First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 136 Looking for Rheina Az Zahra

Unbeknownst to Ani and Mr. Minto, Pandu always took the time to come into the forest. He looked at the abyss that was exactly once in his memory. He was trying to find his memory. The more he found one fragment of his memory, the more he wanted to search for his other memory.

Until he remembered that he lived in the city and worked there. But he didn't understand which city he was in before he crashed and was stranded in the forest.

Pandu is indeed happy to live with Mr. Minto and Ani in the forest, especially now he has Hana present in his marriage with Ani, but Pandu still wants to find out about his true self.

He wanted to know his true identity and he did not know what happened after he discovered all his memories. Because he did promise to stay with them in the forest, but Pandu did not know what he would do if his past memories returned.

At night, the dream came back to greet Pandu who was soundly in his sleep. This dream is different from the previous dream.

Pandu wearing traditional Javanese clothes in white with the decoration of the groom is shaking the hand of a man in front of him who is a ruler who is helping Pandu say kabul ijab on behalf of Rheina Az Zahra and some a long time later a beautiful woman wearing a kebaya with traditional Javanese bridal decoration sat beside her to kiss her hands.

The dream felt very real to Pandu, so he muttered in his sleep calling the name Rheina Az Zahra. And fortunately Ani was asleep in her sleep, maybe because Pandu did not scream so Ani did not hear what Pandu said in her sleep.

When he woke up from his sleep, Pandu still remembered his dream. He was trying to find the answer within himself.

Was it just a dream? I'm sure no, she's the same woman I've dreamed of before, and her face always bothered me. Are we married? Then, what am I going to do later? I have to find out. Yeah, I have to find out the truth. I have to find out who I really am, Pandu said in his heart.

The next day, Pandu spoke to Mr. Minto and Ani while they were having breakfast together.

"Sir, Ani I want to work. I want to find a job in the city" Pandu told me of his wish.

Mr. Minto and Ani were stunned, they stopped eating and looked at each other. Ani shook her head at her Father. Pandu understood that Ani would definitely not allow it. But he did not want to give up so easily, he really wanted to find his identity and of course found out who was the woman named Rheina Az Zahra who was called Rhea in his dreams.

"Are you sure?" Mr. Minto asked Pandu.

"Remain Sir. I want us to have more money so that we can make Ani and Hana happy," Pandu assured Mr. Minto and Ani on the grounds.

"But we're like this I'm happy. I don't want Mas Pandu away from us" Ani doesn't allow Pandu.

"But I feel useless as a husband and a father who is only at home, not trying to find money for our needs," Pandu raised his tone a little.

"But then you-"

"Then you go to the villages, who knows who needs you to work. So you do not need to go to the city, you better follow the Father," Mr. Minto said Ani's words so as not to ignite Pandu's emotions.

"But sir, I want to work in the city. I want to earn more money there," Pandu is still trying to find reasons to go to the city.

"What do you want to do there? Just wish you didn't have. If it's just being a coolie, it's better in this area alone, after all the same job, even being able to go home every day, being able to meet your wife's children every day. In the city, you rarely go home. Don't you miss your wife and kids?" Mr. Minto tried to stop Pandu's intention to leave for the city.

"At least I've tried it sir, so I won't regret it later" Pandu still with his wish.

"You're really gonna leave us?" ani asked with a trembling voice and her teary eyes.

Mr. Minto could not bear to see his son grieving like that, finally he decided something.

"Yes, today you try to follow the father to the villages around here. Let's try what you can do" said Mr. Minto mediate the debate between his son and ex.

"But Sir-"

"Father does not want to argue Pandu," said Mr. Minto firmly.

Pandu saw Ani who put on a sad face and it made Hana cry. It is true that what a mother feels can certainly be felt by her child, especially children who are infants and drink milk from her.

"Alright sir, Pandu will follow you," Pandu replied by force.

A glimmer of smile rose on Ani's lips as it calmed the fussy Hana. She was relieved that her husband had not gone to the city leaving her with Hana in the house.

Finally Pandu followed Pak Minto to go to the surrounding village looking for work there. As Pandu waited for Mr Minto to treat the villagers at his home, Pandu sat on the terrace with a teenage boy playing his cell phone.

"You're the son of a father who's being treated, huh?" ask the teenager by sitting next to him.

"Yes. Why Mas?" ask the teenage boy.

"No, just ask. What are you doing?" ask the teenager.

"Mas don't know?" ask the teenage boy who was greeted by Pandu's headband.

"This is called social media. We can find people we know who can even know anything about them" replied the teenage boy explained to Pandu.

"really? Can I borrow it for a minute to find someone?" Pandu asked expectantly.

"Will you find someone?" ask him on Pandu.

Pandu nodded and said, "May?"

The teenager nodded to allow Pandu to use his mobile phone to find the person referred to by Pandu and handed the phone to Pandu.

"This how?" Pandu asked by showing the phone to the teenage boy who owned the phone.

The teenager took back his phone and told him how to find someone through some social media on his phone.

"Well, now I'm typing the name of the person I'm looking for. What is his name let me type," said the teenager.

"Rheina Az Zahra," Pandu replied with a glittering smile.