Hate But Love

Eps. 115

The next morning as usual, Alina woke up and helped bi Sumi prepare breakfast and clean up the house. He also took care of his three sons. After breakfast, Arvin is allowed to leave for his office.

"Mas" said Alina slowly.

"Yes baby?" arvin answered while walking out of the house.

"Later my permission to go to my mother's house, yes" said Alina.

"Mas inter yes. We will go to your mother's house after I come home from work alone," replied Arvin softly.

"Eh, don't do it. I'm just gonna be a minute. Can you please mas?" pinta Alina be careful.

Arvin was silent for a moment. Usually if you want to go to her parents' house, surely Alina wants to go with her husband and son. Why would you suddenly want to go alone.

"Yes, I allowed it. Be careful" replied Arvin. He kissed Alina on the forehead and went to the office. Alina breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mom, Zidan left first" Zidan said, kissing Alina's hand.

"Be careful dear," replied Alina. Zidan nodded and went into the car that Arvin was riding in.

Alina went inside. There was still one more thing he had to take care of. His second son is still playing. As usual, he had to be patient to persuade Barra.

After driving Barra to school, Alina asked Mr. Kariman to go home and not have to drive him again. Mr. Kariman had refused, because taking Alina was a direct order from Arvin. But Alina was too stubborn, finally Mr. Kariman decided to return home alone.

"Sir, I'm just for a minute. Mr. Kariman can come back, no need to take me," said Alina.

"But madam, this is an order from the direct master. I did not dare to violate," said Mr. Kariman politely.

"I'm just going to Mom's house for a minute sir. I just want to take a taxi" replied Alina Kekeh.

"Mrs don't make it difficult for me. If anything happens to the madam.."

"I'll make sure I'm okay. Please Mr. Kariman come back home. I want to take a taxi" said Alina. He no longer cares about Mr. Kariman's answer. Alina takes Raffa and they take a taxi. Mr. Kariman could only sigh. Pray that his decision this time will not be wrong.

Instead of heading to her parents' house, Alina headed to one of the hospitals a bit away from her home. He wants to check himself.

Arriving at the hospital, he immediately made an appointment with the obstetrician. Alina was waiting for the call from the doctor. With a huff Alina waited while holding Raffa. Occasionally he stood up and walked around the waiting room to relieve his sense of boredom.

It was Alina's turn. He hesitated to go inside.

"Please sit, ma'am" the doctor said kindly. Alina nodded and smiled.

"Well, what's with Alina's mom?" ask the doctor to make sure.

"Yes doc," Alina replied while nodding.

"Alright, let my mom check first. Please lie here. Sus, can ask for help take care of the child for a while," said the doctor. The nurse took Raffa. Alina started to lie down and was examined by a doctor. He also has an USG.

"What have you been complaining about lately? I can make a prescription to relieve the symptoms ma'am," the doctor said as he sat in his chair.

"Dok, I-I want to abort this content," said Alina hesitated. He shed his tears but hurriedly.

"Why mother? Mother's content is fine. No problem at all" the doctor replied confusedly.

Alina. Believe me, his heart was so sick when he had to say he wanted to abort his womb. But she is not ready to get pregnant again. He's been thinking about it all night.

Maybe Alina is the worst mother who can kill her own flesh and blood that is even a few weeks old. But he doesn't know what else to do. The only way he thought of in his mind was to drop his contents. Her husband did not know the news about her pregnancy.

"Sa-I'm not ready to get pregnant yet doc. Help me," said Alina even though her heart is now slashed like a sharp knife.

"Sorry mom, but we can't do that. Again we apologize" the doctor said.

"Please help me doc. I don't blame the doctor for this. There was something that caused me to have to drop this content. I beg the doctor to help me" said Alina Kekeh.

The doctor breathed for a moment.

"But it's against our rules ma'am. Does your husband know about this? Did your husband agree?" ask the doctor. He smiled and rubbed the back of Alina's hand.

"Su-husband?" Alina mutters. Even her husband did not know about this.

"I haven't even told him. Will my decision be correct today? What if Arvin knew about this?" inner Alina fretted.

The doctor smiled. As if I knew Alina.

"Abortion cannot be done haphazardly ma'am. Everyone has their own rules. Alina's mom is fine. So I ask, please Miss Alina think about it again. The child is a gift to be grateful for" the doctor explained.

Alina closed her eyes. She was a cruel mother who could abort her womb. Anyway, it's all happened. The decision is round.

"I'm sorry mommy baby.. Forgive mommy.." muttered Alina.

"I'm sure doc. Whatever will happen I am ready to endure it" Alina said with confidence.

The doctor looked at Alina for a long time. He has not yet decided whether to approve it or not.

"alright. Sus, please prepare the operating room right now" the doctor ordered. The doctor eventually collapsed as well. The nurse nodded and walked out of the doctor's office.

"Let's come with me, ma'am" said the doctor. Alina followed the doctor to one of the inpatient rooms.

"Please wait here, ma'am. My nurse will prepare everything. I will prepare a letter for the signatory of Ms. Alina" the doctor said. Then the doctor came out of the room.

Alina's crying broke. He does not even believe if he has to do this to his own prospective baby. It's for the good of her and her children. He has to do that.

After a long wait, now comes the time to undergo the abortion process. The nurse took Raffa. Alina has also signed the letter given by the doctor. Alina was laid in a gurney and headed for the operating room. He was sedated so as not to feel pain.

Doctors and nurses were busy preparing for the abortion. Unfortunately, a perfectly fine fetus should be aborted like this. The doctor began to do his job.

Brakkk

"Wait!"

The doctor and nurse were shocked. They stared at the door.