First Love of Ustadz
Chapter 117 Sadness vs. Dejection
"Shink!" Ustadz Jaki unraveled his embrace and called out his wife's name.
"Don't talk like that, I don't like you blaming yourself, because there's nothing wrong here. All of this is by his will, not because God does not believe we are parents, just that God wants to give us a test. So, I hope you never blame yourself again, dear, and we have to pass all the exams together, lest there be any misunderstanding between us" Ustadz Jaki said after kissing his wife's forehead.
"But you must be very sad, right? You.. you. hufffttt. Are you mad at me?" shinta's voice shook again and her tears escaped falling down her cheeks.
"Dear no, you misunderstood... I just don't want you to see me cry, and I know for a fact that you're going to blame yourself like this. I was crying because I realized my stupidity for not realizing that you were pregnant, not because I was angry and blamed you. I could swear if-"
"Enough. Please don't swear by anything. I believe in you, because you are my husband and I love you," Shinta said as she let out more tears and her palms covered Ustadz Jaki's mouth to avoid continuing her vow.
Tok...
I don't know who knocked on Shinta's treatment room door, it made this husband and wife conversation stop. Ustadz Jaki walked towards the door to find out who had come to visit.
"Sorry to interrupt, I just want to check on the state of doctor Shinta," a male doctor whose very unwanted presence by Ustadz Jaki is now in front of him.
"Why should a doctor? Shouldn't Doctor Dina have examined my wife?" Ustadz Jaki again emphasized the word wife with the aim that the doctor Randi remembered if Shinta was his wife.
"I and Dina's doctor were in charge of Shinta's doctor during his time as a patient here. And I hope you don't stop me from checking it out" Dr. Randi barged in by removing a little bit of Ustadz Jaki's body in front of him.
Ustadz Jaki snorted in annoyance, his hands clenched but in his heart he hesitated to be consumed by his emotions.
"Doctor Randi, why is the doctor here?" Shinta frowned confusedly.
Dr. Randi just smiled and showed her his stethoscope as a sign he was going to check on her.
"Isn't it Dr Dina who's my doctor?" Shinta asked expressing her confusion.
"There's no ban if I also check on you because you were my patient at first when it came to the ER" Dr. Randi put his stethoscope in both ears.
"Sorry, for a second, I have the right to appoint a doctor, right? And I as the guardian of the patient appointed Dina's doctor as my wife's doctor" Ustadz Jaki said what she wanted to say.
"I'm sorry, I can't" Dr. Randi refused Ustadz Jaki's request.
"What do you mean, instead of you having to"
"Darling, for a second, I'll talk to Dr. Randi, can you just leave us for a minute to talk?" Shinta hesitates to say it.
Ustadz Jaki widened in disbelief at his wife's wishes. He did not expect his wife to talk alone with a man who was disliked by Ustadz Jaki even though he was a friend of his wife.
Ustadz Jaki held back the anger emanating from her jealousy, she controlled it from within her heart by always being privileged even though it was only spoken in her heart.
"May, but must be accompanied by Rhea or Umi," replied Ustadz Jaki firmly by looking at the doctor Randi full of hostility.
"I'm sorry I don't have much time, can you just go along with your wife's wishes for once? Usually a husband will obey all his wife's wishes if he loves her," Dr. Randi ignited the anger of Ustadz Jaki.
Ustadz Jaki clenched her hand hearing the words of Dr. Randi, and it could be seen by Shinta. She did not want her husband to do things that she did not normally do, such as hitting for example. Shinta is afraid that Ustadz Jaki will hit Dr. Randi because of his highly offensive remarks to Ustadz Jaki.
"Darling, just for a second. You just wait at the door, yes, don't go far," Shinta tried to smile sweetly and said with full supplication that her husband would obey her.
Ustadz Jaki looked at Shinta's pleading eyes, and he could not ignore them if his wife asked for them. Ustadz Jaki walked out of the room. And according to Shinta's request, she was at the door to listen to what they were talking about.
The door was deliberately not closed so that there was a gap so that he could see what they were doing and listen to what they were talking about.
