First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 101 Guilt

Rhea was holding her temple head because she felt dizzy after hearing Mirna from the chatter of Shinta and Ustadz Jaki. His body seemed to be powerless. He did not expect that Mirna who had been unfavorable to him was now feeling pain and needed the support of the closest people.

"Bie..," Rhea is shocked to hear Shinta's words about Mirna.

Ustadz Fariz held Rhea's limp from hearing news of Mirna's illness.

Ustadz Jaki and Shinta turned to the door when they heard a voice at the door.

"Rhea?!" said Ustadz Jaki and Shinta along with shocked and incredulous expressions.

Ustadz Fariz immediately held Rhea and sat in a chair near Shinta. Then Ustadz Fariz immediately took a warm drink for Rhea. And swiftly Shinta checked Rhea's condition.

"Where, what's sick?" ustadz asked Fariz frantically to see his wife silent like many thoughts, not as usual.

Rhea just smiled at her husband, because she knew for sure that her husband was very worried about her. But Ustadz Fariz knew that his wife's smile was a forced smile given to him, unlike the sweet smile that always adorns his lips.

"It's okay for Ustadz, Rhea was just as shocked as she seemed," Shinta told Ustadz Fariz.

"Really Honey?" ustadz asked Fariz to Rhea as if he could not believe what Shinta had told him.

"Yes Bie, gapapa. Not believing very much," said Rhea forced herself to laugh so that her husband was no longer worried about her.

"Is this because you heard our conversation?" now it was Ustadz Jaki who asked Rhea.

Rhea now looked at Ustadz Jaki and smiled slightly while nodding her head.

"Is that all right Shin?" now Rhea asks Shinta about Mirna's disease which she heard from Shinta's conversation with Ustadz Jaki earlier.

"I'm sorry, I can't actually tell you, but you've heard it. Indeed Miss Mirna checked herself in with a young woman, she complained of pain in her stomach. And the results of the examination he had myoma. Maybe it's been a long time, but it's only now" Shinta said hesitantly.

Actually Shinta felt bad to say it to Ustadz Fariz and Rhea, because Shinta knew if they both must be thinking about Mirna's situation now. For they are both good people and have a soft heart, not being with others. Shinta understands that and plus Ustadz Jaki justifies Shinta's assessment.

Sure enough, Ustadz Fariz was silent and seemed to be thinking. I don't know what she's thinking, Shinta just feels guilty by telling Ustadz Jaki about Mirna's situation in the wrong place.

"Bie...," Rhea called Ustadz Fariz.

Rhea also felt that her husband was shocked and seemed to be thinking about something.

Ustadz Fariz soon realized from his preoccupation with thinking and looked at Rhea who was looking at him questioningly.

"What's up, honey? You're gapapa, aren't you?" said Ustadz Fariz who was really worried about Rhea.

Rhea shook her head and gave her sweet smile.

"Is Hubby thinking about Miss Mirna?" asked Rhea doubtfully.

"No dear, it's just that I feel guilty if he's been suffering for a long time, that's all. And now I have nothing to do with him, so I can't worry about him. I'd rather worry about my wife and my son" Ustadz Fariz said with a smile and his hand rubbed against Rhea's slightly protruding belly.

"Do we need to see Bie?" ask Rhea to calm her husband.

"You ti-" Ustadz Jaki's speech was cut by Ustadz Fariz.

"I don't think I need to, sweetheart. I don't want to interfere in her life anymore because I'm afraid she'll be in our lives again. I know what he's like, so it's better to let Mr. Ratmo's family take care of him, we can only help pray so that he recovers quickly," ustadz Fariz said, looking into his wife's eyes with a smile to reassure her and holding her hands together.

"It has become the will of destiny, we cannot change it. Le, you don't have to feel guilty because when you were her husband, you didn't know Mirna's disease because she didn't feel it herself, maybe with difficulty you get the offspring was a sign. Le, you've asked Mirna to check herself out a lot, but she always refuses, so don't blame yourself. Now you just have to think about your wife and her womb" Umi Sarifah said as she walked and sat next to Ustadz Fariz and held her shoulder to calm her down.

Umi Sarifah immediately walked into the living room when she saw Ustadz Fariz taking a warm drink in a hurry. Feeling something strange, Umi Sarifah followed him immediately. It turned out that Umi Sarifah heard everything when her feet were about to step into the living room. Umi Sarifah stopped her footsteps and listened to everything from the place. And when it was felt that Ustadz Fariz blamed himself for the disease suffered by Mirna now, Umi Sarifah immediately came out and gave a speech to Ustadz Fariz.

"Yes Umi" replied Ustadz Fariz, smiling at Umi Sarifah.

"I was going to say that, it's just that Ustadz Fariz cut in when I was talking, and now even Umi said that first," said Ustadz Jaki did not accept.

