Double-role
CHAPTER 181 (Season 3)
The stillness is created letting the chaos in the shadows take over. Yesterday became a story that cannot be repeated, today gives a different story, and tomorrow its existence invites mystery.
No one knows how and how the surprise came. God always gives every servant a surprise.
Episode after episode of life like an unpredictable television drama. The flow forward and backward should reveal gratitude for what is given.
The Dawas are still stuck in the memories of the past. The reality again slaps strongly if there is any other life he has ever left behind.
"Take me to the graves of Calia and Fawaz" he said.
Everyone could not resist and hurriedly prepared a vehicle to take the elder to the final resting place of his wife and second child.
The slippery roads after the rain made the Zulfan family troupe cautious. Zaidan turned to the rearview mirror above his head to watch the grandfather.
Alina who was sitting next to him patted him on the shoulder slowly. Zaidan turned to find the crescent moon arch there.
"Mas has done his best, everything will be fine" Alina whispered softly, Zaidan only nodding his head in response.
About four hours drive, they arrived at a foreign place. Calvin walks in front of his family to meet the graves of his grandmother and father.
A field of land about two hundred square meters became their stopping place. Calvin was standing right next to the two tombs that were the only ones there.
He turned to Dawas who was looking at him as if demanding an explanation. "This is the tomb of father and grandmother" he said.
In the middle of the gray clouds, surrounded by weeds, in the puddles of red, wet, muddy soil, and the wind blowing strong defense Dawas disappeared instantly.
The body of the elder Zulfan was shaken and almost fell if Zaidan did not support him quickly. Tears flowed back unbearably watching the two gravestones on behalf of Calia and Fawaz Zulfan precisely filled his gaze.
Dawas increasingly vibrated strongly to see the date of birth of the second son. His weak legs tried to walk closer reaching the mound of earth right in front of him.
The alum has no power to stem the pain and sob so strongly. By creeping the headstone of the old man's ex-wife was crying so much.
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Just an apology continued to be triggered in the gap of his pale lips.
Dawas really regretted nothing in the last seconds Calia exhaled. He was too preoccupied with the life of the world to forget if there was one heart still waiting for his presence.
Though the hammer knock has been dropped, Calia still loves him and hopes her ex-husband can meet and find out where Fawaz is. However, on his last day Dawas never saw him again.
"Grandma still loves you in her last days. Grandma told me to tell you this if I had the chance to see you, "Never forget what happened. Live as best you can and never forget where you came from. Allah is the best protector and giver of sustenance." That's what Grandma said last time."
"Father also conveys the message .. he-" Calvin has no power to stem the tears when he remembers the shadow of his father.
He was so devastated and felt ill that he could do nothing when his father was in pain. He could not take her to the hospital because of the cost.
He and his mother could only take care of him in the hut of their pain. No other family member required them to let go of the father.
"Dad said "Calvin if one day you meet your grandfather, elder Zulfkan say the words of this father...."
The shadow at the time Fawaz said it was clearly recorded. The father was very sincere and very good at raising her during the age of eighteen.
His sturdy body trembled while clenching both hands tightly. He could not imagine what happened ten years ago when his father breathed his last.
He deeply regretted not being able to give his father a decent life. He worked hard and worked to save his parents. However, fate says another Fawaz cannot be saved.
Every month the father was required to wash the blood, but they could not do it. Asking Zulfan's elders for help was fruitless.
His father could only smile when he learned of Calvin's struggle for himself. The father also thanked him, because he had met Dawas even nil.
The pain was as if transferred to Dawas who continued to cry. Hearing and seeing clearly what happened there, Alina and Zaidan also shed tears.
Moana and Farraz clasped each other's hands, bracing themselves. As soon as Calvin suffered at that time and his story was conveyed very clearly.
They can imagine how hard and hard he was at that time. However, as a family with the same flowing blood, they could not help anything.
"I'm sorry, Grandpa's really sorry." Dawas again apologized repeatedly.
"Dad sorry .... Because you can't help. I'm really sorry, I hope up there you see Dad. Here I'm very sorry I didn't know where you were. Sorry for everything" raved Dawas continuously.
No one spoke and just let it go. Give Dawas a chance to cry over regrets that will not return the time. Calia and Fawaz could not come back alive however the elder apologized repeatedly.
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Dawas was silent in the middle of a hut that was lived for several years by a small Fawaz family. His heart was again torn to shreds watching with his own eyes what the condition there was.
The elder could imagine how cold and uncomfortable it was to sleep in the place. Unlike him who can sleep on a soft bed so indulgent.
During this time Dawas was too arrogant and considered his decision was the best. His frail body also looked back to find Calvin was looking at him closely.
"Grandfather, I'm sorry" he said again.
Calvin pulled the corner of his lips while nodding his head. The two hands that were in the pockets of the pants were clenched strongly.
"Must lose first and regret it? Should there be evidence to admit wrongdoing? Great ... Great you, Cake. Very great!" Calvin could not resist the irritation and expressed the pain in the chest that had been so long harbored.
Zaidan who was next to him also clasped his right shoulder firmly. Calvin looked at the smiling face of his cousin.
"You've survived this far and fought for the old man. You're great, Calvin .. You're a great kid." Those words were like inviting magic that instantly flowed tears.
Calvin immediately hugged his older cousin tightly spilling stuffy in the chest. Zaidan nodded his head several times while rubbing his back slowly.
...Seriate......
