Double-role

CHAPTER 21

Love comes to whom it wills. Sometimes it contains pain, wounds and tears. However, it is not uncommon to bring happiness. The moment the wound came was only tears as a form of escape. There is nothing wrong with feeling, but sometimes it comes unprepared.

In the garden of the hospital Alina was sitting next to one of the doctors there. The gray cloud disappeared, changing the twilight that came. A torrent of orange gushing through the sky shows a very beautiful painting of God.

Alina quietly crept her stomach slowly and then rubbed it slowly. The cramp came as a surprise to him after the incident. Maybe because of the surprise of the baby in the womb also had an impact.

"What do you want to talk to me about?" alina asked immediately when the man had not said anything after taking her.

Angga let out a long breath and exhaled slowly. The object of his attention could not be separated from the green leaves in front. The shadow of the past spinning quickly made him nostalgic. He looked at Alina who was doing the same thing. It took more courage for him to say that. He knew that the woman sitting next to him was the second wife of Azam. A man who has been his best friend for years.

"I am Angga, Azam and Yasmin's friend. I don't blame you in this situation. I want to thank them for helping them. Azam and Yasmin are my best friends. I've looked at them like my own brothers. Azam loved Yasmin very much, at the beginning of their first meeting I already knew that the man fell in love at first sight. I can't believe the feeling can come so fast. However, as time goes by Azam's feelings intensify after knowing the two families are working together. From there Azam immediately proposed to Yasmin indiscriminately, even though they were still studying S1. I know how much Azam loved Yasmin. But-" there was a moment's pause, Angga was suppressing his heartbeat which was suddenly throbbing. Those days made him realize that something was happening to his best friend.

He did not know what Azam was really feeling. "Without knowing it sometimes treats Yasmin like everyone else. The movement was indeed faint and Yasmin was unaware of it, but I knew. Since I was 15, I have been friends with him. I can understand what Azam's character is like. However, Azam clearly loved Yamsin very much."

The words of love that were repeatedly thrown froze Alina. Both slender hands lifted up then hugged his slightly bulging stomach. It protects the baby from feeling tight in the chest. There was something in his mind that said, "it could have been just an accident yesterday. Pregnancy won't make Azam change."

Pregnancy hormones have a rapidly changing psychological effect. Alina pressed her fingers trying to relieve the pain. He realized that after all Yasmin could not be replaced. Including by himself.

Alina looked down at the small bulge on her lower abdomen. There is a new life growing. Occasional small movements stirred the heart. As a prospective mother Alina is very happy to feel this way.

However, the fact says that the good memories of yesterday only happened in the blink of an eye. The pseudo happiness that occurs gives the illusion of endless. Pleasure while ushering in the imagination estuary of lies.

The kindness and attention given by Azam invites a new lara. Alina was silent digesting the words of Angga. There was an invisible wound trying to appear in the deepest recesses of Alina's heart, how reality slapped her so strongly.

"I knew. I know so well, without you telling me. Just by seeing them love so much. There is not even the slightest room for others."

Alina's reply made Angga turn his head. There was a trace of fear as well as a clear painted wound in his nettle. Alina tried hard and showed that she was okay.

"I didn't mean to provoke you or anything. I just don't want to hurt you too deeply. I know Yasmin-" Angga paused his sentence again. "What told you to marry Azam, right? And now you're pregnant with her child?"

Without feeling the tears dripping quickly astonished the man.

"I-I'm really sorry. I-I didn't mean to hurt you."

Alina roughly rubbed the traces of clear liquid on both cheeks and tried to singleness smile, even though it was bitter.

"It's okay, you're innocent. Everything you say is true. Thank you for telling me. Now I'm aware of my position."

After saying that Alina got up from sitting without saying another word. Together with the afternoon wind that blows fly the hijab width. The little shoulder tried to support the weight again. Alina could only bury her feelings with the situation that was happening.

"I should have known that Azam never really loved me. He did it as a responsibility as a husband. What do I expect from this wedding?" Benak Alina and back down on her stomach. "Darling, can we hold on? Mama will fight with all her might for our happiness."

Only his little angel was able to comfort his current feelings. "God is never wrong in giving a test. I have to believe that behind this God is preparing the best. I'm sure!!" continued again.

While behind his back, Angga continued to pay attention to Alina then rubbed her face riled up. He did not expect if the marriage of the friend he had built for almost 4 years was attended by others.

He also did not expect that now the second wife of Azam was pregnant with her seed. He believes that the only person Azam loved was Yasmin.

"Women's presence is not without reason. The destiny that Allah sketches out is indeed extraordinary. Somehow my hunch was saying that Azam's second wife was the one who had been - "" Angga hung up her sentence and leaned against the park bench and looked up.

The sky slowly changed color. Darkness began to come and swallow the gray cloud that faithfully accompanied. Occasionally the wind came rushing across his smooth face. Angga did not expect to be part of the complicated journey of his best friend's wedding.

"I can only hope for some good for the three of them," he muttered expectantly.

Destiny will come to the owners of their stories. Episode after episode that continues to run will definitely give an end. Whether it's fun or not, everything has become God's provision. His decision and His choice are the best. There is nothing wrong with the wounds coming. Because after that there must be a smile of happiness.

Can only be patient and leave everything to the One Above. Because God knows what is best. The story will continue no matter what. Destiny Suratan will connect to the path that has been determined. Go and follow where the current will take you. Arrive at the port and the end of the journey.