"What do you mean say that to my husband?" Shinta asked Dr. Randi curiously for a start.
"Nothing, I just want to check on you," Dr. Randi approached and pointed his stethoscope at Shinta.
"Stop! You're not my doctor and I just want to get checked out by Dina's doctor. Please don't be like this. And what does all this mean? I don't understand why a doctor Randi could force his will to examine a patient?" Shinta starts to puff with her stubborn doctor Randi.
"What do you mean?" Shinta asked with a bit of emotion.
"Do you love her? Are you happy with her?" the questions that had been in the mind of Dr. Randi he immediately asked Shinta.
"Yes, I love her very much, and I'm very happy with her" Shinta replied firmly.
"Then why did this happen? What husband doesn't know if his wife is pregnant?" dr. Randi smiled obliquely, dismissing Ustadz Jaki.
"Close your mouth! Don't you talk like that about my husband. It's all my fault, even I'm a Sp.OG doctor myself not realizing that I'm pregnant, so how did my husband know?" Shinta defends Ustadz Jaki against being denigrated by others.
"Don't you know that?" dr. Randi is still with his thoughts.
"It was after I fell down and felt a pain in my stomach, then I saw the blood running down my legs. Do I need to explain everything to you? While you are not who I am," Shinta was very upset at Dr. Randi.
"But Shin I'm-"
"Doctor Shinta, call me as you normally would because we are no closer than a doctor's professional relationship" Shinta said in frustration.
Ustadz Jaki watched and listened from the door of the room. Rhea also saw from earlier without being realized by Ustadz Jaki. While Ustadz Fariz drove Umi Sarifah to return home because of Shinta's better condition.
Actually Umi Sarifah did not want to go home because she was still worried about her son-in-law but Ustadz Fariz and Rhea forced Umi Sarifah to just rest at home, so that Umi Sarifah could no longer evade the request of the two of them.
"The faithful wife is Ustadz," Rhea said softly near Ustadz Jaki.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim Rhea you have nothing to do" Ustadz Jaki held his chest.
Rhea smiled amusedly at Ustadz Jaki's jealous behavior, clearly visible on Ustadz Jaki's face if he wanted to enter the room.
Suddenly Rhea entered the room and shocked Ustadz Jaki who was in front of the door.
"Shinta, it's better, isn't it? Can you come home?" Rhea said as she walked closer to Shinta.
Dr. Randi and Shinta turned towards Rhea. Their eyes on Rhea were different. Shinta looked at him with relief and decorated her smile. While Dr. Randi looked at Rhea with annoyance.
Ustadz Jaki followed Rhea into the room and approached his wife.
"I think I can go home. I'll ask Dina's doctor to let me go home" Shinta smiled looking at her husband in guilt.
"But you better be"
"Isn't your business here done, doctor?" Ustadz Jaki interrupted Dr. Randi's speech so that Dr. Randi could not finish his speech.
"Please doc, the door is right over there. Let me drive," Ustadz Jaki pointed out the direction of the door with his hands.
Shinta does not defend Dr. Randi or see him, he deliberately invites Rhea to speak so that the doctor does not wait for him.
"Please dock" Ustadz Jaki repeated his words with his hands still pointing towards the door.
Dr. Randi sees Shinta ignoring him, so inevitably he has to get out of the room without bringing the results of his wishes. Randi's doctor wanted to express his feelings for Shinta and wanted her to separate from her husband so that Shinta could be his wife. According to him his feelings for Shinta are his strong love for her so he does not care about Shinta's current status.
"I hope you don't bother me anymore and approach my wife again" Ustadz Jaki said as he walked Dr. Randi out of the room.
Dr. Randi stopped his steps and turned to face Ustadz Jaki.
"I hope you don't remarry just because Shinta miscarried, because usually people like you are polygamous," doctor Randi smiled disdainfully Ustadz Jaki.
"Dragon your mouth! Until I will never let go of Shinta, especially only for men like you," Ustadz Jaki left Dr. Randi to go back inside his wife's room.
