Double-role

CHAPTER 122 (Season 2)

Like a stone overwritten by tons of weight, Alina's shoulders get a very heavy load. He was shocked to find his baby traumatized.

The innocent child must bear the pain of the behavior of his parents. Alina did not entirely blame Azam, however she was also guilty.

The child is the care of the creator who must be guarded and protected wholeheartedly. Giving her love and affection is a parent's job, but Alina thinks she has failed to give it all.

He is too confident and considers what he has done so far to be true. He did not know if a second marriage could have a tremendous impact on the child.

In the midst of busy thinking about all the problems that occur at this time, Alina was surprised by the arrival of someone.

"Aline?" The voice made him look up to find another white-clothed man.

"Mas Angga?" Call her back.

Seeing that limp face Angga frowned his sharp brows and just sat down next to him. "What are you doing here?" tanyanya.

"Oh yeah, just yesterday I was working in this hospital and now .. I'm on night shift duty. Congratulations on your marriage, wait .. shouldn't you still be on your honeymoon? Why are they in the hospital? Who's sick?" tanyanya.

Alina snorted softly and smiled weakly. "I just found out that Mas Angga is so curious."

Angga just scratched the back of his clumsy head and waited for Alina's next answer. "Raihan .. accident."

"WHAT?" quickly shouted.

Alina also told me all the events. Starting from Raihan's meeting with Azam, the attitude of the baby in the morning, he hugged right in front of the eyes of his own son, until the terrible incident occurred.

"Said Doctor Ghani, Raihan suffered trauma as well. It's all my fault that I can't take care of him properly. I'm a very bad mother .. I can't protect her well. I'm a useless mother." Alina continued to blame herself.

"Syut, hey Alina, you don't blame yourself. You're an amazing mother, already struggling so hard to give your best to Raihan."

"As long as I know you .. I understand how a mother struggles, especially with the unstable condition of the household. Because my mother used to experience something similar like you. Mom ... saw dad cheating and stayed on until his breath blew for the last time."

"After seeing your determination to find out the truth about what happened to your family and decided to part with Azam ... I was thinking why did you not go away from you and leave you instead of having to be tormented to death? Because I think leaving the source of the pain is the best option."

"Look at you just like I saw mom. So, Alina you do not blame yourself, what has happened is not because you are wrong, but. Allah knows what is best for you" Angga said at length.

Alina was again surprised and did not expect if the man who had been considered like his own brother was experiencing similar things.

"I used to have depression too. Because I know my father and mother often quarrel too .. unbeknownst to my mother I saw my father making out with other women at home. I'm angry, hateful, and don't think he's my father anymore."

"I had a chance to blame myself and had an accident as well, but ... do you know?" Angga paused his story and looked up at the ceiling, while Alina was still silently listening.

"Thanks to the accident, my father and mother worked together to heal me, even though my dark relationship was still going on. However, I was grateful in front of me that they behaved like parents who loved and forgave each other."

"From there I learned to forgive and accept all circumstances, if .. life would not be forever above laughter, but the blessings of suffering bring happiness."

"Mas Angga is a good boy. Despite being in the midst of a devastating shock, Mas could prove to everyone that .. the child of the toxic family was able to stand on his own feet. Now that Mas has become a doctor must be a proud father and mother of you," reply Alina looked at him fixedly.

Angga snorted softly and smiled wider. "I hope so, but before getting the title of doctor the mother was called first by the creator, while the father .. I do not know where else she is."

Alina's mouth opened slowly in disbelief hearing her speech. "I'm sorry, but .. I'm sure up there Mas's mom is smiling proudly to see her son succeed." The head was looking up.

"And one day Mas's father could also be conscious and regret his actions."

"Em, I hope so. So, for now you have to work with Azam for Raihan's recovery. I'm sure he'll heal quickly, forget the past, forget what happened to you. Be a little selfish for the kindness of your children. Because Raihan at first did not know what happened to his parents," Angga advised.

Alina nodded quickly. "Mas is right, thank you for the amazing advice and story. I'm sure .. I can do it all for Raihan."

"I'm glad to hear that, then I should get back on duty. Well, you really take up my time." Angga got up from sitting while looking at the circular watch on his left wrist.

Alina chuckled softly at him, "Mas himself is sitting here."

Angga giggled, "Alright then I'll check on some patients and will return to see my body when I'm done."

"Yes, go." Alina scooped her chin forward and gently kicked him away.

Angga only nodded briefly then smiled gently and after that left from before Alina.

After Angga left, Alina returned alone. The words of the cancer specialist continue to ring in the sense of hearing.

Not long after Zaidan came and sat to his left. Alina looked at him softly and tears came back.

Zaidan wiped it off slowly and gave a warm smile. He then put a soft kiss on the top of his head.

"Hey, don't cry, honey. I've heard everything. True what Doctor Angga said, if you have to work with Azam for the recovery of Raihan," he said.

Both of Alina's beads widened perfectly, "is Mas okay?"

"I'm okay, honey. Because Raihan is my son after all. I want him to heal as he is. I'm also sorry I didn't notice it and made it an accident. I-"

"Mas is not wrong. I was also less careful in watching him."

"For that from now on you and Azam should do their best. Show Raihan that you love him so much. I'm sure Raihan's condition will definitely be much better."

Alina just nodded and was grateful to be able to be reunited with a man as good as Zaidan. He understands their current condition.

...Seriate......