First Love of Ustadz
Chapter 116 Misunderstanding
The young male doctor on guard in the ER contacted Dina's doctor, who was Shinta's colleague doctor Sp.OG at the hospital. Indeed doctor Fina was on duty at the time, so when the doctor Randi contacted him by telling the state of doctor Shinta who was in the ER at this time, doctor Dina immediately ran towards the ER room.
A few minutes later Rhea and Umi Sarifah came to the hospital and immediately headed to the ER room to find out Shinta's condition.
"How's Shinta doing?" Umi Sarifah asked Ustadz Fariz and Ustadz Jaki who were waiting in front of the ER room.
"Umi...," Ustadz Jaki hugged Umi Sarifah.
"Still not knowing Umi," Ustadz Fariz answered Umi Sarifah's question.
"Relax Le, we pray for the safety of your wife and her womb" Umi Sarifah said as she rubbed the back of Ustadz Jaki.
"Is there still no news of Bie?" Rhea asked Ustadz Fariz when she was in his arms.
Ustadz Fariz broke his embrace and directed Rhea to sit in the chair she had been sitting in while waiting there before her wife came.
"It's still in further examination" Ustadz Fariz said, smiling to keep his wife from worrying too much.
Ustadz Fariz knew that Umi Sarifah and Rhea were very anxious, which is why he always answered their questions as calmly as possible so that they would not get more anxious and worried.
Ustadz Jaki is still in the arms of Umi Sarifah, it seems like she was all her might not cry because she did not want Umi Sarifah to grieve because she saw her tears. Only the embrace of Umi Sarifah can calm him when he was sad all this time, when he remembered and missed his parents, the shoulders and arms of Umi Sarifah are always the back of Ustadz Jaki to get calm and comfort.
"With doctor Shinta's family?" dr. Dina comes out of the ER room and wants to see Shinta's family.
"Yes, doc" replied Ustadz Jaki who went from the arms of Umi Sarifah.
"Sorry sir, the contents of doctor Shinta can not be saved because it is still very vulnerable, about two weeks. We are sad for not being able to save him. We have tried our best, and it seems like God wills another. And please you as the husband of doctor Shinta to provide support for her, for fear that doctor Shinta will blame herself for this miscarriage," said Dina doctor gave an explanation about the state of Shinta and her future baby who is still in the womb.
Ustadz Jaki limp in speechless. His tongue was thick, his lips frozen. He just kept quiet as if he was not. It was never imagined that such an incident would happen with Shinta. They were both waiting for the presence of a child in their family. But God willed another, the baby they had been waiting for for a few months was no longer in the womb of his wife.
"Thank you doc. Then what about Shinta?" Ustadz Fariz asked representing Ustadz Jaki who looked very shocked and sad.
"Doctor Shinta is fine, it's just that I'm afraid he'll blame himself for feeling unable to keep his womb. There are so many cases like that. And Shinta's doctor often takes care of such patients as well, but sometimes he himself can not accept it even though he usually calms and explains to his patients that it is not because the mother who can not keep the womb, it is all because of the will of God. And for a while let her rest first to recover her condition and mind," Dina's doctor explained Shinta's current condition.
"Okay doc, thank you. Can we see it?" Ustadz Fariz asked Dina's doctor again.
"May sir, but after being transferred to the treatment room yes. Please register first. I'm sorry if you'll excuse me" replied Dina before leaving the ER room to return to her duties.
"Le, who is patient, yes" Umi Sarifah said as she rubbed back the back of Ustadz Jaki who was still standing staring at the door of the ER room.
"Prophe Ustadz, may soon be given a gift back by God" said Ustadz Fariz praying Ustadz Jaki.
"Amin..," the prayer of Ustadz Fariz was observed by himself, Umi Sarifah and Rhea.
"Let's take care of Ustadz's room so that Shinta can be moved quickly," Ustadz Fariz took Ustadz Jaki with him so as not to dissolve too much in his sadness.
Ustadz Jaki said he was walking when his hand was pulled by Ustadz Fariz, but he remained silent saying nothing.
Ustadz Fariz understood that Ustadz Jaki held back her tears so she could not speak, she must have been afraid that her tears would drip if she spoke.
After they take care of the room for Shinta, they return to the ER room, and it turns out that Shinta has been moved, so Ustadz Fariz and Ustadz Jaki immediately followed to Shinta's room after contacting Rhea and asking for their whereabouts.
Rhea was outside Shinta's room to wait for Ustadz Fariz and Ustadz Jaki, while Umi Sarifah was in the room waiting for Shinta who was being re-examined by Randi's doctor.
When Ustadz Jaki was about to enter Shinta's room, she ran into Randi's doctor who saw her as dislike Ustadz Jaki.
"Sorry, you're doctor Shinta's husband right? You should be able to take better care of doctor Shinta so that nothing like this happens. Surely doctor Shinta is very sad to hear that she has miscarried. I hope you can take better care of him from now on, if not," Dr. Randi scolded Ustadz Jaki, blaming him.
"If not, why Doc?" tanya Ustadz Jaki who was feeling a little emotional heard all the words from Dr. Randi.
