First Love of Ustadz

Chapter 164 The Destiny of God

"Sir, does the patient agree with this operation?" now Shinta asked Pandu who was busy with his own thoughts.

"Later try to ask again doc," replied Pandu weakly.

Doctor Dion and doctor Shinta stared at each other, then doctor Shinta nodded at doctor Dion, and doctor Dion nodded back at doctor Shinta.

"Okay sir, we await your decision. We'll excuse you first" Dion's doctor told Pandu.

Doctor Shinta nodded her head at Pandu for a farewell, then she walked along with Dion's doctor to discuss their patient.

Go inside to see his wife. He looked at his wife's faint-hearted body on the patient's bed with an infusion tube stuck in his hand.

"Mas..," Ani greeted Pandu with a faint smile as Pandu walked over to him.

"How are you doing? Is anyone sick?" Pandu approached Ani and rubbed her hair while looking at Ani's slightly pale face.

Ani shook her head accompanied by her smile which adorned her slightly pale face.

"I'm fine, Mom. Don't worry, we'll be fine. And this child will definitely be born safely. We have to take good care of her like we take care of Hana. And we should love her like Hana who is no less affectionate than us," Ani said softly while looking at Pandu's face fixedly.

Huff....

Pandu sighed to remove the crush that stifled his chest.

"You don't have to worry about that, I promise he'll get it all. Therefore I hope you will do what the doctor suggested to us," Pandu spoke softly and smiled at Ani while gently rubbing his wife's hair.

"Operation?" ani asked Pandu and was taken by Pandu.

"I'm afraid Mas," Ani replied weakly and lowered his head.

"What are you afraid of?" ask Pandu by raising Ani's chin for Ani to see.

"Everything. I'm afraid of Mas's surgery, because I haven't had Mas's surgery. Even giving birth to Hana was normal Mas, only with the help of a baby shaman. And....," Ani replied by looking into Pandu's eyes who were staring intensely at his bead eyes.

"And what?" Pandu asked about the continuation of Ani's unfinished speech.

Ani was silent, she seemed hesitant to speak. It was clear from the look on his face that his doubts and fears made him become worried.

"Money issues? Hospital fee payment?" tanya Pandu successively tried to guess what his wife was thinking.

As Pandu said, Ani nodded, confirming all the guesses from Pandu.

"And our living expenses later," Ani continued later.

Pandu sighed again and his hand that was rubbing Ani's hair moved to hold tightly to Ani's two hands to calm her down.

"You just calm down. I promise I will work anything for our living expenses later," said Pandu calming his wife.

"Are we going back to our house?" Ani asked her husband back.

Pandu released his hand which was holding Ani's hand. Then he faced the other direction while saying,

"We'll see what you're doing after you give birth and what your child's condition is after birth."

"Has Pandu not given Mas Pandu's ex-wife?" Ani asked in a soft voice and sounded sad.

"Don't talk about it now. Focus on your health and the birth of our child" Pandu replied without seeing his wife.

Surprisingly, Ani's soft and sad voice can make Pandu's heart feel pain like slashed.

Pandu turned his head, looking towards Ani whose head was still lowered. Pandu felt pity and could not bear to see Ani who incidentally his wife, mother of his children.

Pandu came back closer to Ani and sat in front of her. Then he again pointed Ani's chin to look at her.

"It's not like that, I just don't want to talk about anything other than your health and that of our son for now" Pandu replied with a fixed look at his wife's face now in front of him.

"Then after that?" asked Ani with teary eyes.

"I will try my best. Take it easy," replied Pandu again.

"Means Mas Pandu does not give up on getting back Mas Pandu's past?" Ani asked Pandu with the look on his face that was getting sadder and his teary eyes that more and more save tears.

"It's Ani, I just want calm now. Try to understand and you only need to think about your health and our children, do not think about anything else," replied Pandu with a little annoyance.

And sure enough, Ani's tears dripped with just one blink of her eye. Ani's heart was sad and hurt to hear a reality that was not directly said by her husband.

Ani understood that she could not be compared to her husband's ex-wife. Especially now his ex-wife was married by a Kyai who has Pondok Pesantren.

That woman must be great. It is only fitting that Mas Pandu cannot release it. What I am is just an elementary school graduate, Ani said sadly in her heart.

Pandu felt something strange because there was no sound from his wife. Not like he always answered. Pandu turned to him, he cursed himself who could not calm his wife and now instead made her cry.

"I'm sorry, don't cry anymore. I just want you to think about your health and that of our child. Do what the doctor says. And rest now," said Pandu while wiping Ani's tears.

In Mirna's room, the doctor was checking her. There was still Hana sitting on Anita's lap.

"Mother Mirna, we do it tomorrow. Prepare your heart, mind and body so that tomorrow can run smoothly. Pray ma'am, so that the disease does not exist again after this," said the doctor after checking Mirna's condition.

"Good doc. Thank you" replied Mirna.

Afraid, yes, Mirna was afraid. The fear was raging in his mind and heart. He was scared like the first time he did it, and now he's back.

"Hufffttt.... When should I do this? He said after the surgery, the disease would go away, why is there more?" Mirna grumbled lamenting her condition.

"Prophetically, we must pray that Mirna's disease will no longer exist after this. Just believe in what Allah has predestined. Definitely later Mbak Mirna will get the happiness that Mbak Mirna wants," Anita tried to calm Mirna.

"When? Which happiness? It feels like my happiness has been robbed by others," Mirna said Anita with sewot.

"Maybe the happiness that God has prepared for Ma'am Mirna is not the happiness that God has prepared for Ma'am. Rest assured Mbak with what will be planned by God," Anita still trying to resuscitate Mirna's mind.

"Eh Nit, is that a sleeping child? Since when?" Mirna changed the topic with Anita when she saw Hana sleeping on Anita's lap.

Suddenly Anita saw Hana who was in her lap and her head was attached to Anita's chest. Anita smiled looking at Hana who was asleep displaying a calm innocent face when seen.

"Maybe he feels like he was told the time when Mbak heard us talk earlier," said Anita while smiling at the sleeping Hana Wajab.

"You deserve Nit to be his mother" Mirna said, chuckling.

"Mbak Mirna will also be happy to see the innocent face of a sleeping child" Anita said with a smile at Mirna.

"Udah, there, turn him to his Father there," Mirna said resentfully after hearing Anita's words.

Anita also brought Hana back to her Father by carrying her carefully so that Hana did not wake up.