
Vaguely consciousness began to take control of self. Dawas opened his eyes again after fainting for several hours. He found himself in bed at his residence, the Zulfan mansion.
His three children and son-in-law and grandchildren were also present there. His brown eyeballs rolled at them one by one, until his gaze stopped at the first grandson.
His frail body trembled strongly withstanding the sudden cries. Zaidan hurried over and grabbed the grandfather.
He whispered words of victory made the Zulfan elder calm down a little. Dawas sat leaning on the head of the bed and looked back at his family.
One object attracted attention, the figure was standing right in front of the bed next to the wife of Zaidan. Seeing the direction of his gaze, Alina told Calvin to approach, without hesitation or rejecting him.
Dawas looked up to see the familiar face was sticking clearly next to him. Zaidan led Calvin to a wooden chair next to the bed.
"Who are you really?" ask Dawas hoarse.
The letter returned to greet the memory. Dawas shook his head again watching Calvin look like Calia.
Witnessing the confusion of his father, Farraz approached and sat down on the edge of the bed. He understood so many questions about his head. However, reality must be kept in mind.
"Dad." Call Farraz to invite Dawas' attention.
The elder Zulfan turned to look at the water full of haru. The two eyebrows intertwined as his first son nodded his head.
"He ... Calvin Zulfan, Dad. Although his name is Calvin Alfero, there is still Zulfan's blood flowing in him. She's your granddaughter, too, Dad .. Calia's father and mother's second child."
Hearing the explanation, both eyes widened wide. His heart was too tight to know the astonishing facts.
"W-what are you saying? You're Calia's mother's only child, "sadly.
From there Farraz told me everything that had happened over the years. Neither Dawas nor his two younger siblings thought that the elder had another son from the first wife.
Tears cannot be blocked and just flow. Like a dagger, his heart felt torn so hard.
Dawas felt pain and did not expect that Calia hid Fawaz's whereabouts. The boy never felt the affection of his father. Until his breath stopped blowing his second son was unknown to the father.
Regret grows stronger as his net turns to Calvin. The young man next to her developed a smile. I don't know what that clear meaning is like giving a thorn in the heart of Dawas.
"He was the only son of Fawaz Zulfan. They deliberately do not use the clan, because they do not want to deal with us. Do you remember ten years ago when a teenage boy came to this mansion and asked Dad for help?"
Dawas lowered his head as his memories spun to ten years back. It was clear in his head how he had openly cast out and insulted Calvin who wanted his mercy.
Now Dawas was truly sorry, then nodded his head in conformity with the words of the son. Farraz took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Talking about it is like opening an old wound again.
He tried his hardest to hold the stuffy in the chest. Moana patted him on the shoulder several times until the owner looked up. They throw smile at each other.
"He ... Calvins. At that time Calvin asked Father for help to help his father, Fawaz. However, Dad-"
"However, after my grandmother died I ventured to show myself" Calvin snorted softly as he lifted the corner of his lips. "Even you say I am a beggar not knowing myself."
"That's enough for me the humiliation you're putting up. I will not bear Zulfan behind my name. Because all this time my existence has never existed" said Calvin.
Dawas grew sobbing when he found out his wife and second son were gone forever. Fawaz Zulfan, his whereabouts are unknown.
When he separated from Calia, Dawas was no longer in contact with her. As if in the swallow of the earth, the existence of the first wife is forgotten.
Dawas too uphold the position of the family does not want his honor in the nodai. He even gave up the happiness of a small family for the good name of Zulfan.
Dawas never realized if there was a wound growing in his wife's heart. Calia hopes her husband can prevent her departure.
However, Dawas still prefers to maintain a large family. The decision to split was the hardest decision Calia had ever made.
"Grandmother also said she loved her husband, Dawas Zulfan. However, Grandma said no need to relate to you anymore, because it only causes injuries. You know how hurt Grandma was when she talked about the good times of her wedding?"
"Grandmother smiled widely with tears flowing, as if telling a fairy tale that never happened. Well, it's true the end of the story of a woman named Calia .. ended horribly. Even in her last seconds grandma hoped you'd come and know where dad is."
"However, rice has become porridge there is nothing to regret," said Calvin at length.
Silence welcomed his words into the air streaming endless tears. Dawas wept even more considering his long-dead first wife.
Alina who heard and witnessed the fanfare in the husband's family realized something. If his existence is not approved it is due to the elder's past.
Calia is just like her, a single parent who marries a descendant of a residing person. However, Alina regrets that her love should be sacrificed.
"I will never follow in the footsteps of Grandma Mas Zaidan. I will keep this household. Hopefully with the revelation of the truth, elder Zulfan can accept my existence," he said in his mind.
Seeing his father's plight so bad, Farraz patted him on the shoulder several times. The owner looked up to show his wet old face.
"Grandfather, I'm sorry I doubted you first. Grandpa's really sorry." Dawas continued to concoct apologies while looking at Calvin.
The man smiled as he looked back at the grandfather. "If you are sorry, repent."
The words hit the target, Dawas like slapped invisible hand for the second time. His grandson said the same thing so that he could repent and confess his guilt to God alone.
"That's what I want. I studied religion because Ms. Alina made me aware too if ... Allah is Most Merciful, Most Merciful." Calvin rolled his eyeballs at the smiling Alina.
Dawas was confused, his head turned to look at his daughter-in-law's granddaughter. Where she goes, Alina's shadow will remain. The woman's existence reminded her of Calia who was of the same status, like scraping old wounds, the pain increased sharply.
"Calia .. forgive me," Dawas thought regretfully.
...Seriate......