Otherwise, I will take it from you, of course this sentence was spoken in the heart by Dr. Randi, there is no way he would have blatantly told Shinta's husband if he had loved Shinta for a long time, since they were in medical school before Shinta took specialists for his expertise.
Ustadz Jaki looked on dislike of Dr. Randi because he thought Dr. Randi liked his wife. Since being in the ER, the anxiety and views of doctor Randi on Shinta made Ustadz Jaki uncomfortable, he did not like his wife to be looked at that way by other men.
"It's okay, forget it. Excuse me" said Dr. Randi before leaving Shinta's room.
Ustadz Jaki snorted in annoyance, but he endured his frustration as Ustadz Fariz pushed his body into the room to meet Shinta.
"Le, sit here" Umi Sarifah stood as Ustadz Jaki was nearby.
"Shinta hasn't realized Umi yet?" Rhea was now making a sound after a long time she just kept quiet because she remembered herself who was about to lose her baby several times.
Umi Sarifah shook her head and said,
" Said the doctor soon Shinta will be conscious."
"Sit here, honey, you must not be too tired" Ustadz Fariz sat Rhea on the sofa next to Umi Sarifah.
Rhea just complied and sat down with Umi Sarifah and her husband on the sofa.
Ustadz Jaki's tears could no longer be contained when he kissed his wife's hand and saw her stomach, which had been their future child, but he did not know.
Shinta began to realize, her eyes blinked and her eyes were immediately fixed on her husband who was beside her was shedding tears as he kissed her hand while saying, She said,
"I'm sorry honey, sorry if I can't be a caring husband so I don't know if you're pregnant with our child. I'm sorry for not being on standby to look after you and our future son. I'm sorry.I'm sorry, dear..."
"I'm wrong, I don't know if I'm pregnant. I only found out after I slipped and felt pain in my stomach and blood flowing in my legs" Shinta's still weak voice made Ustadz Jaki turn.
"Shinta..," Ustadz Jaki was shocked to see his wife coming to her senses as she shed tears.
Ustadz Jaki immediately got out of his chair and left Shinta full of question marks. Ustadz Jaki came out because she wanted to neutralize her heart and remove her tears, because she did not want Shinta to be sad and blame herself. But Shinta was sad because she thought her husband was angry at her for failing to become the gift that God had left in her womb.
Rhea, Umi Sarifah and Ustadz Fariz approached. They wanted to see the state of Shinta who had just come to a realization.
"How are you doing Nduk?" asked Umi Sarifah while rubbing the head of Shinta wrapped in hijab.
Shinta smiled bitterly, she knew that Umi Sarifah must be sad because of the loss of her future grandchild, the most thing Umi Sarifah had been waiting for so far.
"I'm sorry Shinta Umi" Shinta's voice shook and a tear came out of Shinta's eyes.
"It's okay Nduk, the important thing is that you are safe and healthy. Maybe it hasn't been your windfall. You must try again so that God will send you back the child. Already do not grieve, you must quickly recover and immediately go home with us yes," Umi Sarifah again comforted and calmed Shinta.
But the look on Shinta's face was still clearly visible sadness, plus his eyes were looking at the door as if waiting for someone.
"My husband must have been very sad and disappointed in me Umi," Shinta's tears came back and her voice was heavy and trembling.
"Bie, what's up with Ustadz Jaki?" Rhea whispered softly in the ear of Ustadz Fariz.
Ustadz Fariz did not answer, he looked at his wife for a while, then he walked out the door to meet Ustadz Jaki.
"No Nduk, your husband won't be like that, he loves you so much" Umi Sarifah tried to calm Shinta down.
"Surely Ustadz Jaki was calling doctor Shin, he wouldn't be like that to you, just calm down," now it was Rhea's turn to calm him down.
"Ustadz why is it here? Shinta is looking for you, she is sad because she thinks you are angry and blames her" Ustadz Fariz's voice resuscitated Ustadz Jaki from her daydream.
"I just wanted to calm down for a while, because I didn't want Shinta to see me sad and tear up because I was afraid she would blame herself" Ustadz Jaki answered a question from Ustadz Fariz.
"You're wrong Ustadz. Shinta now cries and grieves because she thinks Ustadz is angry and disappointed in her. Quickly enter and do not let the wrong thought drag on, and do not let him misunderstand," Ustadz Fariz rebuked Ustadz Jaki.
Soon Ustadz Jaki entered Shinta's room and hugged his wife. Ustadz Fariz took Rhea and Umi Sarifah out of the room so that the couple could clear up their misunderstanding.
"What happened to Jaki Le?" asked Umi Sarifah to Ustadz Fariz when they were already sitting outside Shinta's room.
"It's okay Umi, it's just that Ustadz Jaki doesn't want Shinta to see her tears, she's afraid that if Shinta blames herself" Ustadz Fariz explained to Umi Sarifah and Rhea.
"But Shinta was..."
"Yes Umi, they misunderstood" said Ustadz Fariz.
Inside the room, Shinta lowered her head when Ustadz Jaki was nearby.
"Honey.I'm sorry..," said Ustadz Jaki while hugging Shinta's body.
"I'm the wrong darling, I can't be a good mother to my future child, which is why God took it back," Shinta blamed herself.
"Shink!"
