Double-role

CHAPTER 75 (Season 2)

The late night did not dampen Alina's intention to leave the life full of lies. The lie that for seven years danced beautifully in her sweet smile is now intolerable.

Enough is enough, a marriage that is only lived by one party will not run smoothly. There will always be tears and waves of pain whenever the past is present.

Love cannot be forced, until it happens there will be a wounded heart. Alina chose to retreat to save her feelings.

With a clear liquid line he walked towards a simple house not far from the residence of the husband. He was about to pick Raihan up and take him as far away as possible.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Alina said upon arrival.

Not long after the door opened, showing the middle-aged woman smiling warmly. Alina lowered her head slowly as their gazes collided.

"Raihan and Aqeela, just slept. Miss, are you going to pick them up?" tanyakanya.

Alina nodded softly, "Can Grandma let me in and bring Raihan?"

Grandma was approximately seventies became a confidant of the Azam family. In her twenties until now the middle-aged woman had already devoted herself.

"Is the party over? Grandma was worried, because from then on Raihan kept looking for Miss," explained the grandmother again.

"Em, thanks for taking care of them, Grandma. Then excuse me to come in," continued Alina and immediately let go.

She and her husband left Aqeela and Raihan there. Because Alina knew that at the party Yasmin would come and could have done the unwanted things to her two children.

However, all of that is far from expectations. Alina did not expect that the husband would trust the foreign woman more than his own wife.

It was enough Alina could not continue to maintain a household in which there was a third person. Nor did he want his marriage to be overshadowed by another woman, even though it was the husband's first wife.

Because their relationship begins with compulsion, Alina realizes that feeling cannot be forced. He chose to retreat and leave it all to the one above.

"Darling, let's get up, son." With a heavy heart Alina tried to wake Raihan up.

His son also opened his eyes despite the drowsiness so mastered. He narrowed his eyes to see his mother smiling sweetly at him. Next to her Aqeela also woke up and saw the connecting mother there.

"Mommy?" Call them at the same time.

"Darling, let's go" he said, cupping his little whiz's little face.

"Go? Are we going home?" ask Raihan plain.

Alina shook her head slowly while looking down briefly. No dear, we have to go" he repeated.

"Go? What did Mom say?" Now it was Aqeela's turn to ask.

Alina turned her head and immediately cupped her two round cheeks. "Will Aqeela go with Mamah?" askalanya.

Aqeela immediately let go of Alina's hand and turned her head to the side. "I don't want to go with Mom. You guys want to go anywhere, just go. I don't want an insincere mother to love me."

Unknowingly tears flowed unbearably. Alina realized that in her silence, Aqeela was holding back tears. However, he could not do anything that the girl's wish could not be contested.

Alina put a warm kiss on the top of her head and whispered softly. "Mama is very dear to Aqeela, if there is another chance hopefully we can meet."

After saying that Alina also left while holding Raihan from the simple room. Instantly the tears spilled out could not be held back anymore, Aqeela cried feeling the tightness in her chest. However, he could not get out of there when Yasmin's words buzzed in her hearing again.

"Mamah Alina just pretended to be okay. Do not be fooled by his attitude. No one is really sincere about loving their children, if it wasn't for your father, Aqeela."

"Bad friend, why should Mama leave?" ogre.

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Alina was already on her way by public bus with Raihan. The sky grew darker and silence greeted him tightly.

In the vehicle, there were only a few people who were asleep. It made the void greet more. The love that had once been in the chest could not last long.

The man he admired, the figure he always called in the do'a, turned out to only give a lie. The words on his lips are just lies. A mirage that gives illusions away from reality.

"In the end this is what happened. I went back and saved the feeling. O Allah is very concerned about the journey of the servant, but the servant believes that behind it there is good that You have prepared" he thought.

"Mom, why don't we go home? Are we leaving dad?" Raihan's question instantly awakened him from the daydream.

Alina looked down at the exact face the husband was looking up at her. He commented a gentle smile and landed a warm kiss on his wide forehead.

"Em, yeah. Forgive Mamah, dear," she said softly, her voice trembling withstanding the cries.

"Why? Do you not love us anymore? All this time Raihan always saw Mamah crying. What's the bad father to Mamah? If that's how it is, we really need to get away from Dad. Raihan does not want to see Mamah constantly crying," he said.

Alina was unable to stem the tears, the liquid fell without being prevented. He pulls Raihan into a hug and gives a deep kiss on the top of his head.

During this time he did not realize if changes in his household attracted the attention of the son. Raihan often found his mother crying alone.

He could not get close, afraid that the mother would be more hurt. The child will always stand behind the door hearing the sobs of his biological mother.

"Your apologies, you have to lose your affection. Mamah is really sorry to have separated Raihan with father," said Alina after muffling tightness in the chest.

In his arms Raihan shook his head briefly. "Wherever Mamah goes, Raihan will join Mamah. Because Raihan knows you don't really love Raihan."

As forcefully as Alina clenched her lips to hold back the sobs. He did not know the son was so sensitive to the state of his family.

His heart was so sick to hear Raihan's words. He is too busy with his own world without realizing that his son's feelings are hurt.

Alina stroked the back of her baby slowly and repeatedly kissed the top of her head. Without a word thrown out he continues to give an implicit movement that says he loves Raihan very much.