First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 37 Conditional

Scratches of the engraved pen feel beautiful with the love it applies in every word.

The longing he applied was contained in a number of verses that flowed beautifully in his breath.

Rhea wrote her every yearning to her husband. Every word that is said expresses happiness and love for the husband and child who are still in the womb.

The pen that bears silent witness to her longing and love for her husband is now laid. Rhea walked towards the window of her room that was still open.

It was clear that the morning sun was shining beautifully and the breeze was very fresh felt on his skin.

Rhea's eyes closed enjoying the breeze and the silence of the morning atmosphere, hoping the wind brings her longing to loved ones.

Rhea was accompanied by her mother walking around her grandmother's house. Many neighbors already knew Rhea as the second wife of Kyai Fariz from Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin.

They all respect Rhea like they respect Umi Sarifah. And of course they are happy to have a neighbor who is a family from Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin.

After arriving home, Rhea stopped walking when entering the living room. Her eyes were fixed on the one figure she missed so much.

Their eyes stared at each other longingly, clearly visible from the twinkle of the eyes of the two who longed and wanted each other.

Madam Ratih preferred to leave the two of them to let go of their longing. Rhea's mother turned out the door and walked through the back door to the kitchen.

"Honey..," Ustad Fariz hugged him.

"Bie..," Rhea's mouth shook and her eyes glazed over with her cries.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Ustad Fariz said, hoping Rhea would forgive her.

Roboh is already a wall that fortifies his cries. Now Rhea's eyes that had been glazed, now dripped a clear circle on her cheek. Her shoulders shook indicating that she was crying, she could not hear her husband's apology so many times.

She felt her husband apologizing to her. Rhea knew that her husband loved her very much and never meant to hurt her.

Ustad Fariz unraveled his embrace when he felt his wife crying. He saw the face of his wife that he missed so much, and he kissed the old eyes of Rhea so that his tears did not drip back.

As if into a spell, Rhea's tears stopped. After that Ustad Fariz wiped away the trace of Rhea's tears dripping down her cheek and said,

"Don't cry baby, my heart hurts so much to see you cry."

Rhea smiled and nodded, then she hugged her husband back tightly, as if she did not want to be separated again.

Until Bu Ratih called them to talk about his daughter. Mrs Ratih doesn't want to blame Ustad Fariz for her, her husband and Rhea knew that Ustad Fariz's position was difficult because she had to be fair to both of her wives and it was a coincidence that her time with Mirna happened.

So Mr. Ratih and Mr. Adrian can only hope that God will give the best for them. It happened that Mr. Adrian returned to the city with Mr. Sardi this morning because there was a lot of work to be taken care of.

Because Ustad Fariz went to Rhea's grandmother's house by motorbike, now Ustad Fariz and Rhea used the car Mr. Sardi used to go to the hospital to see Doctor Shinta.

Dr. Shinta tells you what factors affect stomach cramps in her young pregnancy. After consulting and being examined by Doctor Shinta, they both felt very relieved because Rhea was fine.

After that they redeemed the medicine prescribed by Doctor Shinta at the hospital pharmacy.

Ustad Fariz forbade Rhea to fast if her circumstances were not possible, but Rhea assured her husband that she could fast, and that did not escape her husband's worries.

Rhea was eager to indulge with her husband, maybe it was also the effect of her pregnancy hormones. It is undeniable that Ustad Fariz also wants to always be close to Rhea. They don't know it's the effect of Rhea's pregnancy or indeed those who don't want to be separated from each other.

Ustad Fariz was in a dilemma because today he was supposed to be with Mirna, but he really didn't want to be separated from Rhea.

Rhea allowed her husband to return home to Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin, but she did not want to return with him, because Rhea felt calmer when she was at her grandmother's house.

However, Ustad Fariz did not want to part with Rhea, especially now that she was pregnant.

But Ustad Fariz also does not want Rhea to be stressed and stomach cramps again if Mirna back to act.

He thought for a long time after he prayed and prayed. Eventually she decides that she will tell Mirna the truth about Rhea's pregnancy even though Rhea does not allow her to tell her in advance.

After that Ustad Fariz will ask for his understanding so that he can be given a lot of time to be with Rhea.

Although she is not sure that Mirna can grant her request, she will try not to hurt them both.

"But I'm-Bie"

"I promise you I'll always be there for you and our son" Ustad Fariz rubbed gently on Rhea's stomach.

