Hate But Love

Eps. 118

Alina's still banging on the door. Trying to get Arvin to open the door. Alina was still sobbing in her sadness. Now he realized that what he did this time was the dumbest thing he ever regretted.

"Mas, sorry," said Alina Lirih.

Outside, the voices of Zidan and Barra just got home from school. They ran while looking for Alina. But they both did not find Alina.

"Mommy.." call Zidan when you get into the room. Turned empty. Even his father was not in the room. Zidan knocked on the bathroom door, but the bathroom was unlocked. So Zidan could peek inside the bathroom. Still he didn't find it.

"Bi, did auntie see mommy?" ask Zidan about bi Sumi.

"I don't know young master. But if you are in his study, "bi Sumi replied.

Zidan nodded. He rushed to the room with Barra. Then change clothes. They're heading for the dining table.

In his study, Arvin lay on the couch with his other hand on his forehead and still clenched. He still remembered when Alina was in the operating room trying to abort her womb.

Arvin got up and sat down. Ruffling her hair violently. His breathing was still holding back his anger. His feet kicked hard at the table in front of him. He opened his coat and threw it away. Unbutton his arm and roll it with origin up to the elbow.

"Aaaahh... Shit!" arvin said loudly and increasingly ruffled his hair violently.

He got up and went to his desk. Throwing away the things that were there without exception. He even threw his punch at his desk. Which caused his fingers to hurt. But Arvin doesn't care.

Tok tok tok tok

"Papa?" call Zidan from behind the door.

Arvin was silent for a moment. He must be able to master himself. Don't let Zidan get the consequences. Arvin repeatedly drew and took a slow breath. Trying to neutralize himself.

After being quiet enough, he headed for the door. He no longer cared about his disheveled appearance at this moment.

"What's the matter, baby?" arvin said as calmly as possible.

"Pa, where's mommy?" ask Zidan.

Arvin was silent for a moment. He was thinking about what answer he was going to say.

"While don't bother mommy just yet baby. Zidan please help papa take care of the younger siblings yes," replied Arvin and slightly smiled. He rubbed the top of Zidan's head.

"Why pa? Where is mommy? Is mommy sick?" ask Zidan to worry. Arvin smiled faintly.

"Don't worry. Mommy's fine" said Arvin. Zidan nodded doubtfully.

"Pa?" call Zidan lirih.

"Yes baby?"

"Did papa fight with mommy?" ask Zidan carefully. He looked up at Arvin.

"No. Why did you fight with mommy? Zidan doesn't have to think no. Zidan just take care of Barra's sister and Raffa's sister for today alone," said Arvin who squatted to align himself with Zidan.

"Yes papa," Zidan replied while nodding. Then it passed leaving Arvin. Arvin stood up and closed the door. He's headed for his room. He went to the bathroom and locked himself in there. Flush his body with water that continues to flow so that his anger can quickly subside.

Before exiting the room, he glanced at the wall clock at a glance. It's 15:45, which means he's been in the bathroom a long time. Arvin walked over to his children.

"Have you guys eaten?" asked Arvin who had just sat himself on the sofa.

"It's Pa," Zidan and Barra replied simultaneously.

"Papa mommy why haven't you come home yet?" asked Barra suddenly. Arvin scrunched his forehead. Home from where? Even Arvin said nothing to his second son.

"Same brother yes. Mommy's still got business outside" Zidan told Barra. Zidan blinked one eye at Arvin. Arvin smiles. It was only to lie to his brother.

"Mommy's home tomorrow, how's dong?" arvin asked as he approached Barra and hugged him. There was sadness on his son's face. His lips pursed when he heard that answer. Arvin kissed his son with anxiety.

He turned to Sumi to take over Raffa. Time to drink milk. Inevitably he had to take her to Alina. Arvin couldn't have let Raffa go thirsty. But before going to Alina's room, Arvin also did not forget to bring Alina food. Alina is pregnant at the moment. He also did not want to take any risks.

Clamps

The door to the room is open. Alina who was sitting on the edge of the bed was directly staring towards the door. He develops his smile when he sees Arvin bringing Raffa to him.

"Mas" said Alina and hurriedly approached her husband.

"Eating first can only hold Raffa," said Arvin. He did not look at Alina. Alina nodded and picked up the food brought by Arvin. He went to his bed and started eating. Arvin watched Alina in silence. He wants to take his wife now. But he must punish his wife to be deterred and not repeat his actions.

"May I carry Raffa now mas?" ask Alina after she finishes eating. Arvin nodded and gave it to Alina. Alina kissed Raffa like she hadn't seen each other in a long time. She was breastfeeding Raffa.

"Mas, what's wrong with your hand?" alina asked accidentally knowing the wound on Arvin's fingers.

"It's okay," replied Arvin flatly.

"I'll take care of it after this" said Alina, worried.

"If you're worried, you should be worried about the baby in your stomach" Arvin replied flatly. He did not look at Alina. Alina. He did not speak again after that. He is focused on Raffa.

Finished Alina nursing Raffa, Arvin took another Raffa. He didn't even say a word after that. Arvin passed by leaving Alina there.

"Don't forget to think about your decision Alina!" arvin said before closing the door.

Alina is back. This time they had a big fight after the wedding. This is his stupidity. Somehow after Arvin gave him a chance, he had no intention at all to abort him again. Alina rubbed her flat stomach.

"I'm sorry mommy's stupidity baby. Which almost harmed you," said Alina slowly. He's really sorry.

Without notice, the day is getting darker. There are no lights in the room. Out of fear, Alina chose to sleep and enveloped herself. He closed his eyes to calm himself.

Slowly, Arvin opened the door to the room. He could still see because it was not completely dark in the room. It was dimly lit, but Arvin was sure Alina was so frightened.

Arvin approaches Alina. He put a small lamp on the nightstand. Arvin sat on the edge of the bed. He rubbed Alina's forehead slowly. Although he was angry, he did not let his wife be frightened in the dark.

"Hopefully tomorrow I can hear a satisfactory answer from you Alina. I hope this time you don't do anything reckless anymore" Arvin said slowly. He kissed Alina for so long. After that it passed leaving Alina inside there.