Double-role

Double-role
CHAPTER 186 (Season 3)



In each breath there is only the name of the idol who sniffed. Convincing yourself to open your heart again is a wise decision.


Pain does not always invite tears, time will replace it with a smile of happiness. That's how the wheels of life work, there are times and there are times when stories change.


Dark stories become the past and bring learning. There is nothing to be sorry about, for God has brought something for a reason.


The whining of a one-month-old baby at the Zaidan family's small residence disturbed the mother's long sleep. Alina opened her eyes and found a burly arm hugging her from behind.


Slowly, she let go of her husband's hand and got out of bed. He walked to the baby box where his little daughter was crying.


"Darling, are you thirsty?" he said softly and then carried Zenia into an embrace.


Alina walked towards the single sofa near the bedroom window. The view of the capital immediately spread clear, how tall buildings look beautiful with lights lit inside.


After Alina gave birth and lived for a few days in the Arfa mansion, Zaidan decided to buy an apartment in the middle of the capital. It was done so that the company where he worked close to where they lived, to make it easier for the head of the family to go home.


Zaidan could not leave Alina with his two children for so long. Everyone who knew the reason could only nod in understanding. The man loved his wife very much, and they were very happy.


"Slowly, Honey. I won't take it from you" Alina whispered softly to Zinia. He smiled brightly feeling amused by his own words.


The clear and round eyeballs looked at him. Alina smiled, rubbing the top of Zenia's head with a thin mane.


"What did you just say, honey?"


The heartbeat is too fast when suddenly the hoarse voice nan in greeting the sense of hearing. Alina looked back slowly and found her husband smiling softly.


"Dear-Dad? You awake?" tanyanya nervous.


"I wake up, because you are not beside me" he lamented like a child. Alina simply developed both corners of her lips while shaking her head slowly. He went back to the princess who still saw him in silence.


"Why not suckle her in bed?" ask Zaidan back.


"I want to see the scenery," Alina replied without distracting.


Feeling ignored, Zaidan grinned widely and then without any cue directly carrying Alina. The wife was suffocated in shock and hugged Zinia tightly.


"W-what are you doing Mas? How about I drop Zinia?" surprised.


"I'm sorry, honey, but I can't get away from you."


What a ridiculous reason, Alina thought. He only resigned when Zaidan brought him back to bed.


Zaidan carefully sat his wife and little daughter there. Alina took a breath and exhaled slowly and leaned back to the head of the bed.


She kept silent making her husband uneasy, Zaidan clasped Alina's right hand tightly.


"I'm sorry, honey. I'm just .. em, I'm really sorry," said Zaidan, feeling guilty for his actions earlier.


Alina raised her head watching the husband bow. He couldn't help but laugh, glad to have pulled it back.


At once Zaidan was conscious and looked up again. Both of her eyes widened watching Alina hold back the laughter to make her body tremble.


"Darling, you prank me, Dad?"


Alina still tried to hold back the laughter and said. "I'm sorry I was surprised earlier."


He stared at the ceiling of the room with a sleeping lamp as a light. Amidst the warmth created, he smiled with relief at the happiness that kept coming crashing.


Not long after that he felt the top of his head being gently stroked. His eyelids slowly closed hiding the iris behind it.


"I'm sorry I laughed at you." The welcoming subtle sound made Zaidan open his eyes.


Their eyes met, locking on to each other expressed their deepest feelings through the eyes.


"Em, it's okay. I'm also sorry to startle you" Zaidan replied.


Her burly hand was stretched out warmly cupped to the cheek next to Alina. The owner closed his eyes enjoying the caress of the husband's thumb.


"You are a great woman, dear," Zaidan said.


Alina's eyes opened again, watching the perfect crescent arch beneath her. "No. .. none of this has become my duty as mother and wife."


Zaidan shook his head a few times. "No, but you're really great. You're a very special woman, honey. I'm really lucky to get you."


"Didn't forget, I've been married and failed before. I am lucky to be with you. A woman like me"


"Shut, don't humble yourself, honey. In my eyes you are very special, whether you are married or not. Because I love you for who you are. Not because there's anything" Zaidan said again.


Alina was speechless, every time her husband expressed feelings he was always carried away. Zaidan continues to treat her like a queen who must be guarded with all her soul.


That luck sometimes made Alina feel insecure. He was afraid to disappoint Zaidan about his status at that time.


In the midst of the confusion, Alina was suddenly surprised by the actions of her husband. Zaidan kissed his lips in making him wide.


"Don't think shit. I know what you're thinking, don't be like that, honey. I ... don't want to see you sad or crying. I feel like I failed if I got you that way" Zaidan said, developing a genuine smile.


He cupped his wife's two warm cheeks until they looked at each other again. "You've known my life all along .. I've never been in love with a woman until this. That's why you're special, honey. You are the true owner of my heart."


Alina was surprised to see the sincerity and honesty of the husband. His soft lips curved perfectly into the words of Zaidan.


"Thank you." That was all Alina could say.


Zaidan again smiled and pulled his wife's head slowly to give her a deep kiss. "I love you so much" he said again.


Alina nodded in understanding. "Em, I love you too."


The words of love are still stirring, the marriage of those who want to step on three years is always given happiness.


Although there are tests in it, but Alina and Zaidan consider it as a household spice. They are aware that trials, tests, problems, will always come as the breath is still blowing.


Both also believe that behind it all God wants to give good again and again. Living together and trusting each other is enough to be the foundation of their relationship.


Alina who had failed did not want to repeat the mistake for the second time. The dual role she is currently acting in is an invaluable gift.


There were husbands, children, parents, extended families, and friends who had been considered brothers, was enough for him.


Alina felt complete with just them alone. His relationship with his ex-husband has also been very good until they are like a big family.


...Seriate......