Destroyed was Rhea's defensive fort. She could not resist her husband's wishes because she herself also did not want to be away from her husband.

With her eyes back in tears, Rhea nodded her head. And with happiness Ustad Fariz got up and hugged Rhea's body tightly.

"Mom, please allow me to take Zahra back to Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin" Ustad Fariz asked Ms Ratih for permission.

"Mom can't stand in your way if Rhea is willing to come back with you, but I have conditions that you must keep. Are you ready?" said Mrs Ratih.

"Yes Ma'am I will do anything so that I can get back together with Zahra" replied Ustad Fariz.

"Mommy just wants you to take care of really Rhea and her content. Don't let him get sick, exhausted or stressed. Do you know what the consequences would be if that happened? And I'm asking for help for a while you can spend a lot of time on Rhea because she needs you more. Do not let Mirna hurt him, be it mentally or physically," said Bu Ratih at length outlining his desire.

"Good Mom, God willing I will do. Actually I really want to do it all even without Mother telling me, but sometimes there is a barrier that.. I'll know for sure. But I promise I will do it Ma'am not for my promise to Mom, but as my responsibility as Zahra's husband" Ustad Fariz assured Mrs Ratih.

"Mom knows Nak, but I hope you can be firm and can prioritize which ones should come first. And I keep your promise, if Rhea gets hurt again, I'll pick her up myself to Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin," this time Mother was firm in place of Father Rhea who was not in place and because she was a mother who could not see her child suffering or sad.

Ustad Fariz nodded in a forced manner as she did not want to hear the last words of Rhea's mother who was going to pick Rhea up from Pondok Pesantren, because you can imagine what would happen to his life without his Zahra.

Mrs Ratih ordered Ustad Fariz to bring a car to be safer for Rhea, but this time Rhea wanted to do a motorbike together with her husband.

Mrs Ratih can't force it if it's her daughter's wish. She could only pray that her daughter and her husband and their children would always be happy.

They join hands with a friendly explore the streets that seem endless. The road they pass does not lead to Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin because they want to enjoy their time together.

Rhea bought some food and snacks she wanted to take home and bought food for Umi Sarifah.

Upon arriving at Umi Sarifah's house, Rhea immediately hugged her Umi. He felt confused with Umi Sarifah even though he was with his mother.

Ustad Fariz tells Umi of his desire to give Rhea more time because Rhea needs him more. Umi was very supportive of Ustad Fariz's decision because that's what Umi wanted from ustad Fariz, more firmly to face Mirna's attitude is very outrageous.

Pucuk loved ulam also arrived, Mirna came to the house of Umi Sarifah because she was looking for her husband did not meet.

"Mas Fariz where the hell was that from?" mirna was upset to see her husband.

"Eh, didn't you leave the house yesterday?" ask Mirna to Rhea next to Ustad Fariz.

"Myrna, sit here for a while, I want to say something" Ustad Fariz said.

What this? Speak what? Is Mas Fariz going to scold me? Let's not say that the woman is not the same as Mas Fariz, Mirna satin.

"Myrna.. Mir. sit here for a while" said Ustad Fariz back to wake Mirna from her daydream.

"Eh. e-i-iya," Mirna answered while walking in the front seat of her husband.

"Mir, I ask you to listen to me until I finish speaking, and do not interrupt me. Right now Rhea is pregnant, I hope you can understand if I spend more time with Rhea, because she needs me more for now" said Ustad Fariz.

Jeduwaar like being struck by lightning it felt like Mirna's heart was sick, she was sad because Rhea was pregnant before compared to her.

Mirna fell silent and Rhea caught the sadness in her eyes. This is what makes Rhea reluctant to tell Mirna, because she does not want Mirna to feel sad about her pregnancy.

"Mir's.. Mirna, you understand, right?" tanya Ustad Fariz resuscitated Mirna.

"But Mas, even though she's pregnant, Mas Fariz should still be able to split time with me" Mirna argued.

"I will still share time with you Mirna, but I hope you can understand if Rhea is in need of me please allow me to be with her, for the sake of her womb. Don't you also want me to have offspring?" ustad Fariz told Mirna.

"I don't want to know, today Mas Fariz has to be with me. Now we have to go home Mas, come on.." said Mirna as she pulled Ustad Fariz's hand.

"Myrna!" snapped at Ustad Fariz who was furious with Mirna's attitude.