Double-role

Double-role
CHAPTER 4



A freshly welcomed morning with grey surrounded his two eyes. The new status of being a wife does not make an Alina happy. Being second is not always fun. Who wants to be in his position? Alina didn't want that either. However, he will only continue to hope to find God in his marriage.


Despite being the second, Alina hopes to get married once in a lifetime. He will endure until God gives his best. In her marriage, she served as a mother. The son of her husband who was still in the cradle was suspended from her. It is not an easy job, but Alina will remain patient in dealing with it.


He believes God will give his best regardless of the pain.


While the husband, Azam is busy taking care of office work and Yasmin. The man only considers Alina as a nanny and nurse for his son, his wife. Alina's heart is hurt knowing the intentions in her marriage. However, what power he also does not want any slander in the togetherness of their families. She did not expect her married life to be far from a shadow. Alina once dreamed of living with the man she loved and loved.


But it turns out that God wills another. Azam was brought to live his life. Although very inversely proportional to his wishes, but Alina believes God gives the best. With the confidence she has, Alina is trying to be patient and confident living her new life.


It has been a habit for a week, after the morning prayers Alina will bathe the little one, Aqeela. The 3-month-old baby girl is so adorable. Alina is no longer lonely without her husband.


"Honey, time to take a shower." He said as he opened all the clothes attached to Aqeela's body.


The baby just smiled sweetly as if understanding. Not long after, Alina began to bathe him. It only took 20 minutes he had finished dressing Aqeela. The aroma of eucalyptus oil was so stinging that Alina was comfortable lingering with her husband's child.


"Have you bathed Aqeela? Now help Yasmin to clean up."


Baritone voice is intruding. Alina is shocked unaware of Azam's arrival to the room.


"Ba-good, Mas." Alina then handed Aqeela over to her father.


Rushing, Alina walked straight to the second floor where her husband's first wife was lying helpless. The more days Yasmin's state of affairs there is no significant development. He looks thinner with the disease that continues to bully him.


Tok!!


Tok!!


Tok!!


"Sir Yasmin, it's Alina. You're awake?" alina asked behind the door.


"Just open it is not locked," replied Yasmin slowly.


Alina opened it slowly. He smiled warmly as his gaze collided with the first wife of her husband. He walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed, helping Yasmin to get out of her bed.


"Thank you, you should have eaten Mas Azam for breakfast" Yasmin said in a hoarse voice.


Alina shook her head briefly. "No, Ma'am. I'm here to help Ms. Yasmin. I'll prepare the warm water first."


He then went to the bathroom in the room. Not long after, he returned and began to help Yasmin clean up.


A few moments later, Alina brought Yasmin down to the first floor. There Azam was fondling Aqeela who began to close her eyes. Seeing their arrival, Azam hands the child to Alina and takes over Yasmin. In silence Alina could only smile wryly accepting the treatment of her husband.


For a week she was the second wife of Azam. However, until now she had not been touched in the slightest by her husband. Alina can only be patient even though sometimes the pain always hit her. Can only sigh resignedly to the circumstances that befall, because Alina believes if someday things will be much better.


After that brief incident Alina still remained silent in front of the stairs. The nether followed a couple there. Azam took care of his wife for breakfast. A wide smile was printed adding to his good looks. Alina like a statue does not know what to do, until Yasmin's voice resuscitates her from daydreams.


"A-aahh yes Ma'am." Alina quickly joined them.


Lousy. That was how Alina felt at this moment. She knew she was only a second wife with no love in her marriage. However, this is not the drama that the husband always shows him. He just wants to be rewarded without any reward. However, what Azam did continued to inflict wounds on him.


As of this moment, the man painstakingly fed his first wife right before Alina's eyes. He could see clearly how Azam was so attentive when some food stains stuck on Yasmin's lips. He gently swept it clean using his own thumb.


Shamefully Yasmin could only accept the husband's warm treatment. She is a wife who still needs attention from her.


Alina just sat quietly enjoying breakfast while holding Aqeela. The head in the hijab looked down in hopes of not seeing the harmonious husband and wife scene right in front of him.


"God is very sick, hah~ but I can't do anything." His mind.


Seeing Alina's gesture, Yasmin also regained consciousness. He refused Azam's mouthful and pointed forward using his chin. Seeing that Azam also followed the direction of the wife's view.


"Alinea? What's with him?" just like that. Alina looked up again when her name was called and saw them alternately.


"It feels bad to see, however Alina Mas's husband also," said Yasmin made Alina describe both eyes of disbelief.


"Why indeed? I'm your husband too. It is my duty to take care of you. You are sick, baby. Alina is healthy so she can take care of everything herself," Azam said so precisely about Alina's heart.


He tried hard by grasping the spoon firmly. He did not blame Yasmin in such a situation. However, it would be better if he was silent and did not say as before. Perhaps Azam's words would never have Alina heard.


"It's okay, Ma'am. It's true what Mas Azam said, I can do everything." Reply Alina tried to look okay.


"You hear yourself? He's fine, so let's finish your breakfast, honey."


The word love is said again by the husband to another woman.


Many times Alina had to spread a smile full of falsehood, even though there were tears that wanted to be let out. He knows himself by his position now.


"All right then. Oh yeah, before Mas left to take Alina first no?" Alina frowned both brows not understanding.


"Where?" ask her husband briefly.


"Today Aqeela had to be immunized, so it would be nice for Mas to take Alina. Do you want Al to accompany Aqeela?" her attention is now centered on Alina.


The woman simply nodded her head and smiled knot. "All right, anything for you, baby." Azam said while stroking the top of Yasmin's head. "Then I get ready first." Then he put a warm kiss on his forehead.


Seeing that Alina could only stare at them with nanar. She is not really considered a wife. He was treated very differently. Even though he was equal to the first wife.


"I'm no different from a nanny. O Allah strengthen the heart of the servant." Mind again.


That's all Alina can do. He will continue to be patient until time determines everything is fine.