First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 209 Fear Hana

As long as Izam was in the treatment period, Salsa was always beside him. Even Salsa would not go to school if Izam had not attended school. He wanted to faithfully accompany Izam in his time of illness.

While Hana, at school she felt more cornered. All his friends talk about it and no one wants to play with him.

The accident happened right in front of the school so they knew the real thing. All his friends blame him for the accident that befell Izam and his grandmother to make Grandma Izam died.

All the talk was very hurtful Hana, he also did not think because his negligence was causing others to die.

"I have to how? Should I quit this school? Mothers... Hana kangen with Mom. Hannah was confused Mom... How's it going?"

Hana made a soft voice while looking at a very bright cloud in contrast to her overcast heart like a black cloud.

"Hana, let's go home."

The voice of a grown man made Hana's daydream stop.

Now he turned his attention from the beauty of the sky to the voice of the one who called out to him.

"Mr?!"

As if in disbelief, Hana sees Pandu picking her up at school.

Hana ran small towards Pandu and hugged him when he was in front of her.

"Let's go home."

Pandu took Hana's hand to walk towards her parked motorcycle in front of the school.

If only you had picked me up at that time, surely the accident would not have happened, Hana said in her heart while looking at the hand of Pandu holding her.

During this time Hana is rarely picked up by Pandu, because Pandu is working. Usually he takes public transport to the Mirna stall, because Mirna and Anita are still there. Mr Ratmo is still working.

Hana is an independent child. He himself asked that no one pick him up because he knew that everyone was busy working at such an hour. He prefers to take public transportation to Mirna stalls.

Today, Hana started going back to school. Hana has not been to school since the accident.

Hana felt so guilty that she did not want to go back to school. Moreover, the incident was right in front of his school, so he felt heavy to step his feet into his school.

Before Pandu drove Hana to school, Mr. Ratmo asked Pandu to pick her up during school hours. Pandu agreed to Mr Ratmo's request because he knew the reason Mr. Ratmo asked for it that way.

Not to mention about the death of Umi Sarifah who is still clearly remembered in Hana's head the picture of the accident that occurred before her eyes.

Because of me, it all happened because of me. I'm guilty. I caused this to happen. I caused Izam's grandmother to die and I also caused Izam to still be hospitalized.

Hana blames herself in her heart as she walks past where the accident happened.

His hand gripped firmly the hand of Pandu who was holding him.

Pandu felt a very strong grip of Hana's hand in his hand. So he turned to Hana and said,

"What's up Hana? Is something going on?"

Hana shook her head, looking as though she was scared from her movements. Hana's hand is now coiled in the body of Pandu and her head is hidden in the body of Pandu.

Pandu sighed, he understood the condition of his son who was frightened by the incident that happened to him, let alone the victim who died at that time.

Arriving at the stall, Hana immediately went down to Mirna and Anita to kiss their hands and meet her sister.

Pandu looked at Hana who was laughing to invite the Emir to play. She had not expected that a child as small as Hana could hide her sadness and fear in front of everyone.

"You want to eat first? I prepared the food."

Mirna gave a plate containing rice and side dishes to Pandu.

"Mas, Mas Pandu."

"Mas!"

Mirna again called Pandu and placed the plate containing rice and side dishes in front of Pandu.

Pandu was stunned to find the plate that Mirna had given him. And Mirna was sitting next to Pandu with a view as if she wanted to interrogate her husband.

"Eh Mir, thank you," said Pandu with a stiff smile.

"What's wrong? Why look at Hana like that?"

Mirna asked suspiciously. He knew that Pandu was hiding something from him.

"There is nothing Mir," replied Pandu as he spooned his food into his mouth.

"Mas Pandu don't have to hide anything from me, Mas, I know that Mas Pandu is hiding something from your wife."

Mirna warns Pandu sternly not to lie to him.

Wow this bad, Mirna if angry seems to be dangerous. Rhea and Ani have never been so angry with me. Should I follow him? But if you don't think it will be runyam. Where is still hitchhiking again.

Pandu said in his heart about Mirna, which only this time revealed his attitude that made Pandu become anxious.

Anita who was not far from them heard the conversation of Mirna and Pandu, she shook her head hearing Mirna behave like that to her husband.

Pantes Mbak Mirna divorced with Kyai Fariz, better Mbak Rhea go everywhere. Eh Astaghfirullahaladzim, why do I compare Ms Mirna with Mbak Rhea yes. Thankfully not too good. Could die standing me if keceplosan talking that way in front of Mbak Mirna.

Anita said in her heart as she shuddered in horror at the thought of Mirna being angry with her.

"Don't want a story?" asked Mirna who was upset at Pandu.

Pandu put back his spoon. He sighed, then he started telling stories.

"Do we need to move schools?" ask the guide to Mirna.

Anita puts down her work, she approaches wanting to know the matter about Hana.

"Eh why are you Nit here? You did the work that you did to get it done quickly."

Mirna drives Anita away when Anita has just sat down in the chair next to Mirna.

"Oh Ma'am, Anita just wants to hear about Hana. Was he in trouble at school, so he didn't want to go to school a few days ago."

Anita responds to Mirna's words to her.

"Eh, I'm Hana's mother, so let me solve my son's problems. Then this Mas Pandu is my husband, so let us talk about the matter of our son alone. You're there enough to listen to it."

Mirna pointed at the direction of the chair that was in the corner located far away from them.

Indeed, the state of the stall at that time was still quiet because it was not time for lunch, so they still had time to prepare for the needs of the stall.

Pandu again sighed to see his wife was now much different from his two ex-wives.

Is it my fault so that now I get a different wife from my ex?

Pandu asked in his heart while looking at Mirna who was nagging at Anita.

"Basic bucin! I used to say no, now......"

Anita mocked Mirna in front of Pandu and it makes Mirna more annoyed at him so she yells at Anita.

"Ofraa!"