Double-role

CHAPTER 61 (Season 2)

The rain came down to accompany the restless heart. The thunder of the earth gives light to each other with its terrible light.

The heart of a wife who is not broken when the husband is still overshadowed by the past, especially the feeling is still attached. It was destroyed, like a ship in a storm. It was as if nothing could be saved.

Only the teardrops did not meet to be a silent witness to how crumbling and painful the heart of an Alina. She continued to realize that the time spent with her husband Azam was just an illusion.

The hope of being together forever with happiness is dashed in the middle of the road. Feelings are not easy to take for granted, especially true love. No matter how much time passes to forget it, still the feeling is not easily eliminated.

Memories at the beginning of the marriage again present presents astonishing facts. If love had never been there for him. Alina survives alone and thinks Azam has returned her true love.

"I can't replace Yasmin. Even though Yasmin is gone for good, there is still a special room in Azam's heart, and I? I don't have any confidence in getting his heart completely. Maybe Azam just thinks of me as a connecting mother for Aqeela and someone he needs in times of need. Oh Allah is very sick, can you endure?" lirihnya hold the pain.

Cruel, that one word swirled in the head. She was alone and crying without anyone understanding and knowing how tears flowed unbearably. He was pulled back from a world that provided temporary happiness.

Alina could only resign when she found the husband still could not accept it completely. Painful matters, continue to shadow the same as the marriage he lived in the beginning.

The past that he tried to close was sticking to the surface, his presence could not be prevented or denied. All of them metamorphosed into other forms and added to the deep wounds.

You can only be patient and leave everything to God. Because he believes behind the test there is good in it. Because not always the storm will continue to fall, and not forever the rainbow appears. Both take time to get away at the right time.

"I can't give up, until whenever I'll never let anyone mess with our household. If there has been no word of separation from Azam mas I will be at the forefront of the guard for the good of our children" Alina said in silence.

In the corner of the room Azam still pegged in place. His two large beads looked at the fragment of figura lying not far from him.

There was pain greeting the heart so quickly, he clenched his hands tightly while closing his eyes tightly.

"I've mishandled marriage .. I don't know what to do, but I clearly see the shards .. I feel pain," she murmured alone.

...***...

The next day, like nothing, the little Zabran family enjoyed breakfast together. As in previous days Aqeela and Raihan were most active in building warmth there.

As parents, Alina and Azam try to appear as good as possible to hide the facts. They did not want Aqeela or Raihan to know the situation of his parents.

"Mom, Dad, soon, will be my eighth birthday. I want to eat with you guys in simple terms" Aqeela reminded.

Alina and Azam were shocked to stare at their first daughter in silence. The little girl's brows furrowed inexplicably over the response given.

"Have you forgotten my birthday?" tanyanya.

"A-ah, it's not like that, honey. Mom and Dad-"

"We're going to have a party at home, Dad's going to invite your brothers and friends to celebrate together, how about?" cut Azam fast.

Aqeela's soot beads widened, a fluffy smile revealing her neat row of milk teeth. He nodded enthusiastically impatiently the time wanted to pass quickly.

"Qeela agrees!" reply spirit.

Alina just smiled saying nothing. Raihan is happy to welcome his sister's birthday party.

A few moments later they finished breakfast, the father and the two children prepared to leave to continue the activity.

Although it was far from the bottom of his heart, he desperately wanted to disappear and thought of nothing. However, he must not be selfish and destroy the togetherness of his two children.

"I must be strong for Aqeela and Raihan. I can't see them growing up without intact parents .. I don't want them to be like me" her monologue in mind.

"Mom, we go first" sambarAqeela surprised.

Alina flinched then reached out and greeted the princess warmly, then alternated with Raihan.

Until Azam stood right in front of him, without returning the gaze of the husband Alina immediately dive into it.

Aqeela who was already in the yard saw the scene, "there is something going on between Mamah and Dad, but what is it?" his mind.

Unlike usual Alina just lined them up until the living room. After leaving her husband's car she immediately closed the door and let out a long sigh of tightness in the chest.

"Efforting to look okay is hard, but it's better than having to show sadness. I have to be strong then everything will be good" muttered Alina.

Along the way to school, Aqeela continued to look at the father who was driving from the back seat.

The cold face of his father is a concern that has continued to interfere. He did not want anything to happen in his home, especially to his mother.

"Dad, did you have a fight with Mom?" tanyanya fast.

Azam was silent for a while and could not immediately answer the question of his late wife's daughter. From the rearview mirror above his head he saw the look in Aqeela's eyes full of questions. He turned his attention in another direction as Yasmin's shadow perched in memory.

Aqeela was so similar to the first wife, she loved her first daughter with all her heart. Azam also rolled his eyeball back on the glass to see Raihan and guilt just left him.

"No, we didn't fight" he replied briefly.

"Then why do I see you guys are not as usual?" ask Aqeela again.

"Maybe mamah is cape .. You and Raihan must take good care of mamah, well," he said.

"Raihan will protect and protect you. Don't worry, Raihan won't make you cry" Raihan continued.

Hearing Azam's son's reply felt his heart pinch. Even his teenage son had straightforward thoughts, while he could only incise deep wounds.

However, what is the power of one's feelings can not be dismissed just like that. The feeling came by itself without being prevented, his presence could not be expected to make him complacent.

"Em, I'm trusting you guys" she replied later.

Aqeela just kept quiet without answering anything else. He realized that the change from his parents was so significant. As a princess who had been raised by Alina, she was completely attached to her mother.

The feelings of the mother and child cannot be taken for granted. Aqeela loved Alina as much as her mother. Because from the baby Alina who has replaced Yasmin.

Diseases that have taken away the health of their mothers have eroded their time together. Aqeela does not want anyone to hurt Alina, including her own father.

"I'll always be next to you, no matter what," he thought again. The feeling of a child towards the mother is so sincere and sincere.