Double-role

CHAPTER 121 (Season 2)

The bond of love between mother and child will continue to be woven until at any time. The roar of anxiety rises when you hear the baby who was born with a full body soul has an accident.

It was like half a life had disappeared, just like what Alina was feeling. He pulled over on the park bench behind the hospital looking up at the sky so bright.

Behind its beauty ushered a heartache into the self. Tears flowed unbearably, he cried alone regretting his stupidity.

"If I hadn't let go of his embrace and put Raihan on the couch, this might never have happened. O God I just felt happiness, why should it be like this?"

"Astaghfirullah, Alina you should never blame any destiny of Allah. Astaghfirullah adizm ... Astaghfirullah adizm ... Astaghfirullah adizm." He continued beristighfar then ducked and pressed his chest that felt pierced.

"What am I doing? I've failed to be a mother and made Raihan an accident. I could have hugged in front of the boy and become like this. What have I done? Alina you really don't deserve to be a mother." Alina continued to blame herself for the events that befell the son.

He cried and continued to cry no matter if the people who went back and forth in the garden looked at him. The tightness in his chest was so strong that there was an invisible hand squeezing his heart.

It hurts more than seeing her husband cheating on her and even getting remarried. It was more painful to know if the husband still had not completely forgotten the past.it was more poignant to realize that Azam had never loved him.

Very sick and very sick, his feelings as a mother shattered when he knew the condition of the child he had born. One that he knows if their circumstances are different, he must divide his time between his son and his new husband.

He also looked a lot at what was happening to him now.

"Did I just cancel a new wedding this day? I've just tried to open my heart again and have accepted Zaidan as my husband. But why is everything so messed up? Oh, God, what else is this?"

"Hamba believes there will be a payoff" raced Alina in the park.

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The clock kept turning, the day was getting late and the night was approaching. After spending time in the park behind the hospital, Alina decides to stay silent at a nearby mosque. He carried out his duty and prayed to God for healing for Raihan.

In the sense that his condition had somewhat improved, he also tried to return to the room of the baby. The footsteps felt so heavy as they reached the third-floor hallway.

Silence greeted only a few nurses back and forth and greeted him at a glance. Alina's clear brown netra stopped on an empty bench that a few hours ago was filled by some of her acquaintances. But now there is no one.

Alina rushed to the door called space. The small glass that connects the outside and inside shows the condition of the baby.

The door opened slowly Alina entered and immediately smothered her mouth tightly when she saw Raihan's condition. The eight-year-old still hides the bead behind her petals.

The round head was surrounded by white bandages covering the wound. The infusion hose stuck in his small wrist added to the pain in the heart of the mother.

The bruises and several blisters in an instant the body further broke Alina's feelings. He walked frailly closer and could not hold back tears.

He then sat down on the chair next to the bed and looked closely at the condition of his baby.

"Darling," he called me soft.

The finger was stretched out lentik fingers grasping warm little hands Raihan. Alina's cold feeling made her continue to channel warmth.

"Dear to wake up, son. This is Mama, honey. Mamah is sorry for making Raihan like this. You can't lose you, honey. Mamah is really sorry," he said in a hoarse and raucous voice.

Alina also landed her wide forehead on the back of the hero's hand. He cried again and sobbed slowly.

"Mommy?" Hoarse voice greeting.

Raihan turned his head to look at the mother who was hiding her face. Hearing the call Alina was silent stiff and lightning fast looked up.

His trembling body leaned forward with his left hand rubbing the top of Raihan's head. "Darling, are you conscious?"

Raihan only winked as a sign of answering the mother's question. Alina immediately called the doctor and not long after the man in white clothes arrived there.

With anxious expectation Alina waited until the examination was over. He hugged himself trying to calm down with all the restlessness.

"How's my son doing, Doc?" he asked immediately after the doctor examined Raihan and they spoke outside the room.

"Your son had a concussion, there was bleeding inside his head, also his right bone was fractured. We still have to examine it further so that there are no more internal injuries on his body. Hope you can take care of your son. Because I saw my mother's son go through trauma after the breakup."

"A few hours ago before we took action, the mother's son was screaming hysterically and crying a lot. Has he been confronted with events that traumatized him?" ask the doctor named Ghadi Akbar.

Alina stared, her whole body stiffened hearing the words of the doctor. He could not answer anything, because too many events came into his life.

"A few months back my husband and I separated. We got divorced because so many things happened to our family."

"Is Raihan there when you fight or fight?" ask Dr Ghadi again.

The pediatrician also learned about psychology. He knows what the movements of someone who has experienced trauma, depression, and so forth.

Alina shook her head a few times. "I was thinking if Raihan didn't know we were fighting. However, I recently found out if he was observing what happened to his father and mother."

"Do you have someone else in your life?" ask him for the umpteenth time.

Alina nodded her assent, "Today I remarry."

"What is your new husband a good man?"

"He was very kind and attentive to my son" explained Alina.

"Maybe the condition affects the mind of his little child. He who is accustomed to living with biological parents must be faced with different conditions. At his age who still thinks of playing and playing, required to understand the circumstances of his father and mother."

"The shock can interfere with the mental state of the child, especially if the child's condition cannot immediately accept, then. Parental divorce does have a lot of impact, especially on children, you and your ex-husband must work together to restore the mental of your child."

"Because after all the affection of biological parents is more needed for the baby. My advice you should talk to his father also regarding the condition of the patient. If you've decided the best then it will have an influence on your son's condition as well."

"I'll excuse you then. If there's anything call me immediately." After saying at length the doctor left nothing.

Alina sat in the waiting chair with her gaze pointed downwards. Doctor Ghani's words continue to revolve in hearing. Until whenever also his relationship with Azam will remain attached, especially there is a child in their midst.

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