First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 212 A very complicated reality

Hana looked far away at his thoughts. He thought about what he should do next. Inside that narrow room, he could not close his eyes. Every eye closed, then the face of his friends who looked at him with disdain and saw him as a child carrier pesky.

Going away from the reality that scared him lately or did he have to face it and endure it all with a chesty air?

"Huufff.... What should I choose?" hana said softly before closing her eyes.

Hana's eyes could not sleep even though she had closed her eyes very tightly. His body moved to the right and left looking for the most comfortable place to be able to make him sleep soundly.

Pandu opened the door to Hana's room whose door was not closed perfectly.

Only this time did Pandu enter into his daughter's room at night. Unlike Izam and Salsa who always get good night greetings from both their parents.

Slowly Pandu's feet approached Hana's bed. He could see clearly the hardness of his daughter's heart that he could not sleep well.

"Hana, can't Hana sleep?" ask Pandu when he was near Hana.

Hana opened her eyes slowly, and she was shocked to see her father was in front of her at this moment.

"Mr. Why is Dad here?" hana asked astonished to see her father.

Pandu smiled to see Hana who was not asleep, his eyes were still clear not yet sleepy at all.

"Father knows for sure Hana is thinking about Pesantren Cottage, right?"

Pandu asked Hana when she was sitting on Hana's bed and faced her.

Hana nodded weakly. Then he said,

"Did Hana just go there, sir? Hana's not sure if Hana can survive in Hana's school."

Pandu's heart feels good to see his daughter like that. Her hand rubbed Hana's head gently to try to give her daughter peace.

"Why didn't Hana try to enter Pondok Pesantren? There is also her sister Anita, right? Grandpa and Ma'am Anita will introduce you."

Pandu tries to give his opinion to influence Hana's choice.

"Hana will try Sir. Emmm... but.. but if Hana doesn't feel right there, can Hana come back?" ask Hana doubtfully.

"Said grandpa that. Hana just try it first, if it is not at home Hana just go home," replied Pandu back.

"Where will Hana go to school, sir, if Hana comes back?" hana asked again repeating her question at the dinner table earlier.

"That's what we can think about later. Better try it first. Earlier, according to Anita, Hana will definitely feel at home there. Just try it first."

Pandu gave his final opinion so that Hana would no longer worry.

"Alright sir, Hana will try," Hana replied as she gave her smile.

"Smart child," said Pandu by giving his smile to Hana.

Hana immediately embraced the body of Pandu in front of her while saying,

"Hana dear Father."

Unknowingly Pandu's tears dripped, it felt like he had not hugged Hana for so long as he was now.

Poor Hana, she must really need the love of her parents. Ani used to be there for her, and now I'm not sure if Mirna can be like Ani. I should try to talk to him, Pandu said in his heart while tightly hugging his first daughter.

"Now Hana sleeps first huh. It's been a very late day. Tomorrow we talk again with Grandpa to discuss the matter of Pesantren Cottage," said Pandu while covering Hana's body with a blanket.

Looking at Hana who had closed her eyes, Pandu walked out of Hana's room towards her own room.

"From Hana's room. He couldn't sleep from earlier. Poor him, a child as small as him must experience this kind of situation."

Pandu said that while sitting on his bed. Mirna who was on the bed was now moving closer to Pandu.

Mirna's hand held Pandu's hand. It made Pandu feel astonished. Pandu looked at him in wonder as if asking what was wrong with Mirna.

Mirna who understood the meaning of the astonished gaze Pandu immediately released his hand and his hand began to unbutton his clothes.

"Mir, actually I want to talk about Hana with you," said Pandu stopped Mirna's hand that was unbuttoning her clothes.

"Speak what? Ck, can't you talk later? This is me again fertile loh Mas, does Mas Pandu not want to do it with me? Who knows if I could get pregnant?"

Mirna chokes an upset at Pandu who seems to stop the action to start their night activities.

Another child? Mirna does not think the Emir's juka is still a child? Can she take care of the baby at the same time? The cost of the baby is very expensive, to buy Emir's milk only Hana can hardly snack, Pandu said in his heart while looking at the face of Mirna who was very upset with him.

"Sorry Mir, it's about Hana. Just a moment, after that we must do it," said Pandu to ease Mirna's frustration with him.

"Promise?" asked Mirna while turning her attention to Pandu.

"Yes. Uh but did you say who knew you could get pregnant, so you've never been pregnant? Uh yeah, I never knew about you at all. Why didn't you tell me? I told you all my stories."

Pandu looked at Mirna whose expression turned into confusion. Actually Pandu asks Mirna to tell him about her life story and miss the night of her fertile period so that Mirna's desire about her pregnancy can be passed.

"Actually, I've never been pregnant, and that's why I was divorced by my husband because he already had a new wife who could give him a child."

Mirna started telling Pandu about herself.

"Huh, is that true? What an evil they were, I never thought that I would divorce my wife when she couldn't give me a son."

Pandu responds to Mirna's story by telling her about her former life.

Mirna was wide-eyed, she began to wonder who Pandu meant.

What wife did he mean was Rhea? Then it's a good time for me to vilify Rhea in front of her so that she doesn't see Rhea like she wants her again Mirna said in her heart.

"My ex-husband is Kyai at Al-Mukmin Pesantren Cottage, and the one who captured my husband is Rhea, your ex-wife," Mirna said, looking into Pandu's eyes.

"What?"

Pandu was wide open to hear what Mirna said. He had not expected that the woman Mirna meant was Rhea, his ex-wife whom he still wanted back to him.

"Mad, help me so I can get pregnant so I can have children with you and can prove to them that I'm not barren."

Mirna wants to impress Pandu with her story and get Pandu on her side.

Pandu just silently did not respond to Mirna's words, in his mind was now turbulent.

It is fitting that they both avoided Mirna and me so much when we met and it is fitting that Mirna always held me at the night market at that time, it turns out they were...... Ahh... Why is it so complicated?

"Mas... mas Pandu... Why Mas?"

Mirna asked Pandu while shaking Pandu's arm.

"Eh yes Mir, anu.. Hana. earlier..," said Pandu stammering.

" Oh Hana, why Hana?"