First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 240 Pride and failure

News of Mirna's miscarriage has spread in the community. Some feel pity and some say it is karma from the pride of Mirna who every time boasted of her pregnancy when asked by someone.

Actually she felt very grateful, but Mirna's way of being grateful was not right. He was proud of what God had given him. His devotion to Allah's sustenance makes him accept his present consequences.

Mirna's sadness seemed endless. He was dissolved in his sadness. It makes Pandu, Hana and Anita become compassionate to him.

Her life was the same as when she was pregnant. She was lazy to do the things she did before she was declared pregnant by Dita's doctor.

"Sorry yes Nit you have to take care of the Mirna stall until now. I'm confused as to how to make Mirna go back to what it used to be. Everything I have done and he still remains like that" said Pandu who felt bad for Anita.

"Gapapa Mas's. We recommend that Mas Pandu be more patient and approach Mbak Mirna so that his sadness can pass" said Anita.

Mirna came out of her room, she saw Anita talking to Pandu in the dining room. Currently Anita is preparing food at the dining table and Pandu is sitting on the dining table chair while talking to Anita.

"What are you doing?" ask Mirna ketus.

"Mbak Mirna, breakfast first. Anita's cooking for Miss Mirna. It's Mbak Mirna's favorite side dish" Anita said with a smile towards Mirna.

Mirna looked at Anita dislike, then she turned to look at Pandu. She did not like such circumstances as it reminded her of her marriage just yet. Ustadz Fariz was always served by Rhea, while he who became his first wife just watch as it is today.

"Nit, let you go home now. I'm healthy and I don't need your help" Mirna said after sitting at the dinner table.

"Mir, what the hell are you? Anita has helped us a lot, especially helping you. You can't say such things to Anita" Pandu said in a high and firm tone.

"It's Mas, Ma'am, after this Anita will go home. Ms. Mirna is fine, take care of your health if there is no Anita here. Now we eat first," Anita said while sitting in her chair.

"Where, why isn't he here?" asked Mirna while looking at Hana's room whose door was wide open.

"Hana left this morning Ma'am," replied Anita.

"That's the first morning, not usually," muttered Mirna as she took the rice into her plate.

Pandu just shook his head to see his wife's behavior that changed again since her miscarriage.

In his heart Pandu always asked who his wife really was. He seemed not to know the figure of Mirna whose nature likes to change.

And it's true what Mr. Ratmo said before he died. Mr. Ratmo put Mirna on him and asked him not to leave him. He also tells Mirna's selfish attitude that no one can beat.

Pandu remembers that and he prefers to give up. Perhaps this was his karma after making the heartache of the two wives he had previously married. Rhea and Ani, their hearts once she was disappointed and she hurt. Now he has a wife who is far away from Rhea and Ani.

After they had breakfast, Anita actually left her house to return to her husband's house. She only visited her house once a week as usual with her husband and sister.

"Mir, you don't act like that anymore. We owe a lot to Anita. He helps us without asking for our reward" Pandu told Mirna.

"Mas Pandu is defending Anita anyway?" ask Mirna annoyed.

"Who's defending Mir, I'm just telling you the truth" Pandu replied.

Mirna was still with her thoughts, she didn't like it if her husband stood up for another woman. While Pandu is also still with his opinion, he feels very sorry for Anita with Mirna's attitude like that.

Anita, she understands with Mirna's attitude. She never blamed Mirna even though Mirna was alluding to her. He understood what Mirna felt.

Mirna grew annoyed when she heard Pandu shut the door of the house and turned on her motorbike.

Just watch out for you if you mess around. I can't keep doing this. I have to get up. True said Hana, I must try and pray in order to get pregnant again, Mirna said in her heart by looking at Pandu's departure from her bedroom window.

Mirna soon changed clothes and went to the market by contacting her husband.

"Where are you going Mir?" ask Pandu when you get to the front of the house.

"Take me to the market. I want to open the stall now," Mirna replied as she climbed into the motorbike Pandu.

"You're at Mir's house. Let me work for money" said Pandu who has not yet turned on his motorbike.

"Why did you forbid me to leave the house? You fuckin' ass?" Mirna sounded a little high on Pandu.

"You're Mir his mind is weird. I just told you to rest at home because you need it" Pandu replied annoyedly.

"No. I don't need any more rest. I now want to go back to my life so I can get pregnant again" Mirna said.

Hearing Mirna's words, Pandu felt shocked and he sighed because he felt it would be even harder to match his ego Mirna.

"Let's go Mas hunt. After the market, take me to the stall" Mirna ordered to Pandu.

Pandu also began to turn on the engine of his motorbike and drove the motor to the market. After the market they went to Mirna's shop.

There is no Anita, now Mirna back cooking and taking care of the stall alone. While Pandu back to work as a motorcycle taxi driver left Mirna alone in his stall.

"Hana should be helping me now. Of him in Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin do not do anything, just help Ustadzah aja. Mending here help me cook the same stall," said Mirna as she worked on her work.

"Try me later to talk to him. Surely he will not dare to argue," said Mirna back while cooking.

At Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin, Hana always looks forward to the opportunity to be close to Yasmin.

As of now, he again approached Yasmin when he saw Yasmin doing activities at Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin with other students.

"Yasmin, how are you?" hana asked when she was next to Yasmin.

Yasmin looked over and smiled at Hana. Feeling that it was an opportunity, Hana wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to get closer to Yasmin.

"Yamin, how about we later-"

"Yasmin, let's go now. We've been waiting for Kak Izam in the car" Salsa exclaimed from a distance who did not know if there was Hana near Yasmin.

"Yes, wait a minute" Yasmin exclaimed to Salsa.

"Sister, I'm sorry I have to go now" Yasmin told Hana.

Hana nodded and said in her heart,

Yes.failed again.