First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 167 I know what it feels like

Mirna is silent to the news that Ani died after giving birth to her baby. Mirna's tears were shed involuntarily. Prayer knew very well how Hana and the newborn baby were feeling.

"Bring here Nit, let Hana sleep here," Mirna calls Anita when she wakes up from her daydream.

Anita also brought Hana who had just fallen asleep in her carrier to be put to sleep in the patient bed along with Mirna.

"Pity him Ma'am, maybe he was too tired to cry to sleep," Anita said when putting Hana to sleep next to Mirna.

"Just let the sound of crying get smaller and long gone, it turns out he slept Nit," Mirna said as she removed Hana's hair that partially covered Hana's face because it stuck to the tears that covered her face.

"Sir, can Hana sleep here first? Poor thing, Ma'am, his father is taking care of the body of his mother Hana.

"Then where's the baby Nit?" ask Mirna reflexes to Anita.

"There was in the nursery, because the baby was born prematurely" replied Anita who saw a look of sadness on Mirna's face.

"Why Mother?" anita asked back to Mirna.

"I know Nit how it feels to be left behind by a mother after birth" said Mirna, smiling bitterly at the face of Hana who fell asleep with tears on her face.

Mirna really knows what it's like to grow up without the affection of a biological mother. His mother died after giving birth to him. So she knew very well what it was like to live and grow up without a mother's affection.

Unlike Anita, her mother died when Anita was in high school and Anita was already in the boarding school. Anita was at the boarding school when she entered Junior High School, so she was used to living away from her parents, including her mother.

"I know Ma'am. But the great Mirna can go through all that. Hopefully Hana and her sister can be like Mbak Mirna, hopefully they can be strong children facing everything like Mbak Mirna," said Anita responded to Mirna's words.

Mirna smiled and looked at Hana. Hana's sleeping face looks innocent but implied sadness at this time. It made Mirna feel sorry.

"Let Hana sleep here, Nit, pity her" said Mirna, wiping Hana's hair and looking at Hana's face.

Unknowingly, Miran smiled looking at Hana's face, then she confirmed Hana's body and enveloped her body.

Anita smiles at Mirna who looks like a mother who is putting her child to sleep. And she remembered that maybe Hana hadn't filled her stomach.

"Mbak Mirna, Anita wants to buy food and drinks first for Hana. Maybe he hasn't filled his stomach, so he waited for his mother who was having surgery" Anita told Mirna.

"Pity him. This is Nit money, buy Hana a good meal" Mirna said, giving money from her wallet.

"No, I still have money. Ms. Mirna's money to pay for Ms. Mirna's treatment costs alone," after saying that to Mirna, Anita passed away going out of Mirna's room to the hospital canteen.

For hours Ani's body was processed by the hospital. And after processing, they were confused because Pandu who felt he had no money had to bring Ani's body back to their house for burial.

"Excuse me doc," a party from the hospital met Shinta in her room.

"Look, I heard that Shinta's doctor paid for the treatment of a patient named Ani who happened to be a doctor patient and died after surgery," said one of the administration from the hospital.

"Yes sir is right. What's up, huh? Do I have to pay now? What about the baby?" Shinta flocked the person with a few questions.

"No doc, it's just that her husband was confused about her funeral. If buried here he did not know where to eat and did not have the cost to buy his grave. And if taken to their home away from here, he has no charge for his ambulance" the person explained to Shinta.

Shinta was silent, she thought for a moment how to help her patient to the end.

"So sir, I'll ask the patient's husband first. Later I will tell my father after I ask the patient's husband," Shinta said after he thought about it.

"Well doc, I'll excuse you first" the man said goodbye to Shinta to get out of Shinta's room.

Shinta immediately walked out of her room to meet Pandu.

"Sir, I'm sorry for how's your wife's body?" Shinta asked Pandu.

"It was Doc that confused me. To be buried here I do not have the cost of his funeral and for the funeral there I do not have a fee for transportation," said Pandu sluggish with a soft voice.

"I'm sorry I want to know, actually you will bury your wife here or at the place where you came from if for example you are not hindered by the cost?" Shinta asked Pandu.

"Actually my goal was to get out of where we came from because I wanted to find work in the city. There I had no job, and I had to pay for two children, and Hana was going to school soon. Therefore I want to work here or in the city of docks, which is important we no longer live in the forest area," Pandu answered a question from doctor Shinta.

"So, you don't want to go back to where you came from?" shinta asked back to clarify Pandu's answer.

"Yes doc. Does the doctor know where I can find a job that can pay me upfront for my wife's funeral expenses here?" Pandu asked Shinta.

"In the meantime, I'll find out first. I live first Sir, excuse me," Shinta said before leaving Pandu who was frustrated with his life.

Shinta returns to her room and she immediately picks up her phone to contact her husband.

Shinta told Ustadz Jaki everything, and he asked for his opinion on what he should do. Because Shinta was afraid of missteps.

On the other hand Shinta wants to help Pandu to stay here because like his desire to be able to find money here. But on the other hand Shinta is afraid to help Pandu settle here, because if Pandu still intends to disturb Rhea back, Shinta automatically helps Pandu to launch his intention.

Moreover, Ani, Pandu's wife is dead. Shinta is more afraid if Pandu launches his intention back by making his children take Rhea's sympathy.

Let's say Shinta suudzon, he doesn't mind being said that way rather than later he's mistakenly rare and resulted in the Rhea and Ustadz Fariz families being disturbed.

"So should I do that, honey?" shinta asked Ustadz Jaki across the street.

"All right, I'll do it" said Shinta again by sticking his phone in his ear.