First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 255 Happiness is a wound

Kyai Anwar's family is shocked to hear Yasmin's reply. He did not answer to accept or reject the proposal from Ammar, but gave the conditions to Ammar.

Kyai Anwar turned to Ammar and asked him.

"How's Ammar?"

"I want to hear the terms from Yasmin" Ammar replied as he nodded his head.

"Alright Yasmin, tell us what conditions you apply if you accept Ammar to be your husband" Kyai Anwar told Yasmin.

Yasmin took a breath and ignored him before saying her wish.

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim, the first one, I wanted to get married after I graduated school. Second, I don't want to be polygamous. Does Ammar want to take it?" yasmin asked with a look at the smiling Ammar hearing Yasmin's terms.

"Of course I accept. That's all I can promise you and I definitely won't deny" Ammar said with a smile on Yasmin showing dimples on both cheeks.

Yasmin was filled with the smile that Ammar gave her.

What is this, why do I now feel this way seeing her smile? Yesterday was ordinary. Gawat, did I also put my heart on him? Yasmin said in her heart with their eyes still staring at each other.

"So how did Kyai Fariz, was Ammar's wish accepted?" kyai Anwar asked Ustadz Fariz.

Ustadz Fariz turned to Yasmin who was still looking at each other with Ammar. Then Ustadz Fariz turned to his wife.

Rhea understood what her husband's gaze meant, she asked Yasmin who was still at home looking at each other with Ammar.

"Yasmin, are you willing to accept Ammar as your future husband?" rhea asked Yasmin by holding her hand so that she would immediately answer the question asked by her.

"I-yes Mother," replied Yasmin nervously in shock.

Now that Yasmin had regained consciousness from the question and the touch of Rhea's hand, she lowered her head, no longer looking at Ammar.

"Alhamdulillah.," everyone said it simultaneously except Adiba.

Adiba was also pleased with the acceptance of her brother's desire to become Yasmin's future husband. But not with him, his heart was sad because Izam did not accept him to be his future wife.

Kyai Anwar's family was no longer disappointed by Izam's rejection. Now their happiness and desire is replaced with the relationship of Ammar and Yasmin who will become husband and wife later after Yasmin graduated from school, in accordance with Yasmin's wishes.

News of Izam getting married to Salsa and Yasmin with Ammar spread throughout Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin.

They would not have guessed by the news they heard. But they were also happy with the news.

The news was very reassured when the family of Kyai Anwar came back to visit Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin.

All the santri were in an uproar at the arrival of the Kyai Anwar family and they were very confident when they saw Izam, Salsa, Yasmin, Ammar and Adiba in the park chatting and joking.

Hana, he had never come to Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin. Now he came to Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin to take his belongings that are still in his room.

"Gus Ammar, Ning Adiba" said Hana when she saw Ammar and Adiba together with Izam, Yasmin and Salsa.

From far away Hana saw him, but it was very clear for him to be able to recognize Ammar and Adiba because they were Gus and Ning from Pondok Pesantren that Hana lived all this time before he served in Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin.

Hana smiled happily to see Ammar and Adiba were in Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin at this time. Hana's intentions are to say hello to them. But he heard that some of the students passing by were talking about them.

"Yes, they are handsome and beautiful. Perfect fit, so envious look at it," said another santri.

"Huss can't be envious. We must pray for their marriage later so that it can be sadinah, mawadah, warahmah," said the other santri.

Hana's eyes widened, she was shocked to hear what the santri who were walking past her said.

"I'm sorry, is what you're talking about right?" hana asked the santri who passed her earlier.

"Eh Mbak Hana, sorry Mbak did not see earlier," said one of the students who was stopped by Hana.

"Yes, sorry Ma'am," said another santri alternately.

"Yes, it's okay. Is it true what you were talking about?" ask Hana to those who are now dealing with Hana.

"Yes Ma'am, Ustadz Izam will marry Mbak Salsa and Mbak Yasmin will marry Gus Ammar" replied one of the santri.

The jedar!

It felt like Hana was struck by lightning. The two Gus that he liked would now marry someone else.

Gus Ammar, who he has liked since he became a santri in Pondok Pesantren Al Hikmah, will now marry Yasmin and Izam, Gus from Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin who is also his schoolmate since childhood will now marry Salsa, his friend who always kept him away from Izam.

How sad he was to hear the news. He was just speechless, not hearing any sound except his disbelief with the news he heard.

"Bak, Ma'am Hana, we'll excuse you. Assalamu'alaikum.," said one santri and followed by greetings from other santri.

Hana did not reply, she was still silent with eyes still looking towards the garden.

Why is my fate so bad? They were so happy to have everything I wanted to get all this time. What exactly is my fault that all my wishes are nothing I can get? Even those who have been happy since childhood can get what I want now, Hana said in her heart to look towards the garden that contained Izam, Salsa, Yasmin, and others, Ammar and Adiba laugh at each other and look very happy.

Adiba was very disappointed in Izam, but he was convinced by Ammar that Izam was not the match God gave him. Adiba tried to understand and now he has done everything.

He also realized when he saw Izam and Salsa who seemed to love each other and their gazes both showed their love. It was different when Izam saw it.

Hana came to her senses as Salsa looked towards her. Hana hurriedly walked to her room. In his room he took his grief. Her tears were drained before she left the room.

He hoped that his sadness and crying could be left in Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin only, so that he did not feel the pain again when he left Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin.

Now he has to let go of everything. Give up his grandfather's desire to serve in Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin and give up his love for Izam and Ammar.

When she was in Pondok Pesantren Al Hikmah, she took a heart for Ammar and wanted to be the wife of Gus Ammar.

However, when he was at Pondok Pesantren Al-Mukmin, he realized that his love for Izam since childhood had not faded. Since then he wants to get back close to Izam.

Now it's all for nothing. Those two people he admired he couldn't have. It was only disappointment and heartache that he now felt.

Now Hana brought the wound home with a very painful heart. Support from Mirna to get Izam is now free. Everything would only be a wound if he kept it in mind.

"Assalamu'alaikum., ." said Hana when entering his house.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, Hana you why are you so tangled?" ask Mirna to Hana.