"You're the most willing to talk so they don't have to think about Miss Mirna, right?" Shinta tries to guess the mind of Ustadz Jaki.

"That's all you know. Hehehe. You know very well what I think," said Ustadz Jaki who peppered the serious and tense atmosphere to relax and melt back because of his jokes.

Everyone smiled at Ustadz Jaki who had teased Shinta at such a time.

Jaki could have said that in front of a lot of people. The shinta... Shinta. Oops husband.hehehe... Shinta said while laughing amusedly in her heart.

Everything is distracted by the jokes given by Ustadz Jaki, but Rhea looks at her husband with feelings that I don't know. Afraid that her husband would think of his ex-wife again, sad to see her husband feel guilty for being suffered by her ex-husband and not willing if her happiness now that she can be lost if Mirna re-enter their lives despite not being the wife of her husband's.

Ustadz Fariz felt Rhea staring at him with a face that could not be interpreted by him. He grabbed Rhea's hand back which had missed earlier because of the arrival of Umi Sarifah.

"Honey, let's go to the room" said Ustadz Fariz as he helped his wife to stand up from her seat.

Rhea complied and walked with her husband with her husband's arms around his waist to their room.

"Basic, ngamar just like it," ledek Ustadz Jaki on Ustadz Fariz.

"It's a little bit of halalin so you can menggamar," said Ustadz Fariz back to tease Ustadz Jaki while chuckling as he walked towards his room.

"Shin, tomorrow is how the wedding is, so they can play their kayak" said Ustadz Jaki while raising his eyebrows.

"Jaki, there is Umi" said Shinta while glaring and glancing at Umi Sarifah who smiled amusedly at the behavior of Ustadz Jaki and herself.

"Gapapa, Umi seneng really have many grandchildren. Is that Umi?" Ustadz Jaki asks for Umi Sarifah's support.

"Yes, it's really good. He said he wanted a wedding dress fitting, why not leave now?" replied Umi Sarifah while reminding their plan for fitting clothes.

"Still long Umi," replied Ustadz Jaki.

"Yes who knows if there is a traffic jam later," said Umi Sarifah.

"Eh yes Jak, this is already at this hour now, we better leave now, afraid there will be a traffic jam later," Shinta agreed to Umi Sarifah's speech.

"Ck Umi doainnya ugly. He said he can't stay together for long. Later in the car there is no one else," said Ustadz Jaki who is actually lazy if told to wait at the fitting place of their clothes for too long.

"Not bad doain Le, just anticipation," Umi Sarifah recited Ustadz Jaki's speech.

"Let's go now, right what Umi said," Shinta moved from her seat and said goodbye to Umi Sarifah.

If this is the case, Ustadz Jaki can not dodge anymore, he must obey the will of women who are very dear to him.

In the room Ustadz Fariz tried to tell Rhea not to think about Mirna, because according to Ustadz Fariz the look on Rhea's face changed after she heard about Mirna's disease from Shinta.

"Darling, I know you're still thinking about Mirna. I hope you no longer think about him, because it is only a burden on your mind and will affect the development of this baby's grandpa," said Ustadz Fariz while gently rubbing Rhea's stomach and Rhea is now lying down and leaning her back on the head of the bed.

"I just feel. I don't know... What, does Hubby feel guilty for Miss Mirna too?" rhea hesitated as she looked into her husband's eyes seeking the truth of his question.

Ustadz Fariz shook his head and smiled to appease his wife.

"No, who said I thought about it? Right said Umi, I just need to think about you two," said Ustadz Fariz as his hand still rubbed gently his wife's stomach.

"That part has become a sign of destiny. Maybe God gave us such a way so that we could separate without any problems, therefore God has not given me any offspring when with Mirna. Never mind, he has become someone else for us, so we no longer need to worry about him," said Ustadz Fariz, whose hand had now turned to rub his wife's cheek.

Rhea smiled happily as she saw no doubt and lies on her husband's eyes and face when answering his question.

Ustadz Fariz grabbed Rhea's body in his arms and rubbed her back to put her to sleep.

"Rest, let's not get tired. I stay here" said Ustadz Fariz, who got a nod from Rhea before closing his eyes.

In the car Ustadz Jaki was silent, not turning on his car engine when Shinta had already boarded the car.

"Shin, should ya ride in the back? The seat next to me is empty" Ustadz Jaki said as his finger pointed at the empty seat next to him.

"And he said not to be near. I just said that I was afraid to be alone in the car for a long time. It was me sitting in the back" Shinta replied with a sweet smile that irritated Ustadz Jaki.

"It doesn't have to be behind Shin either. I've ah moved ahead here," Ustadz Jaki ordered Shinta.

"Stay sitting here or not going?" threaten Shinta with her prank.

"Waduh threatened marriage problems. You know how weak I am" said Ustadz Jaki, upset as he started his car engine and started driving it.