Double-role

CHAPTER 47

One missed second gives new memories, tomorrow becomes a mystery that is not necessarily his arrival. All hope is soaring that there is good after the loss of pain. Originally withered flowers still have hope of re-developing, dead plants get a second life if new seeds in the garden return.

As in Surah Al-Inshirah verses 5-6 which means: "Then indeed with difficulty there is ease." Then Allah reaffirms in verse 6, which means: "Truly with hardship there is ease."

In both verses Allah wants to say that behind something painful there is happiness in it. Sadness, laughter, happiness, injury, it is always side by side in life. So believe when you get a disaster that hurts so much, believe God will surely give you happiness afterwards. Life will continue to revolve as God wills. So do not judge, for the circumstances of each servant are not the same as each other.

In the cradle of a beautiful dream, Alina met both parents who had been missed so much. Smiles inflate on their peaceful faces and bring calm and warm hugs to each other. The aroma that had long disappeared now filled his sense of smell again, clear keristal also fell as the wind blew to accompany the family togetherness.

"Well, Dad, why am I here? Thank God, I can meet you again, I want forever with Mamah and Papah again," said Alina increasingly tightened the hold on the body of her parents.

Not long after that hug was released making the clear bead Alina stared at the two alternately. A smile expands on the mother's face ushering in the long-lost warmth. The grip of the father's hand also gives strength that for years run aground leaving solitude.

"Alina, dear. Your time hasn't come yet, son, come back there's still someone waiting for you."

Alina linked the two brows not understanding, "what does Mamah mean? Alina doesn't understand."

"Darling, this is only temporary, come back when the time has come when we will meet again."

The father's words along with those two figures disappeared in sight. Alina got up trying to reach them, but all she got was emptiness. He also remained silent in the middle of a field of flowers that spread wide throughout the eye to see. The words of his father and mother also revolved to make him aware.

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Slowly the eyelids that were originally tightly closed are now back open, a round bead as clear as dew shows itself again. The first thing caught sight of the ceiling of the foreign room, his eyeballs were rolling looking at the medical instruments next door. Pain in the left wrist and all over the body was aware of the past events.

"My baby" she screeched and felt her stomach back flat. "My baby, where did my baby go?"

The words that continue to be thrown also make the rowdy room of the hospital wake someone who had been awake. The handsome doctor in white clothes walked over, a smile expanding as the two of them clashed against each other. Relief is obvious with the face water must be present to bring happiness.

"Alhamdulillah, you finally realized, Al," he said.

"Female? Where is my baby? I want to see him."

Alina tried to get up even though the state of her body was not supportive. His muscles stiffened, making him lie down again. His brownish bead continued to look at Angga asking for explanation and hope. As a new mother, Alina is very worried when the baby is not in sight.

"Call down Alina, your baby's fine. He's very handsome, very similar to you and Azam, now he's in the nursery. Later you can meet him," explained Angga gave calm.

"Wush, you don't talk like that. Thank God, you can go through a critical period, said Doctor Zahira you have bleeding and can hardly be saved, but ... " Angga paused his words giving a sense of curiosity.

Alina looked at him expectantly and tried to get back up. This time he could go through it and sit on the bed. His gaze was still focused on Angga who had yet to open his voice again, "but what? Wh-why don't you say anything more? What the hell's going on? Da-and how long have I been unconscious?" ask Alina streak.

Angga took a breath and exhaled slowly, seeing that made Alina feel even more uncomfortable. He was sure as long as he was unconscious there had been no wearing events happening. His intuition told him to know more.

"Mas Angga," he called.

"You were unconscious for three days, after you gave birth Azam donated his blood to save you. Da-and after that ke-ke .. " Angga's speech continues to choked.

It feels like there's bile running down the throat spreading unparalleled bitterness. Alina again frowned her wide forehead impatiently hearing the next word. However, he found tears streaming down that handsome face. The instant his heart beat violently stirred the fear within. Angga's words just surprised him, Alina did not expect that Azam had saved her life

"W-what happened? Why is Mas Angga crying? And where is Azam's mas? Is she in the hospital accompanying Yasmin's mom?" alina asked in a row and leaned slightly forward.

Hearing the last question Angga turned his face unable to look at him. The pain returned when the words Alina said were not the same as reality. Angga tried to calm down and looked at Alina again, he told her the truth.

After giving birth she had severe bleeding, Zahira's doctor who handled it tried to look for blood stocks that were not in rashh sick. Erina's blood type which is fairly rare also makes medical personnel ketar ketir. Similarly, Azam who was frightened when he saw the two beads of the wife close.

"Alina's bleeding, we have to quickly get O-stocks and in the hospital there's no blood. Someone with type O-blood is fairly rare, do you have any acquaintances who have this type?" ask doctor Zahira worriedly. "Because the patient must immediately get a blood transfusion," continued the obstetrician.

Azam is confused, can't believe that Alina's blood type is the same. Fate seems to have told them to be together. "O-blood type?" Doctor Zahira nodded again, "Then take my blood, Doc. My blood type is the same as Alina's. I beg you to save him."

Doctor Zahira widened his gaze, "Then let's hurry." They also rushed into the room.

After performing the procedure to give his blood to his wife, Azam sat in silence in front of the operating room. In a limp state he was required to return to the hospital and see Yasmin when a few minutes later Angga contacted him. However, unfortunately a thousand dear first wife situation weakened until finally the azal pick up. Continuous arrows hit the target from two directions at once.

As tears flowed unbearably, Alina did not expect that Yasmin would be gone forever and would never return. Guilt and loss pervaded within, crying in silence. If on the day the baby was born into the world then that time Yasmin left the world.

"Innalillahi wa'innalillahi raji'un Ya Allah, mbak Yasmin," muttered Alina.

Angga also returned to tears to see how devastated the second wife of the friend. He understood how Alina felt now, not easily accepting the harsh reality that came so quickly. Alina did not believe when she opened her eyes again, the best person in her life went back to mercy.