eat? Let auntie make it," bargain Narsih. Alina thought for a moment. He actually wanted to eat food outside. But it was impossible to also get bi Narsih to buy him. He contacted Arvin also not appointed, whether when the husband would come home. Bi Narsih was still waiting for an answer from Alina.


"There's no need for bi, Alina eats this alone" Alina replied. Bi Narsih nodded then continued her work.


After eating, Alina headed towards the living room. He chose to watch television for a moment to eliminate his boredom. It usually sounds like her son's laughter, but it's just quiet. Feeling bored, Alina tries to call Arvin back. This time her husband picked up the phone.


"What's wrong?" asked Arvin who just picked up Alina's phone.


"Will not go home?" ask Alina.


"Sorry there's still a lot of work to be done. If you want to sleep first it's okay. Oh yeah, how's the kids?" ask Arvin from behind the phone.


"Oh, yes, I have. Do not forget to rest. If you can not go home late," said Alina was not excited. I don't know why he came back to shed his tears.


"When are you acting like this?" inner Alina sad.


"Okay" replied Arvin. Alina turned off the phone.


Alina curled up feeling a tightness in her chest. Even her favorite tv shows can't cheer her up. He's headed for his room. Seeing Raffa for a while then headed to the balcony of his room.


The breeze of the night adds to the heart. Alina closed her eyes to feel the sadness of her heart. Until when did her relationship with her husband break down like this.


Suddenly the lights went out. Alina panicked because she was afraid of the darkness. Alina fumbled around to get inside. Just entered his room and wanted to find a candle, the light was lit again. Alina breathed a sigh of relief.


"Are you scared, baby?" said someone who was behind Alina. More precisely on the balcony of his room. Alina turned around immediately.


Arvin was standing on the balcony with a rose which he put on his mouth and his hand was folded in front of his chest. Arvin was leaning against the balcony railing.


"Mass? Is this really you?" alina said in disbelief.


Arvin took the flower and slowly approached Alina. He tucked the hair that hit Alina's face behind her ear.


"Why? Didn't believe? Is your husband so handsome that you don't recognize him anymore?" arvin chuckled.


"It's not like that. You said there was a lot of work in the office, right? When did you stand there? There wasn't one" Alina said confusedly.


Arvin smiled faintly. He gave the rose to Alina. Arvin brought Alina's body closer.


"Well, aren't you angry anymore?" ask Alina. Eyes twinkling. Arvin shook his head slowly. His eyes were still staring at Alina's face. Which he misses every day. Alina received the rose and hugged Arvin tightly. He shed his tears back. Arvin also hugged Alina and closed his eyes. Repeatedly peeling the top of Alina's head.


Arvin took off his embrace. He wiped away the tears of Alina that had soaked his cheeks. Arvin kissed Alina's forehead for a long time. Then he stuck his forehead with Alina's forehead.


"Don't be sad anymore. I'm sorry I've made you sad these few days. Actually I can't bear to see it. But you have to punish this naughty wife" said Arvin and smiled faintly. He kissed Alina's lips.


"No mas. I was wrong. I'm sorry, too" replied Alina.


Arvin tilted his face while closing his eyes. It was ******* gently to Alina's lips. Alina returned the kiss and put her hand around Arvin's neck.


Arvin took off the paging. He smiled looking at Alina who was panting. Sayu's gaze. He wants more than this. But he had to hold on for a while.


Arvin took Alina to the balcony. She hugged Alina from behind. While feeling the wind that hit the two of them. Arvin leaned his chin against Alina's shoulder. Occasionally glanced at Alina who was closing her eyes enjoying the coolness of the night, like her heart.


"Open your eyes dear" whispered Arvin. Alina slowly opened her eyes. Alina was surprised and rounded her eyes. The necklace with the heart-shaped pendant that Arvin once gave her was in front of his eyes at this moment.


"Mas, this is.." said Alina in disbelief. Alina recalled, Arvin once gave her the same heart pendant necklace as this. But I don't know where the necklace is at the moment. Alina had forgotten about it.


"You remember this necklace, baby? The necklace I gave you when we were first," said Arvin.


"Where did you get this?" alina said in disbelief.


"Secret dong. Here I put up" said Arvin and helped Alina to put up her necklace. Alina turned around and hugged Arvin again tightly.


"Thank you" said Alina happily.


"Thank you for being a good wife and mother. Don't be naughty anymore or do stupid things again" Arvin said. Alina nodded. Alina kissed Arvin's lips and pulverized him. He's really happy tonight.


"Rest yuk," Arvin asked. Alina just nodded. Arvin carried his wife up to the bed and laid her down quietly. Not forgetting she covered Alina.


"Sleep, I'll go to the bathroom for a bit" Arvin said, peeping at Alina's forehead. Alina complied and closed her eyes.


Arvin's headed for the bathroom. He must ease his heart. He did it this morning with his wife. If this time he did it again, he was afraid that he would hurt his future son. Forced Arvin to hold and relieve himself in the bathroom.


When she finished, she went out of the bathroom and headed for the cot. He kissed Raffa for a second.


"Sleep well, baby. Do not bother mommy yes," said Arvin quietly. Afraid of waking Raffa up.


Arvin turned to his bed. He slept next to Alina while hugging her. Swiped a glance at Alina's head and kissed her forehead.


"Good night, dear. Have a good dream" said Arvin. Then he closed his eyes.


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Author: Soul mommy thrashing😐